Delton Peele: Poems

Delton Peele Feb 2021

I walked in....to the party
And everything
Right .........left
And I said
"Whats left ?
Right?
Que the canned laughter......
Annnnnnnnddrop....
The curtain falls
And im drowning in silence

Exit stage left
Rieeeeet?

Im not listening to my calling

Coline recepie for disaster

Delton Peele Jul 2022

Coline recepie for disaster

Control ......
Le et them believe ,
The secret war they wage ,
Is what keeps the shackle
From their sleeve.
Let them believe!.........
Feed them what they need
To weave the web that keeps them on their knees......
Never let the wounds  heal ,
Always in all ways be ye vigilant
Alternate the hate
Lower  their eyes down with it
Keep the pain of eternal flame lit
Let the pick of the week be named
Focus the blame
And douse the louse
With ignorant accelerant
Make them walk in the way of Cain for a minute .   ..
Beat them over the nose with it
And let the melting *** boil
Wet the soil with blood
Sensationalize
The emotional flood will darken their eyes and macerate them with doubt.....
let the apprehension rise
Never let the fire go out
The people will begin to see what was fake and what is real.
And without the use of media
You will be free to feel ..
Love will infiltrate and as a people you will begin to congeal
And unite
As one .
Lift your eyes and not see the looming haze of oppression
Walk freely without  fear of aggression
For this will seal  our fate
We the government
Have no escape route

So please read
But be bored by it
And be not convicted
Or you will  regret it

And you say we give you no choice.........

NOW
Back to work you fools
We need money    .....
And
And and and and and and and an, an, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I can't take it anymore!

Collateral

Delton Peele Dec 2020

Collateral

Oh **** You got no idea the damage
Its magic
Like a warlock
I can cause irrevocable language
Tragic......
Like a devil out of Tasmania
Boggles the mind
You know what Im sayin to ya?
Like the opposite of
Fantastic
Without a clue
I go all out
Spastic
When Im left alone with nothing to do.....
.........
WHHAaahhHT?
I was tryin to fix
It
Sorry?

Geeza louiza

Compartamentalize

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Compartamentalize

Slumped
In disbelief
From
Input data recieved
The words i heard
Acid
Your
Voice
Venom
Leaving
My hope
Dreams bent
And uhm
Stunned
Numb
Any
Thing i think
I would like to do
Dumb
.....
Done
....
...
..
.
.
.
.
.

Con fused

Delton Peele Jan 2021

Con fused

The stench of sleeze and more than apathy......
A will to drag you through the mire
With full intent
To accommodate
Everyones view
A yellow brown slime covers
A hand full of
Tentacles.......
Persevered in
Perversity
Groping unwanted.......
Or
Open arms understanding
A unconditional love wishing to full fill youre dreams. ........
And takes off her ring
Rams it down my throat with a contemptuous
Fist ..........
Then the twist
When he dumps her and shes humiliated .....
She runs straight to me
Tells me all about it. I console she feels whole and shes off with a
Laugh ......
Its gettin old

Consider obscurity only for real though

Delton Peele Jul 2022

Consider obscurity only for real though

Contemplate for a moment
If you will.
An opposite .
It's my wish
First one will be this
The complete opposite of ....
A miracle .
Now within that construct...
I want you to imagine
The absolute opposite of
Suddenly being struck
By a incurable horrible sickness....
It's the only analogy that I can see
That shows how you make me feel ......
Obviously the second one
*******

Cou stow In promt 2.o

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Cou stow In promt 2.o

You pay for the whooooooole
Seat but you only
Use the edge!
Jacques Cousteau
Without his flippers.
I see de feet
And zoe eye szay
Vhere am I Goingkah.
I simply do not know....
Although it is still a mystery to me
And yes
I can confess to you
My friends
At times a little scary
Yet who are we to resist ?
We can be anything.......
A an olive branch on de nile
Foating along effortlessly
Or contentiously
strong arming the clock
Try holding back
....the hands.....

Vanity

Inevitably

the sands of time
will have its way
and burry you.
Would you believe me

If i told you I was a liar?
Ok...a fool?

