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Delton Peele Aug 2021
Hot august night
I stand alone
Basquing in soft moonlight
Upon a mountain high
Emerging from solid granite
That which is too often
taken for granted .... ..
Ice cold pure

Life giving elixir  
Undaunted little snow melt  stream trickles
Glistening ......

Into a deep pool
...and
in
Dropping
To one knee ....
I think of Guideons men  
Keeping my head up
As my hand dipped in
It was here I actually
Felt my heart stop ...
.      . .     .
I like to fancy my self a mountain
Man..
I'm not
But I'm also not a
CITIY-OT
(Thank you Terry and Twila)
An something for sure
More burdened by gravity
Than me
It
Was
Bi-pedal
Cobble sized stones
Underfoot like
***-gravel
.....
Unrecognizable
Low frequency grunting
20 SECOND STRIDES
MY EYES WENT BLACK
INVOLENTARILY
LIFE ENDING SCARRY
my heart stopped
Instantly
..
Squeezed my chest
To stop me from breathing.
At this level of fear
Every part of you  body
Becomes independently
Gob smucked
At you're stupidities
Ears ringing
Nostrils flared
Dizzy
listing ,
In disbelief completely at what I just heard
Not even a thought
Was brave enough to caught thinking a thought
Branches cracked
.. . ..
Three count them three full strides.
I still feel it ..
To speak of it ...
My skin bumps and tightens .
I actually feel my veins hurt.
Inside my elbows and wrists
That stinging feeling
You get
When someone pulls the hammer
And the barrel touches you're skin.
Fingers on the trigger
And there not stable
I don't care
How Billy bad *** you are
It burns
Like if it was capable
That part of you would abandon ship...
Believe me
4
miles up
jagged trails along cliffs
Un-lit.  
The only other way .  
......jump...  
Ten seconds gone by
Heart goes
Ka-thunk
I swear I could hear it
And the blood
Goes ka..wishhsss
And then stops
As
My whole
Body says
***
Are you serious
Now I am
Serious - lee.
Ish
Considering the jump thing
Ya know if I could maneuver
Like the parachuters.
And fly till I found a soft
Deep river .....an...
Maybe
...
Ridiculous
And then again
Ka thunk ..  
Kawishsss
Almost as if it were a swallow
Like ya know my heart
Is goin Gulp
*** are we gonna do
And stopped again
Now my skins crawling away cause I heard it breath .
Im
Not doin this
We
Meaning my body parts and I
Heard something
And as we were
**** clinched
Frozen like a statue of glass
Trying to digest this
And while listening
We succumb
To the paralyzing
Fact .
That.

It ...
Is
Also listening


My face 3 inches off the ground walkin on finger tips  
Like the grinch .all the way to my truck .
Like literally  my heart and guts an everything
Huddled together silently.
Shaking
Holdin each other peakin out my back like it was a tail gait.
Even the three or 15 times
I ran my face into a rock or tree
It was without sound
Not one milli second lost in righting my self and catching every rock stick whatever
Placing it quietly at the sound of speed.
Bleeding
...honestly ....
Every injury
Every one
I issued
I O U's
Un locking my truck took centuries.
Finally I yelp as I get in .
Thinkin I'm in the movies and
It's gonna get me..


Dead battery .
Day light emerging
I'm bright eyed
Bloodshot
Covered in sweat .
But bright eyed
Back  packer comes out of the bushes screaming
***.


PLEASE
TELL ME YOU GOT
SOMETHIN
TO. ...

DRINK !
?
I said ya
You ok
He says yah .