Or......if you perverse.
A private ****
Without a clue.
Still groping
A closet pyromaniac
A star in this ruse.
I slipped and fell in love
Way to soon .
My life caught on fire
It hit me so hard
my soul bruised .
I wasnt prepared
I wish there was some
Kind of a school for the young and naivete .
Of course i can
Say that now
Want and need are two
Different things
One comes from
Greed the other
Out of necessity
Same as fate and
Destiny
Buzz words
Sugar coating
Fantasy and reality
Desire and have to be
Let me give you
A small sample
I wish i didnt know love and hate
As fate would have it
Im an addict to both
Its disturbing
coexisting twisting each other
Alone And together they augment
My reality
Just like a bend in time increases with altitudes
(That is reality)
Which by circular reasoning
Gives us the illusion
Of gravity
(That is fantasy)
Truth is
My addictions would have found me anyway
Now the world is my oyster
And im withdrawing
Chasing what i think will
Heal me
Exciting and confused
I kind of dont feel the same way
......as when i first used ......
Then again
we probably never do
I hate being in a state
Of chasing a high from the valleys below cause when you fall ya got a long way to go
Injured and impaired.
I self medicate interchanging
Love and hate

which have drug me
into
My fate
so addicted with love
The catalyst and
The accelerant like a
Two part epoxy
Both in me rent the veil

Mingleg and congealed
Over time i think im healed
I fear its only temporally
Not knowing
Im made out jade and im afraid
The One that taught me how to live
Or told me what to to on this pilgrimage.
Is no longer here
And ive surpasssed in years
Im loquacious and full of laciviousness
A facade to stave off the tears and even though
I love being alone
I remember being
Madly in love with my reflection
Thinking vainly saying
Cant get much closer
To perfection
Now im in the gloaming and it bitterly been months since iv dawned a mirror
im lonely here

?

Crush end oh

Delton Peele Dec 2022

Crush end oh

I remember .......    .........
Mmm....... Uh ehhmnm

Uhhm ....... Yah ... Sorry....
Ok .....
I ~~~~~r~e~mmember
As crisp and crystal clear
That stary night .........
~long splender spikes  gathering
In my vision jiggling until
All I could see was white......
I felt my soul bruise
Leaning forward
Crinkled my forehead, causing the tears to drip in dollops .
Exhaled ......
Till my lungs flattened and stuck....
The news ......... ~~~~mmmm~
The conductor is retiring .......
As I raced to her side I could hear all instruments quietly  tuning ,
Clamoring,,,,,, laughter
As distant memories came to view.. I could not convincer her to stay with me.......
The tempo of time speeding up
Fighting for words to say    ...
Notes getting louder .......
Emotions boiling ....... Memories annn
And everything   bearing.
Down on me and ......
The crushing crescendo.......
The conductor
My Mother my ....
My world ......
My life
On new years eve      ...
Died in my arms......

I don't know how to conduct myself anymore

Cry

Delton Peele Dec 2020

Cry

I cried so hard blood flowed from my eyes
And my throat
Burned
Cramped and turnt to stone
my voice rasped
I grasp for good words
I have none
My speech pours from a flask.
No one but me knows......
No one asks
My wretched deplorable soul
Wears this mask
Every body loves me .
Because they dont know me
Because they dont want to
I make them happy
Mr. Popular with a hidden scar
They form lines to see me
Even though im dying .
I see them through
None of them
See me

Deca

Delton Peele Aug 2022

Deca

I went from do-rags and irrelevant,

DEDAJ

Delton Peele Nov 2020

DEDAJ

Contemplation .......stone.......
Am I
Aggregate
......I am.....
Yet I am not
...I am...
Found within
Conglomerate
Product of
Metamorphis
In
Subduction zone
Most beautifull form
Imperial
Green is not my choice of color
......I have learned
To love it......
Its a show of
Sedimentary
Deeply
Hued
Jealousy
Adored and worn
Out by you
You being
My nemesis
Because you can love
.....I.....
Can not
......eye......
See youre happy
And in
Love again
And again
And again
I am still
Processing
Under your
Subduction
I will complete my phase
To be
Or not to be
Imperial
Jade
Or stay human
And learn to love again
Choice is up to you.

Nephrite or jadeite ..
Imperial jade?
Doesnt matter love has jaded me an I dont even know it!

DICED dive

Delton Peele Mar 10

DICED dive

Honestly speechless
A full return to innocence
Mingled with iniquities
I  study to see......
Is this a counterfeit
Or is it legitimate ..