Wuuuul no
I m hella hung over and thirsty
I said you didn't hear anything?
He said .. .
WAdda ya mean..
No more smokin *** and camping
Alone
Delton Peele Nov 2021
If I could tell you....
Just one thing ... ....
It wwoul
......
......
Delton Peele Mar 2023
Between wise men and tools.  
Only the fool knows who he is!
Delton Peele May 13
Im not trying to offend you....
I don't need you to defend me....in fact I don't need you for anything..........
You are simply the best thing
I have ever had
From beauty, to wit, to love making . ......
On and beyond everything ...
Your love drives me mad
I want you so bad I can't breath...
I mean that's fairly straightforward! right ?
She should get that .......
I mean ........I think ......
Oh great it's still typing
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Can I count on you
To not count on me
And still love me?
Really!?!?!?!?!?
?
Delton Peele May 26
You will never see me ....
Not the way I see you...
I know that ...
Only because
.. there Can never be a desire as strong as that ...
No flame higher......
No place I would rather be
Lost in a passionate fire
I can never be found
Not in thought of you...
Forever I  love you..
GRRRL I'd wait ...... ssssk
Like two dayyyzzzccce
Delton Peele Sep 2020
The weight is bringing me to my knees
And in grief is like currency represented by these
Crows feet you can read like a receipt
Showing the cost
Of living in the acidity of a recent love lost
Sometimes a thought or rhyme enters my mind if i dont get it in the net most of the time itll swim away.then whe i try to write it out i have the principal of what im trying to say so i write ntill i eventually get it out .so ya i tend to go a little long .so heres a grief in brief
Delton Peele Oct 2020
You meet you mingle
Some walk on by
Some you loose some gain
You look at some
Some you peruse
Others conjure contemplation
And still others rub you the wrong way
And although lately it seems fewer. And fewer
There are still a few who rub you the right way
Then there is the one in a million
Which is the craziest thing to me
Each one of us is" that"
to
at the very least
Someone and never knowing it.
That magic elusive "one" causing delusion
The ambrosial conclusion to the unanswerable
Desires cajoled from my sole.
Turning lucidity into liquid
Melting away what i see into a solution
Infusing whatever surrounding you
Into an inviting colorful obscured
Chem trail .......
Oh so I...........
Trail on behind
Feeling like i wanna touch you
Maybe i do
And  although  i feel you
You dont ...........
And so I try
Harder i fail. ...
Maybe you arent real......
Oh I cry trying to be the one you need.
I get caught in you magic
Oh how i cry because  the biological clocks  turning
Im the tragic maverick blazing a short trail to your next
Restraining order
Im burning my best years in vain
Theoretically i guess ..........
Well sorta then again i suppose ill never know
Languishing in madness saturated in sadness
Holding on to something thats gone
Or even worse seductively ****** into the abyss
Gasping for air grasping for what was never there
In a pit of despair.
Oh and i feel so hollow in letting go anything concerning me
yearning
Oh why cant you see
I just want to hear you say my name the pain
Takes me to the edge of insanity
You poor thing im learning
  you have no feelings
Oh my tears rain down like a tsunami
Hailing rocks sulfer and fire
Im hanging precariously one finger from a mountain top
Of broken dreams. Ive been trying to fix
Everyone is calling for me
And no one hears me
I scream because friends who can still see me
Try and try to steer me away from you
Being pulled out of youre magic is causing my life to bleed.
I say leave me
I would rather die than to give up trying to reach her .and so i go on dieing as a cumbersome phantom
Still loving nothing but you
my feet never touching the ground.
Oh I see now im closer .
I am one of the colors flowing behind you
And im a little happier living in the residue of you!
Lo
Delton Peele May 26
Lo
Oh the eb and flow of love

. . .
Is so
I don't know
I guess intriguing?
When I'm in
Remove my skin .....
Let there be nothing
Between me ...
and what I'm feeling.......
When I'm out ..
Don't look at me
Help me ......
Tighten this tourniquet around my neck
I Don't want to feel these feelings .....
Don't want to feel anything
...
Delton Peele May 26
How deep can I see?
Thats..........
A......
Uhhhm ......
Well look can you rephrase
Please.........
Oh.....f..k
OK why...
OK OK......I'll answer
Oh now you want honesty
Too?
You shouldn't ask questions you don't want to know the answer to.....
My depth perception is only d
As deep as the answer you seek.........
I know how deep I am ....
And the instant i feel inquisition
Im looking for the angle and who is going to be the beneficial recipient ....
Your the one leading the witness......
Play your cards right
We can do the fandango
**** me off.......
Let's not go there.......
The truth will set you free.
And truthfully it is the only way to be real........
Sometimes being set free seems like the end of the world to me.
Will I go to the question
Lol
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Lol
I may laugh at you
Doesn't mean I want to
An its not cause o your misfortune.
What does is your jumped up joco monkey fit.
And you so in disbelief screaming
"I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN..!"
well if that's true then why you so ****** man?
Delton Peele Nov 2023
I bite my tongue?
You carry on !
Your welcome .....
( as long as you pay me )
outloud I say .....
Wow you're so ......
Idk...
Capricious today
You  laugh .....
Thank you .....
Don't mention it....
I laugh too
Oblivious .....
Obvious .....
Vicarious?!?
I guess maybe.....
Bellicose ?
Verbose?
Yes.......
Way off base?....
Absolutely.....  

Your agenda
........
What will you do when I'm gone ?
You will have no one to look down upon.
Then you want an apology?
Ok ...I'm so so sorry
I just can't apologize.....
For what you say
I do .......
Especially when I argue.....
You're response
Demand .......
So I do....
You have an epiphany.......
I am recompensed
Rebuked,
On public display
Forced to stand in
Reprimand. .....
I guess "we"
Have our role to play.......
.....

..

.

Ok ......give it to me.......
And then may I have my paycheck please?


Remember I get payed weekly ......
Very weakly......
Delton Peele Oct 2020
Youll see blood .......
Sweat and tears !
Look down youre nose at me again
This time youll see the cieling
From the floor
Theres no way you could judge mae..
....try walkin a mile in my shoes Quinten Terentino style
Ill bet ittle be the longest mile
Yet it will apear to you as normal as normal can get....
To me welllllllll.
Tell u what ..
Watch the movie ......
Its about me playing the part of you .....
Walkin a mile in me shoes .
I hear its good but really weird.
Idk i fell asleep
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Somehow i know
I will find within
some way
without knowing
This is what?
I would like to say
That i regret the fact i didnt neglect
My addiction to pain
For if I had
I had never fallin in love with you
Delton Peele May 2021
Tell me you are lonely
I'll say Im sorry,
Tell me you are looking
For love
I'll tell you that's the hardest way to find it.
Tell me the things you'll do to get your love ,
Ill tell you you are using the wrong bait!
Tell me one thing you will give up
To get your love and I will tell you 3 reasons you will never be happy
Delton Peele Mar 2023
Fools in fooliesht prime
Crack like an itchy fingered "Karen"
At boot camp with a cap-gun.....
Over amped on caffeine ampersand
Uber sensitivities......
In constant rationale
Hyper-critical on themselves
Or so they say.    
Justify their own hypocrisy
By delusional philosophy
Every infraction committed
Was never the intention .....
Forced and framed into
The part they played ......
Thus left without option. ...
Erred by circumstance
Furthermore being the victim
While denying culpability
Should receive re-assurance..... .
And a free pass ........