Dimly lit .
Mourning the theft
Of future memories
From the grip of
Damp cold misery ...
solo ride ,
Lone wolf .  ...
Weighing time
and what little I have left.
I macerate in thought of exiting
....
Exacerbating.
Is this really it?
In steps the Queen
..
Pruses me ......
I'm caught up in a stare.......
Pontificating in dulcet fantasy.....
Pulled down more than a few degrees...
Imbued by my badly bruised longevity ....
Am I selfish enough to let her love me......
Yet so sweet is she to want "me" in spite
Of me.....
I'm on my knees pleading to the executioner for  clemency.........
For this surely is
A woman worth far more than me....
Greatfull !Humbled
Honored
⁶⁶ě
....standing in awe ..
You seeing passed all my flaws....
..caught up in your stare.........
SARA..........
I was  just  jazzed to be there. .
As if  you didn't know ...  I fell into you deeper every day......
Thank you.......

Die a lation

Delton Peele Oct 2021

Die a lation

As the centrifuge slowly decelerating
Natural elements degrading
Momentum
A cold wet cloud of epic depth
Filled to the brim
Dankly setting in ...
I step of the ride ....
My shirt and skin thin.
I feel pasty and grey
I look toward my investments
None of them stayed
When they pretended to be my friends
meant they would be there for me only till the good times went away .
And as all dissolves
Pools beneath me
In a caustic solution
A dark maelstrome made.
Causing perspective to fade
Leaching from me
Objective,
Without objective
No directive
No directive
No will .
No want
I will live
I shall over come
Re-evolve
Come back bigger
Better more beautifull
Than ever...
And all together hotter..
But beware to those who said they'd be there.
I didn't need anything from you
Just company.
If you are anywhere near me
Wear a sweater ...
The cold coming from
Me is gonna be a killa...
And maybe you should
Invest in a bullet proof vest....
Just sayin

Diff

Delton Peele Jan 2021

Diff

During our life,
Difficulty is a term we run into more oft than not.......
And with it.....
ADVERSITY .
Both having striking similarities ,
Yet not exactly the same....
I find it strange that the term is so easy to understand
Although no one seemingly can recognise it when someone else has it
And.
FYI.
If you have a dream or desire for anything noteworthy in this life.. ....
Dont let you imagination get off easy
Think really really really big...........
There is a simple way to get whatever you want......
Number one
It will be difficult.
2.the only way to get it is through
ADVERSITY.......
Hey i said simple,
Not easy.......

Digger

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Digger

I am struggling
With the right words to say

thee
wrongest
Things to you
And these fantasies  of
That's all I can recall.
Then I woke up here with a head ache
Naked covered in olive oil.
And this halfa Alfa fury outfit.
Tell me please what happened!?
Well after you told me of ***** deeds fantasies
**** movie moves and
What can only be called debauchery
I stepped back
Out of your reach .....
And looked at you completely
Different
Demanded that you handed me your keys and cell phone .
Put these cuffs on
And follow me.
Which you did
I said wait there
You obeyed
I came back
With a pitcher of gatorade said the police are on the way.
You said ok .
I then told you that you are a perverted old man and although handsome
I am twenty five years younger how could you even think  that you could do all those things to me
Some of which are il-leagle
Then I glared into your eyes .
Grabbed you by the throat and said .....
You better try
Showed you my badge
Said your under arrest
You better do you worst and
And you were and you did twice
And I did 13 times
Ive been obsessed with you since I can't remember when
I hate you....
Oh **** I forgot
You probably
Don't remember that's our code
For I love you
And I do
And our safety word if things get too  intense to handle
Is
" DONT STOP"

Dist

Delton Peele Oct 2023

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Distansanity

Delton Peele Jan 2021

Distansanity

Only the even keeled
Realy ever know what is apropriate to feel
The social barometer ,...
If you will, fashioned
Into a dark mirror
So to speak.
Only the sane
.......Will......
Check
Theyre
Sanity
And
Have the tools
And the standards
And
I think .
I do .
I respond
I compare too
I observe
I mimic
I
Love
Atleast I do
Yet it seems
There is something
Amiss
I
Cry and feel
Empty
Alone
Again
Ther must be .
Something
I cant see
Somethings
Wrong
With
Me
Thats what one of
Me
Said
And
I
Feel bad .
Because
The other ones
Laughed
Outloud
At
.....me.....
I
Said
Me
Sad

Do and d

Delton Peele Mar 16

Do and d

Ah do ya know
Uh whatcha want?
Money fortune fame
Oh ...oh....
So you wanna risssssssssse
Above this mess
By emulating the very things
That perpetuate
The state we're in
Gotta cause a big sceen
Gucci Louie Prada
That'll cost ya
Lost ya
You can't see,
day dream.
Meanwhile broken hearted back at the ranch he sat motionless on the edge of an old stump and stared blankly at the green grass on a warm august eve,
Alone .......waiting.................wasting.............the rest of his life.....

Does any one know?