And so if you find yourself in fervid inescapable desire
To portray a horses *** ..
With a itchy noseand  it's tail on on fire ...
Then my friend opportunity found... .
There is no consideration for time or location .....
It's always there ......
Take a walk find an idiot .
Argue with said idiot......
Become the idiot.......
The mask will have a remarkable resemblance
If this doesn't work ........well then simply gaze into the mirror.....
And see you ......
Unbiased .......
As a perfect stranger would
Try to............
Explain why you do what you.....
Do

FYI

Arguments spent either brief or violent
End the same ........
You are the blame,
There exist no chance to win
Nor will any effort to restore your name be made....
last but not least you will remain the idiot and not be recompense anything ever .....
Most likely you will receive the opposite.....!
Delton Peele Mar 16
That feeling when you eat
For the first time in 5 days.....
It's so good you graze.....
Then the pain...
It's a distinct pinch ....
In the abdomen .....
Striking similarities
When you haven't dated
For a long while
Then when you do..  .
You know what you do.....
Then the pain is the same
Except it's in you're heart and stomach and arms and legs and hair and soul
It's a distinct feeling that stinks
Delton Peele Mar 1
You love me ....
In what capacity?
I love to cry ...
When the time is right.
I love shooting arrows straight into the sky.....
...
You let out an extra long sigh
I feel like I'm gonna die.
Why.........?
Am I the only one
Willing to try?
I wanna talk
You want to walk ......
I wanna walk with you
You tell me to kick rocks,
I do everything you ask me too
And I don't even complain....
I have to say it it first.....
To hear you say you love me....

Then in return ,
you tilt your head
Say I love you too......
Followed by my full name
With this look of exaggerated concern
You say you love me?
Some how it just doesn't feel the same!
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Love
Oh my God
you make me great!
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Apex view within my mind's eye.
In any topic to be construed .....
Almost instantly
Met with superciliousness
The rift from which two  lobes sit juxtapose .
Both with kingdoms

Has no barricades of impedance.
Thus scenarios , and extrapolations
Free and silky
Ebb and flow
Blend with perceptions
And experience
Because of this
My methods and means can be seen as  quite unorthodox.
The time it takes for some to see.......
it was exactly how I explained it to be....
Is not only profound
They use as an excuse
To pretend not to remember .


I am not  limited to ....
What anyone sets guidelines to.
Delton Peele Dec 2020
I live ..........
I guess?.....or
I suppose I do.
am I
Guessing?
I mean
Sure
...Eye see....
I do
I replicate
I receive
information via
An intricate network of stimulus
Simultaneously
Digest ,
Appropriate an emotional  state and reciprocate
.............
Governed by Diarchy
I have two faces
One you physically see
One I feel
Moi.........
Persona.......
Although I
Coalesce.
I have breath
I think therefore I am.

I exist.....................


Perplexed.......


Existing

Cognizant


Yet ...........
.....
In dichotomy if neither of the two rulers be Machiavellian then

I believe
there can only be ....more than.........me



I wonder .....
because of subjective experiences I
Am same team but different?
I ponder ..
This sets me free .........
I sonder ........
This sets me apart.

I perceive
I  and see my
Lucidity needs ripening......
I dont have much time left.
While i still have breath....
I want to feel
And taste life
And let it not be because of me
MARAH
Let the compassion in me
Recompense
And reflect The Three
RA'UCH
NEPHESH
NESHAMAH
PLEASE GOD LET ME BREATHE
Allow me to feel AGAPE.........and let that be
What I inhale
And exhale