Delton Peele Nov 2023

Does any one know?

Is there a volume on our biological clock thingy...
.
?
***.......
SERIOUSLY?!?!?

Don'towme

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Don'towme

I'm not a unic
I am unique

Sleek ,cunning ,

With a stuning
Spectrum of
Conundrum

Hiding in the plain view of
Obscurity
Know one?
No one
sees the real me
I lie
In
Sanity lies the real me
Lying in sanity
No on sees

Oh the insanity
I've gleaned
It seems like light light-years
Away from.
Being chased
I wanna be
Chaste again
I feel I need a friend
And a *** fiend
To hold me and f... ..
Know 0ne?
No one knows
They owe me
No one knows
The real me

Dont read this forgetmeknot

Delton Peele Jul 2020

Dont read this forgetmeknot

Look me in three
Eyes
Have you ever seen this hue?
Some would say it's like a vast
Ocean of evening sky blue
Can you spell ....... Cast
Or define lure
See my intentions
Are the words obscure ?
How about lines
Are they beginning to blur
Relax add an e and an m
Pretend to read them in twister
Swirl your stare
Bed of tiger lilies to lie on oh my
There's no place like you're imagination to roam
You're will is still sort of or
Well.........
Part of you're own
Mama dont take my codachrome
If you forget me you will turn to stone
Sorry I just cast a spell on you
Forget me knot ?forgive me not!
Never forget me because it's me
And its my heart you own!

Driven too fast

Delton Peele Aug 2020

Driven too fast

Driven too fast
These past years
No worries im in a click.
Caught a rift enjoying life
Driften........
chasin some dreams ,
Yesterday ..........
My competitions' gainin on me
Accelerating......I have to catch what im chasin
Before my way of life is taken from me
I waist no time .....I cant ......if I want to win .......what i need is more speed .......to keep more tomorrows comming my way
Cmon Cmon CMOn CMON LETS GGOGOGO CUZ Were all init ta winit ....its the big one son its the human race.
Pushen ........stayin in control I bet my skilz iz azgoodaz my luck
With out rules from a sideways
Point of view............ im cool
At least to me

Youths fading

As i t g o e s i t t a k e s
My gusto
Int the timeline of my life
August is coming to a close

Its the most difficult thing sometimes to understand what this is all about ...why did these  sapiens ruin this perfect gift of paradise
And whats the prize .............old and conservative barely able to afford the meds to sustain their life jaded because 80 %     80%     80&
~++++++××××$×××*********80%TO90% of our lifes ...............................
working.        And were stupid enough to put everyone ...every one
Everyone under subjection under the thumb under the rules the law we judge .............****** bums goofy goof off. Dumb dumbs......Get a job.........
Do you know how humanity ......was originally suppose to have been at this very time line? Ill bet not one of you can answer that confidently.
Because no one can stand the idea of working all day ....and not recieve a check or some kind of payment......
Try liven in the wild for 20 years workin the whole while
And literally give every cent to someone else. Never knowing where your next meal is coming from ...if you even get one.......no body deserves anything people .........nobody earns anything ............work work work ..... Time could have been "spent " helping healing laughing feeling loved makin love makin homes makin lifes worth liveing makin dreams come true .makin sure the next gen .benifted and inherited the same freedom and wisdom without pride and prejudice and war.............hey but not to wory ..........bust your azzez off for the machine....I MEAN ***.  YOU CAN ALWAYS DO IT DIFFERNT THE NEXT TIME RIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET?

Dupolicitischism

Delton Peele Dec 2020

Dupolicitischism

Proverbial shortcut no one knew about or
Somehow forgot
One thing can be said
They all have a common re sult
They never lead to longevity.