Blessed by Rauch Yes
Todah
Always shall I be
SEMPER GRATUS
I shall say
TODA RABA respect fully
Everything in every way ......
Appreciate .....every breath
Every day.
Delton Peele Nov 2022
I cover silver and gold
With mange and flees ,
I roll in rancid things
To stave off any smell of nobility.
Lowly I walk in shadows   ....
Of the beautiful.......
Slowly I go solo
In this masquerade
A filthy dog is what they see ,
Because Ive been beat about the snout .....
And made to believe
This is my lot
In secret I know
I know ....
I know .....
I know .........
I am not this monster  ...
My poor heart ...
I wear on my sleeve...
I can not keep it in me
It's wounded .....
All but rotten ......
Every good deed  
And all I have forgiven ......
Instantly diminished....
Forgotten ....
Madness consumes my sleep .
Sleep depravity Bereft's me of strength.......
I'm weary of this existence......
Will I ever escape     .
Will I
Will I ....
Can I .......
I...........
I'm on a roller coaster here
Bear with me please ......
Just venting ......
Sorta
Me
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Me
Like always in love I fall too deeply
Ive never been needy
But it seems
I have lost "me"
Somewhere in what we used to be.
Can you help me ?
Cause I can't remember me.....
I feel like I'm just a part of you that fell off .
...ewe .....
That's not me....
Me
Delton Peele Nov 2023
Me
I am an island
I am the stone.
I am Man ...
Machismo I stand alone.....
I buffet the storm...
My morals and etiquette  
Are acceptable
I am not in depravity.....
I can not be swayed by my iniquities
U have free will
I will not be moved
I will not comprimise
..or give in too
What goes against my beliefs
My resolve is tough..
And I'm American....
I will do nothing
I don't wan to ....

.......
...unless you pay me enough too
Wright down to grammatical incongruities
Delton Peele Nov 2022
Will I ever cease?
Have to wait and see,
It's not on me ..
Although I offer.....
When it's right .....
Then they shall breath
Delton Peele Feb 2021
Ohhhhhhhh.......
I do daclair ,
the enchanting one thayer,
yes you the one
reading me!
My huckleberry
it means the world to me
thank you for taking the time to read
you make me real

and Thankfully
my dear
I do give a damm
Delton Peele Oct 2022
Despite  risk,
  love outweigh  my mind
Delton Peele Jan 2021
Feeling the brunt of an
Elegant misery
Challenging me
Disgruntled
refuse to yield
Face bruised
I try to
lowbrow
This abutment as the current of this world ploughs steady
Un giving.
Slowly my bow tipping
Creaking and groaning the
Resonating from the keal up through the gally
feel the icy deep dark waters like a hungry lover begging, wanting
Me,
Eerily quietly
Teary eyed
Abducted
Subjected to
Neglect
Everything is caving in
..............
Its haunting....
Knowing its death.........
Still ........
Atleast something wants me
.......
..she is ....
Soporific  
I grow weary of waiting the pain and pressure is morphing
Subduction into
Seduction
...weary
Slipping
Sliding .
Sinking in still thinking .....
Love......
Willllll........
S
A
V
E.........
.........
..
ME....
..
S.
O
S.­
MAY DAY
Delton Peele Jul 2020
In the Twilight of life
In my minds eye see
A vision
Within it me in an endless field
Spanning sea to see
Carefree planting seeds of regret
Off in the skyline behind
A bourgening hoard of locusts
Eating every thing
From there approaching
Beneath me the soil quivering
I'm afraid to go old alone and stop
I fear my luck will have no choice but devour me
Delton Peele Oct 2020
If
I
could be
Even for a short while
You
I know what i would think of .
You .
Or
Me
And
U
An
Me
Delton Peele Jan 2021
Engulfed in a myriad of savage memories
Mournfull
Memoirs
Forlorn
Sworn to keep
Buried  deep
With my mind
..Too many..
Re-surfacing
Trembling
Tremors
Chained
Face to face
With these
Regretful things
Like rotting
Carcasses
I cry and try
I swear its not
....Me...
Yet I remember
These deeds
Sickningly
Somehow are
Simply
Unforgetable.
dichotomy
Is it
We
....Haunt....
.....I....
Dont want
To see
Wretched
Inconsolable
Muttering
I mumble
Unwittingly
I said the
Wrong thing
Lightning
Bristling
Psyche
Splitting
.....Birth.....
..No..­
Oh No
Its not me
....Respite....
Finely i can hide
....no....
I said its name
Up from the dank
I
Sank
Into bliss.
Again
.
..
.........
.........
..
.
Like treasure maps
The grains of life.
Are formed in much same way as the
Strongest
steel
Forgings
Vermillion
Mr hyde pacing
Ranting
Murmurs
Chiding
Backbiting
Worms into my
dreams
compassed about by
These kodak moments he keeps pacing
Lurking
Looking
For more leverage


cursed me with
Crimson paintings
Envoking screams
Hide; let sleeping dogs lie    
Lets let it go
§^¤NO¤^§
THEY KEEP
PUSHING
US
Back past the groves of i dont know.
Wretched leaching
Friend back
So low
Solo
So go
Deep in the suffering hollow.
Thickets
So dense and forboding.
.years past the last spatial light where the madness....
Gets dunk off darkness
A raging
inferno
Cant even glow
In this
desolate  
  underbelly
So go hyde .....
I DONT NEED ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR MEMORIES
BUT ...
IF THEY INSIST
GO HYDE......
Delton Peele Jun 2021
Frozen in motion
.....Doing .....
?
The same
Stupid
Thing
I
Typically
Do
Back to back
Olympic Gold medalist
Believe me.
Im
Good at this.
King
👑
Of the
Stupid crown wearing stupids wear in
I not only wear mine stupidly
I take the crown .
I wear mine the stupidly-ist
!
Metaphors
Or
Putting
Axioms
Into
Parables
To enable
Other cultures to glean
For

I think
......

Weeeell
....I guess
Really ..
I think ,
I think
Too much .
And no that wasn't a stutter or typo.
Here I go again ...
Ready?
I think
What I'm trying to do.
Is talk or,
Ok.
Type my way through
Pain
Emotionally speaking.
Using cryptic
Nursery rhyme
Type,
punny
Little one
Line
Play on word
Umm..
Sayings ....?
IDK
(Axioms I suppose if you will .
Not in prose
No!
Yes I do wish it were so
And although
I'd like to think so
Uhhm yah!
Uhhh
No.
Im no pro
And yet I digress
And usually
I hide in poetry
I guess to escape
Coming to grips with this .....
Or these .
Whatever this and these are . ..
Hang ups or addictions
By products of being I'll equipped
With the appropriate tools to handle unprecedented situations
And swept under the big **** carpet with self medicating
And of course self appointed
Authority
To write my own prescriptions
HEY
I DONT JUST HAVE ISSUES
I GOT
SUBSCRIPTIONS.
it s like the other day I was reading psychology today .
( I don't want to talk about it)
(No seriously.)
Ya actually it was yesterday
And the article read
" NO MATTER WHAT !
WHAT EVER YOU DO DONT PUT THIS OFF ONE MORE DAY .!
READ IT NOW!
I started to read it and fell asleep
.... So I wake up ..and it's today ..so is it still today or because I technically fell asleep ye...s..t..erday
Should I ...
Uhm?
.. .ehhh
Let's save that for another day
K

Back to the .
Show

I sometimes  
Find myself whitty
Others may find
Themselves
Offended
With in the way I can get explicit
I like the raw side ?
true to life
Gritty
Gripped in
Pretty
Euphemisms
I think I would rather feel
That instant pain of a slap
Followed by tears and a passionate
Kiss
Than the soul ******* ache
Leaching life
Away living
Day to day
With the one

The one....


Gulp

My once
....one.

And only

Soul mate.  
Who pretended
....Ill
Never no why
Said she....
Lov ...e.
...d
..........M....
....
Nnnnnn
No secretly she hated me .
Awe geeze
Where the
H
E
Double hockey sticks
Wuz I goin with this.
Maverick
Of the spastics ..
I'm like wh
Oh yah.
Heh
..
Pardon me
Yadda yadda
I'm witty
Pretty
Words
Let's see
Oh ok
So I can be explicit and gritty
......
Some say hey it's unexpected
Eclectics call it eccentric
Others read only the top layer and say woe that's too close to reality
Still lie
Say dude!
Thats ******* cool yo!
Oh they don't even know.
Then there is the few
The ones
The only ones
Persuading gravity
The truest ones that's mean
The
Most .. .
.  ... .
Wait for it
The may like yeah.
Or they may
Nay say it.
They may even say its ****** stupid and ******...
Ok
Food for thought. .
(
More like cry myself to sleep)
What I'm tryin to say is
" Like it or not .
Some people say they love ya and take a bullet for you ...
These ones who never correct you .
Really stuck a knife in you're back with a paper attached saying
I'm stupid but dont tell me.
So The ones you need to cherish
I guess are the beautiful ones that tell you.
Rieeeet?
Right!
Wait.
did I say that right? I mean yah I write,
And yah right handed.
And I know I'm right
I just don't  
Know if I'm wrighting it
Right
Delton Peele Jun 16
As I wander in quandary
I ponder less on what's been squandered ....
I don't want to see ...
Focused mostly on  soaking in dulcet fantasy
These pangs of sundry pains
From priorities rearranged
Seduces me to escape into
What could be
My heart grows fonder....
As I continue in thought of you
Help me.....is this my fate or destiny.......
Am I distorting reality.......
I'm really begining to wonder
Will these lessons ever lessen
Is it   obsession  that  pervert my intentions
Am I  the reprobate?
Does my wanton state
Negate my ability of keeping my head straight..........
I'm just pondering here...............
During conversations.........
My infatuation scales conversely
With my linguistic agility
Along with chemical imbalancing
Lexicon gone
Let's just say I struggle the um
To get duh
The word me say to you........
So could it be
Things you say to me
Might be rearranged
Used to fuel my campaign
Unbeknownst to me
Completely
Incongruent to what you were trying to convey
Naw.      It couldn't be
.......ERrrrr could it though........
Or how would I know ??????
Maybe I'm a smooth talking  genius
With a deep jazzy dj voice
That makes you mostly want to listen
As I spit my game
At the Same time
Im
perpetrating
Another clever deception....
Extorting cupid to do his thing
Making you fall In love with me.....
By writing the worst so called poetry the word has ever seen
Hmmmmmmm,
I'm shifting from pontificating
To exacerbating.......
Do I think these tactics and my immaturity
Will persuade you to love me....
I do ...
I think ,therefore I am,
And you are.....>
Because you are everything
And I will never be caught....
Not being in thought of you
I will live forever trying to recompense
The immense happiness you have givin me
I'll do anything ........
"C" ko mo no
You are tha Kaarrcktt one for
Me Ott Minnon
I love you Sara.......
Please talk to me
Delton Peele Oct 2022
You'll have to forgive me...
Or not !?!
Its up to you.
I guess it's my sorta ,
Pre apology,
For ...... Normality ....
In reality is a relative term
Encompassing innumerable
Shades and hues  
Within an endless ever expanding spectrum
In a constant state of flux......
Like modeling tuxedos in Bellevue ,
Seen on tv,
Then caught yourself on fire
Working two pairs of nunchucks
Drunk on you're parents patio
Cause their friends wanted a show.   ?
Next day did a bachelorette party
Got attacked by two cougars...
And held down while the rest of the pack did tequila shots off me...
Ok    that  was actually a good night .....
Weird ..... But good .  
Anyways I guess what I'm trying to say is
This....
You are a star
You are far more and greater than even you can imagine you are ..
Never let anyone tell you what or who you are ....
Don't accept the limits people try to put on you...
You be you ....
Catfish? (That's an attempt at humour... Gaaabeesh?
Er... Gabish .... Uhm capisce?)
K **** it so I'm not funny
..... Heh heh ... Ahhhh  uuh emm
I know you ....
People are so hung up and jealous  ...
They can't see" you" the way you do ,
Not the real you!
Because the ones who do.......
are small compared to you .
And so they will be-little you.
to make themselves look better than you..
Don't trip on haters who run under you. k?
You are bigger than that.
Right ?
You are not bitter you are better.
They will look like the fool
Be cool !be you !
The magic is in you
You know it's true
The only limits
Can only be set and broke by
.. you!
¹qqq1q
Delton Peele Jan 2021
My field of dreams was a sanctuary i could always count on
A seclusion
i fled to often
But now its
Barren silent and
Fallowed
taped off pending
The investigation and
An eerie
brooding storm cloud
Has moved in stops me
And im empty and
Hollow
Forcing me to face...........
Me .........
The field of fantasy is open
And i could go
But in order to do that i
Have to weather thhe storm
Emerging from the gloom of my memories
Staggering
Drenched in retrospect
The effect is
Bout the same
Worn out and blue
Tangled mangled torn
In too many ways
My
Delton Peele Dec 2021
My
My......
Soul ......
Solo........
So Low....an.
You....
don't...
know..
HowfarDown
My dignity
Can go.......
Only I do ...
An I think it's bout at its end . . .....
E