E=/%3

Delton Peele Aug 2020

E=/%3

It ***** my blood boiling
I'm being pulled like gravity
To the center of a vacuum
And I understand yet refuse
Is it nearly an impossibility
For nothing to exist
In reality where we insist on symmetry
Even chaos when observed from a perfect the point of view
Defies its very nature revealing it to has a certain predictability
It's predictably chaotic. This is a fact that you thought you didnt all ready know
Do you still think you didnt or now do you know?
Is it a matter of perspective that governs the direction we go
Or has it all been written in stone
I'd like to think I'm as unpredictable as one can get
Although if you didn't know me it wouldn't be obvious to you .
In fact
In this fact based reality I can argue that I think I am consistently right.
Of course now knowing if I wasnt then from you're vantage
That statement wouldnt be true.
I believe it should be noted and I don't mind if I do
Notice the statement I made since I was wrong  about always being right
Then you would have to agree I was right about being wrong about being right
Right now it's all that matters later on doesn't change reality
But some how time can change Accountability
Whether positive or negative everything depends on something
The only thing thing that has ever remained constant is change
It's always an exchange were born to be consumed and doomed to the grave .
Right down to the atom which is where we came
Think about it around the nucleus a proton a neutron and an electron flying around
What set them in motion and what keeps them
There's no such thing as free energy
To be or not to be that is so deep to me
Since I am on the soap box I'll be the one interpreting
To be is not a verb yet one would think it should be
I'll take that back i agree but only to a degree take for example this shot put I have in my hand
I believe it should be true to say it does exist
Although motionless .has not conscious or will
And set apart can do nothing on its own .is it a being
No but it  can only be
It can only exist and by definition
Space by definition is the area where time an matter exist
So it's made of matter and it takes space well then what are we
We be
Or are we being
Alive yes breathing ?
I don't believe that constitutes being
Making an active conscious decision and actively doing what's right in sight of God's eyes and not for any glory or accolades
But simply for the sake of this life is not a right it should be our responsibility to appreciate and reciprocate the love and compassion that if we gave and believe receive
This is the positive side of what matters
What shouldn't unfortunately does
Anti matter this is the second half to the matrix
It's why  chaos is what it is
it's the opposite what's good and bad
It's the fundamental Equivalent of the negative post on a battery
Without it nothing would exist and everything would exist simultaneously in a static state of reality never knowing for eternity
And speaking of eternity let's talk about infinity
I'll elaborate
When you think infinity
What do you think of.
To have no end ?
Is it reality ?
The end of what precisely?everything?
Well look back
Since there would be no ending then in this symmetrically speaking reality it would have no beginning.
Wouldn't you agree or is it just me and my circular reasoning?

Each generation

Delton Peele Dec 2022

Each generation

Every generation passed
Unequivocally in sympatico
Has voiced , with alarming concern
This is travesty.
In my time,
my generation
"This would never have happened " ...
Freedom was freedom .......
Now what is it.........
You don't even know
Do you?
You don't have a clue ......
This generation in sympatico says this ......
"Well I guess........ Uhm
What evers best .......
Kinda busy now .... So
Uhh ya........ Ok"
I say
*** ? !
Wake up ........
But they cannot ....
For this is their brainwashed hand me down paradigm
Sad

Ease

Delton Peele Jan 2021

Ease

Play lite
Stay light
Dont ever
Want to see you leave me
I see a silhouette of what i need
To procure
In order to appease .....
You .......at least that is what i know......
Or think i know
My dreams of making every one happy and loving
Are right in front of me and each one all easy
Falling quietly like snow.......
strikingly
Landing in my crimson blood below.. Evanescent.
Melting
Still in love i never cease trying to catch one

Either the fever or the seether

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Either the fever or the seether

Absent .......not abstinence.
Is my insatiable appetite
A euphoric delight
Or a splinter cell off my absinthe maddness
Personally to me its..........
It starts with honey and black licorice sucrets
Turning to orange an whip cream then fresh crunchy cherries
Enhanced with the essence of you
Like the sugar cube on a stick
I pour my Absinthe through

And as our pallets change along with life
As they always do one thing remains constant
I follow my heart and
always winds up in you !

The briefs in brief .

Eltbus

Delton Peele Feb 2022

Eltbus

Insufferable
Universal
Term
Used
To describe you.
Even so
I know
The girl that's
So scarred
And scared......
I hold the "real"you
At times your
Love is ambrosial....
To paint "that" you
The color
Is
ineffable....
My love
I will never try to
Conquer you

You

My equal
Are
Beautiful
And you
Will
Always
Find me
Loyal
Someday
I pray
You.
My Queen
Will
See me .

The
Same
Way.

Till
Then
Love
You

Same team different game

Emit

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Emit

I live within its confines ...
I will **** it.
The taste will be irony !