N

D

PS:    LOVE ME
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Take great stock in the way you
see
The reason
why you do
the things
The way you do
Make thine own
blade
Without care for cost or labor
Love it
own it
hone it
know it intimately
Never hesitant even in slumber be ye
Vigilant
Without you're heart
You become irrelevant
protect it
Always daily , continually
Nurture it
listen to it
Search it throughout
From mount
To deep vale
Any vine
or branch oddly shape or in thine
way trail it  to the heart
If it's attached to vanity
, envy
, coveting or strife
sever it completely
Uproot it cleanly
Burn it imediately
lest it become quickly
too much for you
Surely it will with a quickness
Flowering with a
soury sickening sweet scent
And secretly defecating seeds
Already germinated and becoming bitter roots filling
you're insides with vines of poisonous pride
Constantly like a moth to a flame feeding on you internally the pungent stench altering your brain
Leaving you alone and cold at death
Still seeking fame making a mockery of you an defaming you're once good name
Delton Peele May 6
Friends, and
Family
Everywhere......

I feel their every stare.....
The worst of which
I can barely bear.    
My reflection
Won't make eye connection with me anymore...
Blood .
..shot eyes.  
Snot ,tears ......
Blubbering.
Convulsive inhaling.....
Worst case scenarios
On repeat .
I'm up braiding the pain caused by me tuning it inwards to pay Penance
This is all the things I've done wrong marathon
Staring me as the morrow
I'm the only one invited .....
No one sees the pain
I hide it everyday thinking this surely means I'm a good man......
Ironically since Noone sees
Me Bleed internally
They assume I haven't changed a thing.......this why evey mistake made is to the world not a big deal
To me it's everthing...
It's devastating
Delton Peele Sep 2020
The thought that selfied
Delton Peele May 25
(OK just a heads up
It's a long ways awY thing)

She said
"Look ,you say you love me....
Then just trust me I'm not goin to do anything  to intentionality hurt you."
.....
Seriously ?
Do you know how many different ways that could be read.......
Honestly to me....
that's a full blown confession.....
OK OK OK........
That's all I have to do ?
Is just trust you...?
That's all well and good....
In fact that's super easy .....
But what about all these anxieties, triggers and abandonment issues ,
Fits of jealousy and reading into everything being said to me
From all the years being used and confused so bad I have to question reality....
By the ones I loved and trusted unconditionally ?
Ohhhhhhh
....because it's you.  

OK love please dont yell at me when I say I love you.....
It hurts me.......


AND IM PROUD TO SAY TO ALL YOU I ACTUALLY SAID THAT .....
YUP CLEARLY AND LOUD......
Fortunately I said it in my head......
Uhhhm.........
Ya.................
Delton Peele Apr 2022
Spent my life , like currency I hadn't earned...  
Winds of vanity , filled my sails of pride,
Ooooooooh ....
Iiiiiiiiii was that lucky man..........
............
Iiiiiiii.........really thought ,
Iii...was.......
The loves I have held ,
Truth be told ........
I really was........
..........
Wanderlust in love ,
Chemical imbalance,
Butterflies my stomach
like a little too much Vicodin,,,,,
Infatuation  is such a rush,
That sweet sickening rush
Free falling in
In full admittance headlong in love with my addiction to love
Chasing a high ,
As time became a jealous thing
.....faded years from my memories.....spurned .....tiptoed past ,didn't want to disturb me .....
Now I can find no limits ....and even less remittances....  
Lost in limmerance.
Sails are slack ......lost at sea....lonely ...
Darkening the skies
Plumes  of fear
For I know what lies.......
Inside this
Burgeoning Epiphone  .....
Within my minds eye
As everything has dulled around me........
.......(silently picture a reflection of me in a tear drop from my eye caught in a wrinkle I have never seen .......
And I'm trying to avoid awaking...I don't want to see    
Whats become of me ......
I wanna go back and dream ....
Of .........
Me .....
In love .....
With me
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Im entranced
.....
I breath in the essence of you elegance
I can barely feel the ground
Im loosing my grip on gravity
And im so in love
A drift
Refreshing
I love you
I only wish i was once the one who inspired poetry
Love you
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Verily verily ?I say unto you
Be the King,
Be the Queen ,
Which ever the case shall be.
Let every eye be subject unto thee
Whilst at you're table
The table of you're heart
Let not anyone ever put you in subjection
This is you and you're temple no man woman or beast could own
Should you be made privy of any  attempt
With great haste remove the  vermon from you're  sight
Cast them out let them dine with the swine
8888
Delton Peele Jul 2023
Oh how cliche,.......
Beguile me
with your
Myriad of complex sufferings.... .
Bleach me with tales of sabotage
and an obscure
collage of un-merrited
catastrophe.....
Pull me in deep
with fortune's and fame
Fill me with how "they".............
Gang stalked undermined and kept these things just out of reach. ......
As the fabric of morality beginning to frey.......
Give me please addresses ,names,
Anything I can do even beyond my means.. ..
I feel I must sacrifice my self . .......endure pain .....
I will take the reigns
You shall remain safe ...here . ..  
I shall buffet whatever
This world will bring....
Moved by compassion
To be the change I wish to see ......
My life is not worth living ...
If live comfortably   ....
At the price of those poor souls who's
Sole purpose is to be
The whipping posts
That society ghosts
Because they can't quite manage the routines........

The ones everyone uses as a gage,
And say "Well atleast "we" aren't as bad as them......
Meanwhile,secretly their mind itching
With iniquities ..
Outwardly receiving kudos for how good they've been,
Inside festering with fleas ......
A slave to dark desires
Cloaked with lies.  .  
........
And now back to our story.....
My campaign extreme.
Exhausted
I collapse .....
And take stock as I coalesce......
It seems for you
The one whom I went all this through
Said I have done nothing
I haven't changed a thing...
Infact I have been the worst......
The chief of them. ..
All my giving and regiving ad sleepless nights,fights,
Going beyond and without....
"YOU"
Mistake my kindness for stupiday!

Fill my heart with black venom......
I no longer wish to be
The victim
Now I see revenge!
Delton Peele Aug 2022
Looks like I've circled around
I recognize that slow bend
As I find a distraction to mend
Looks like I let my heart out
And it got stepped on again....
It's getting a little easier
For both
The longer the mend
The more the want
Delton Peele Jun 2020
There is no doubt in my mind
That Jem and Scout
Lived during a simpler time
On the other hand
Atticus and Boo ?
......................................in the melting *** we live in today
I cant say they would share that point of view
Does that mean they would better off today ?
Lets ask the wise old owl...........
He would say
"Who...................
Who .....Could ssssssay this would
Or could not be true
A more simple era?
If you have proof
That one exist then i will answer you
Until then remember youre childhood and youre best friends
Summer vacations
Remember the first love then
Re-live the loss the pain the peer pressure the ones who ...........
Who child
WHO?
Who was it who influenced you?
Should i ssssssay shame on them ?
Or should i sssssssay
Shame on you?
Sssssshow me child ssssshow meee
Who
WHO?
WHO is the only one Who
Can answer this question for you.
WHO
WHo
Who
whooooooooooooo?
To **** a mocking bird is still one of my favorite reads , the tumultuous past full of a plethora of deplorable discrepancies depicted in a sleepy little southern low tech town in a simpler time  ,yet more violent and full of deceit ,nowadays things don't seem so simple but should balance as more peaceful and open BECAUSE of technologies ,but really ?seriously?turn on the tv shat do you see?
Angry protesters doin bad things? Seriously . Tell me it is not ok for what they are doing! Tell me ! I dare you !what happend;? Ill tell you that inescapable un-right-able outward deplorable in plain sight 'entitled breach of inalienable rights
HAPPEND ......................
BUT ONLY FOR A SECOND?
Now whats happening ?
angry protesters ?on tv ? Is this what the fuckwe fear here . ***......and *******
ARM CHAIR CRITICS SO FAR REMOVED .NAW STAND BACK GIMME SOME ROOM.FIRST OFF MY GRIEVING ISNT FOR YOU OR FOR PROOF OF ANYTHING AND ITS PERSSONAL !I CANT SPELL WELL *** U BOUT THAT TOO.ANY WHO...ITS NOT FOR YOU TO VIEW NO ONE INVITED YOU
BUT YOU FEEL ENTITLED TO PUT THE SPOTLIGHT ON THE DEVISTATED AND BETRAYED AND CRITIQUE THE WAY WE BEHAVE AND THEN HAVE THEE UNBELIEVABLE AUDACITY TO CONVEY YOURE SYMPATHY AND TRY TO SHARE A BETTER WAY IN WHICH WE SHOULD PORTRAY OURSELVES IN A NON VIOLENT WAY .
OH GOSH OK
*******
CAREFULLY
IS THAT OK ?
This isnt the way it works
But it does .we live in the mundane of day by day paycheck to paycheck in black and white !!!!-!!!!!seecwhat im sayin they dont want any gray
Our kids shouldnt play with theyre kids.as we slowly devolve they use tragedy to keep us from unity and solidarity please look inside and understand this .
If we rise up they use the other to pull down.
If we rise toghther  there is no unmoveable thing
It starts all the way back in preschool with competitiveness
That is encouraged at the risk of sounding .........i wont say it .
*****\\\**\//^%%/[/SPLATTER THE FRONT PAGE WITH CRIMSON *\//€*\/\\
Then quickly turn the page and lets watch how they behave and pick the best one to display how not to behave .WAIT *** TURN BACK THE PAGE....NO