Oh im just waiting
Yaknow ....killin time ...killing time

Emo wear sabature me and me ruminating in the chains groom

Delton Peele Jan 2022

Emo wear sabature me and me ruminating in the chains groom

Include exclude
Hoody
Goody two shoes
Refused
Muse
Bruised
The
un-amused
The Bruiser
Used
User
Brooder
Glib glad
Big bad
Mad
Intruder
Pied Piper
Without a pipe
Best friend till
The end of dividends.
Then I'm the
Outsider ...
Again......
Friend ....one
Me ......public enemy ....
Seemingly somehow
.......me.......
Only .......
Lonely
Scarred
Marred broken hearted **** star.......
Giver
Taker
Mistake ... ...
.........Great ........
Underrated fickle faded
Disassociate
Yourself from that one.......
All these without the pleasure or pain of commiting
Any one .....or admitting ....
No proof .....
Evidence or reason to believe ......
If you care to inquire ,
Study my profile...
Look into my
Character....
Interrogate me
Polygraph.....
Or skip all that
Go straight to
Private investigator
My intentions ...have always been to befriend and be friend ...
An always
The encourager .....
To the point of taking second place and the blame and punishment
Meant for you.........
henceforth the labels .....padlocked..
To my neck...
.........
Well..........since we're alone ......and I have your attention...
One ...........
Just
One ........
Just..........
One quick mention.......
My neck may bend down like a willow  ...only so far  ....where it stiffens like an oak.........
Stand in front of me while you slander with a sludge hammer .....
Till the handles
Broke........
Stoking the forge....
Fanning the flames
setting the stage for the insatiable
  "Morose delectation"
.............
without detection ....
Or reservation
Oh yes let's play this game .....   Ohhhh
....you shouldn't have ..but you did.....let's dig in........
decades of holding back the cries and crimes against my pride........
Dark clouds ......comming....
Down ........
Burnt cienna...
turnt ........
Charcoal grey....
Into black
Is this your wish ....?
To ****** and reduce me to  Schadenfreude?
Good.    .
Bad......
Pleasure  .
Pain
...these are the costumes you choose to wear
In lust just remember
This is youre hypocrite flipped script. .
And I'm playing the part ........
Let's not forget
I train every day and play way harder....
Psychotic ******* who so needs an outlet ......  Pain inflicting Olympic gold medalist .....
Oh you insist.....
You make me blush........
Get your game playing costumes on...
***!
Comfortable  in them . .
Great!.
Go ahead then
Wear them out.....
Love .....
Hate    ... .
These wears are reversible..
All the patrons under the marquee......
You invited them in   .....
The came to see blood .....
The tables set
It's too late  and I'm hungry.
But maybe you don't
Parlez-vous français ?
Huh?
Maybe you shouldn't play.... .....
Well now ....
Let's see.....
Your production.....
I played my part........
So you should pay ......no?
...or maybe.....
s'il vous plaît
Be........ My...
"Roman Holiday" ......
Oh .. yeah....
You do.....
Ok .......
Help me change .. ..
You know I can't do this without you .....
Hey I'm talking to me

Equanemy.

Delton Peele Dec 2023

Equanemy.

My center ..
My core ....
Under Lock and key anymore......
My heart ......
Upon it
The table...
With Hammer I
Have chiseled its basic needs......
Not painful not pleasure full.....
Beautiful....
When I write my desires it bleeds ...

And it's ugly.....

Everything

Delton Peele Jul 2022

Everything

The world and all I knew
All I could see and ever wanted to......
Came into view so vividly
Far away complicated things
Dissolved with ease
My whole existence suddenly
Bent into a distinct curvature
To a central focal point
And now my world revolves
Around you......
I live to love you
And I love loving you.......
And now I just need someone to say it to.......

I'm practicing

? Ex cut

Delton Peele Jul 2020

? Ex cut

left.
Right?
WRONG!

Put my left shoe on the right foot
Then on my right foot
I put the appropriate shoe on

Let's not forget
Who left who


Same old sad song
HIT THE ****
C'mon
LETS GET IT ON

Wait .
Stop.
Hold on

I'm not the one.
Oh ya ...........
no
Yah ..i can let bygones be bygones


Although you want to really want to
Try to change reality??
Go ahead ...........
Knock yourself out
If you don't I will

I feel the yearning to ****
Gurgling
The torments and torture
I willingly accepted and stayed
Are now all but lost credibility
And my suffering
And now you laugh and say

Wow that never happened ?
At least I dont remember it that way
Or
If that what you thought of me
Then why did you stay

You really think I would do that to you?

Im loosing my mind
Because of you
I want to walk side by side with you
I want the past to die
But I won't
If you want to make it into a lie
Because you cant **** what isn't real


Assume responsibility
I mean really
I'm never gonna use it against you
Or even bring it up
Why would I

All I need to heal is an honest.
I'm sorry
And know why
You don't feel I'm worthy?

The homicidal madman in me
Has to **** something
I feel it coming
I would rather not see the past
I want to see you and
Me

Experi metal 357

Delton Peele Jan 2022

Experi metal 357

Love I need!
I could not see;
Love I had
Didn't want ...
Me.....
Hostage negotiaton ....
Traded for the love that wanted me....
Still I couldnt see ........
Untill love wanted me ...... I had scorned love .......
Never satisfied ...
When the love
I wanted
..  .
Wanted me.....
I understood .....
All the more reasons that this love is the one for me ....
I just wish I wasn't so jaded scarred and ugly.......
Guess that's what she wants.    ....
My love loves me ....
I love her the best  I can ....
The gentle lover I was once before  ....
Lurking .. .
Brooding ...
Haunts me.....
Love?

Eyes

Delton Peele Jan 2021

Eyes

Standing , glassy eyed
Tounge tied
I tried not to sound glib
Oh....good ...ya....
No thats good rieeeeeet?
I mean hey you deserve
A great guy.

(So *** waz I?)

Oh ..right on...

(He's gonna d..) Ohhhh no way
Thats so funny....
So........ Does he live around here?
Uh huh...so where does he live?

Eyes dreamer

Delton Peele Sep 2021

Eyes dreamer

Your mission ???????
You can't handle.
You wanna try ????
Uuugh    ohhhhhhhh K
So there's a place
Takes no space yet it's real
You can't feel it directly
You can see it digitally !
Allagorically...
The concept will elict difficulties
Set aside ample time to digest
In a safe place
Close your  eyes
Figuritively role them back 180 degrees from vertical
And horizontal plain
Hope fully you're comfortable
And if nothing went wrong you should be in awe
Of the view   .....
Watch what you do....
Welcome to you......
Focus please take a reading of your compass
Stay on task and don't ask questions
Of you may not come out of this
Look to the tempral lobe
In there youll see the hippocampus....
See
Do you see a door that reads
episodic memories are formed and indexed here?
Good this is where you want to be to accept this mission
...
Ready ???
Here it is
This place is the network center
Where every word you
(The collective you and all that
And those that make you "you "
Persona ,the dreamy you
The critical in self awareness you)
Have thought or said .
What I need you to do is read all of them in chronological order
While feeling the emotions you see attached to them .....
When you find ones that wronged or hurt any one
Fix them.....
K ? See you when your done
..........
Want me to lock you in?
What ?
You can't ?
I know
And you shouldn't try

Let it go
And live
My love.........
Life becomes the past so fast
And we're different
So of course you are gonna make
Mistakes
F... Em if they can't fixem

Eye to eclectic

Delton Peele Dec 2021

Eye to eclectic

Tom Tom
Tic TOC giggle
Google
Rikki lake
Fake bacon
....
Ohh me love you long time....
Drop a dime
You will be mine
..you will be mine..
...you will be
Allllll
Mine craft ....
*** Gass or grass
Pocket full of
Posers
I
Simply need
Better subject matter
Space the final frontier ...
Space

Space.....

Space
(By  definition
Is an area in which time and matter exist...... .)
Your mission .. ..
If you choose to accept  .
Break out of your cell
Stop at go and collect you 200 dollars
Uh oh ..
Ring around the collar.  ...
I ain't no holla back boy.....
Soy
Jerry Lauler
Wish I was a little bit taller.
Are you goofing on Elvis ?
Hey ya  baybeyy
And
Are we half run ..
Out of
***** laundry
And bad news
I can use
For my muse
Sickle?
Oh this is terrible .....
Spastic
Iconoclastic
Mr fantasy
In your own plastic fantastic...
Life is just a
Phantom see
Another pineapple fanta
Yes please.. ..
Too much time on my feet ....
Agony of de-feet . ..
Oh boy

Think  I  need
Some
Sleep
!

eye wand

Delton Peele Apr 2021

eye wand

some things will only be
manifest
through
the eyes
of the
one
who
sets
their
mind
to
!

nuances
naturally
nourishing
necessary
simplicity

Falling in love with some one whom you so wanted for so long to

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Falling in love with some one whom you so wanted for so long to

Let's roll ......