TURN BACK...T.H.E.PAGE.................NNNO
T.U.R.N. BACK THE ******* PAGE PLEASE
.....
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HOW BOUT THAT FOLKS HUH
HOW BOUT
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How bout shame on the police ? How bout shame on the news ?how bout shame on the media? How bout police murdering your daughter ,grandpa,sister,lover,you're dad ,husband
And then all the news is about you cause you're not behaving right in they're eyes and its all because they fear of loosing a grip on society?
Who taught you who influenced you who who and you know these are taught things but did you
Know that they are learned things. Who taught you ,why did you learn it why do you keep it?thats all i was tryin ta say
Think about it
People have panic attacks every day ,from anxiety we also have violent attacks every day out of stupidity AINT anxiety and prejudices the same by definition
Delton Peele Jun 2020
The pungent waft of sweat ,beer and malaise in the dimly lit belly
Of this rustic little foundry the stinging clamour of
Mechanized machinery
Sparkling dross splatters the walls like an angry draggons sneeze
heavy laden hands throwing sledge hammers  at metals on the torments random lights flashing
raging hiss of plazma flame
And hearty laughter full of grit
sand lubricating the pit
Communicating involves over exaggerated gestures cuppin youre hands and screaming with a smile ,
leaning towards the recipent
From a safe distance
To avoid the accompanying  spit
A dizzying array chaotic cringe worthy things slowly without warning  an eclectic orchestra forming naturally,
Out of comradery,
Forging a violent symphany  
At the heart of which
The Crucibal almost overly
color enhanced
Gurgaling cauldren
Glowing Vermillion
1700 degrees farinhieght
Hypnotic
The way it boils rolls and flows
Like its unearthly 33 percent zinc yellow brass
Rain or shine
Yet another
Flawless
Masterpiece
The passionte ones who sweat day in and day out to make thehorns and other brass intruments ,really all the instruments i comend you and...i hope i dont offend
If i use you as an instrument in a series
Delton Peele Jun 2020
What does poetry
Do for me?
..............
One thing...........
It sets me free
And thats everything
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Love is within
Or is it
Verily i say unto you
It need be
You should know
You are worthy
And deserving
N
Delton Peele Dec 2021
N
Intrinsic ,
My matrix.....
interwoven with twines of self sabotage and
Delusions of grandeur.
Like an intricate macrame....
Passion for perfection hate confrentation..an empath
Neurological anomoly
  high
IQ.........
So I do
to have a greater understanding
Of the meaning of loneliness ........
And in duress
imbued  
Great anti-social skills..  
I never will give up......
And when I don't .
I know I will
Regret........
more me time than most ....
Which honestly .....
It's probably best ........
Time passes while I over analyze,and practice.......
I pre assemble
And run scenarios in my mind ... .
Over and over and over .....  
I can see it I can be real about it .....
Foresee problematic
intricacies and extrapolate
Ramifications ........as the subtle beast slips in to ruin all these perfectly planned and plotted ......
Things......
In mid stream
Im sabatoged
To my knees on front street intentions of great self sacrifice and
Benevolence
Thrown to the four winds  .....
Errybody  got to walk by the stupid kid . ....
Nit picken up in the cool aid ......put themselves up on a pedestal ....while I go all mentally ......  

Woe....... Count to ten   .....
Before I wind up in solitary ....confinement ....then again ..... I bet I can .....naw ...... Forget it
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