Far cr..................from the rant a too we

Delton Peele Dec 2021

Far cr..................from the rant a too we

( {Ok so uh yah ...
Real good there "aye"!
Soooahh
What... a
( (***?))
(( What was that look for))
Whats all the cool armour there forcing aon ya today's...})
(?!!WhiaaTT!!!)({oooh
Take it easy there champ
I .....sai.d
Uh
So what uh
Brings.......you....in....here tadys...?})
( Oh heh)
((Seriously?
That is not what he said))
((( Oh no sh.. Sherlock)))
(( Ok thats it!!!! listen.Im not gonna sit here and argue you right here Infront of the
DING
Shrink
(( (((*** was that?))) ))
(( Jynx
You owe me a coke))
(((Jynx back
You owe me a Cadillac
Double back no take backs
Stamps davinity
Ding
HssssssssS
((( Aoeww my
Eyes))).
SIR PLEASE  LET THE ROCKING CHAIR GO ...
!!!
NOW SIR
What ?
What are you doing ?
I can't breath ...my face is burning
(( I don't remember cops being here....
))
((( Me neither!! why does he has his gun on me?!!!??)))
Hey don't point that gun on me
DING
*** is that..
Rocker!!
(((Rocker???)))

This is you're
Last warning .
Warning
Warming
Morning
DING
WASHINGTON
WARNING
LET GO OF THE
DOCTOR
W..H..A..T....
THE.....

THUMP
THUMP

OH ...MY ..GOSH...

THUMP THUMP .

(( (((   IM  CHOKING

DING
BEEP
THUMP THUMP
BEEP
DOCCTOR...
WAIT
&$#CRACK$#&#
AKKK
AKKK
AKKK
aaaacthump
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...eeeee
ee..ee..ee.eee.eeeeeeeee.................d....i.......n.......g......
.
..w....a......a......r.nnninngDING
What happened
Owe my chest
Ding
Why am I hooked to this ekg
?
Ding
Hey .....
HAAAYY
WAKE UP  DINGDINGDING
YOURE HAVING A NOTHER NIGHTMARE . .AND THE ALARMS BEEN GOIN OFF  AND YOUR IGNORORING IT ..SORRY I HAD TO STAB YOU IN THE CHEST
WHAT?
I HAD TO HIT YOU IN THE CHEST ....
NOW GET UP....
Ok   ok
Oh my gosh it was so real......

Ever since I wrote this thesis about
:Operation
Prefrontal leukotomy:
I keep having this
Dream .....
Uhmm
Why is there a dead doctor on the the.
The .the ...
Floor ........
You tell me killer . .....
WarninG
,THIS iS /wAs A TEST OF THE REfrential
Delusion society...
If this were a real event
You should wake from this delusion

The minute you hear this
" Take this shot.... Or get shot ....
In the chest.. "
Thank you....
For your co-operation
NEXT
Where are we
d..I..n..g
That is all  .
Move along sir
....
CO-OPERATE
...
HUH?
DING
ITS OK NURSE ..HEH ..
I MEAN OFFICERS  ..
I LL HANDLE THIS...
so what are you gonna do huh .....
Tuff guy ...
This is serious
You gonna fight us . ...
By yourself.
I won't have to convince anyone that your crazy ..
Your doin for me......
The crazy thing about fear is ........
It's not real .  .
We...    Are . .. ..the .. ....people.  .

And we are tuning toxic to our selfs...
Race, religion,
DING
VACCINE
CONTROL THING
COMPLIANCE THING
FABRICATION
DELUSION
OR PRECURSER
CAUSE GET Away once for ******
Makes the next one easier
Never let them into to the inner sanctum

Cause it's gooona
Get worser
Anything to keep us distanced from our selves . .
We think we can't trust one another ..
So my brothers and sisters ....
We are all the same  ...and yet beautifuly .
Different
We came to be ...
Differences from desperate
Locations
Oppressed to the point of
Fight or die spiritually
Comply or die
The decree
Every pedigree has fleas .

The powers that
Be .
Use these these as triggers ..
Especially
On the brink of revolution.
Which bring us to subjection...

PLEASE

IM AFRAID
THAT
PARANOIA .
GONNA SET IN

DING

DIFFERENCES
WITHIN
US
CANT MAKE US BE
Different
Genesis
WE ESTABLISHEDTHE GREATEST CONTINENT ....
LETS NOT LET THEM(US)
RUIN IT ...
WE NEED TO BE THE BEACON

DONT LET THE SHRINKS
MAKE YOU THINK THE EVERYONE
DIFFERENT THAN YOU
IS SECRETIVELY
CONSPIRING TO GET YOU.

   .that what makes us
Strong is love

Because
We were once us ......
Let's see them, those, me, you, we ,
"Be"
together
Us ..
Community
Unity
Protect the weak .
Be the hero's-heroines
For the future
Let the children see what is right
That we need
Education
Be the person you admire more than anything
Empower
Meek
With courage to think
It's ok to be afraid ......
But never shall that
Create a reason to not rise to the occasion to defend "us"
That's the difference between saying you're "brave"
And being
"Courageous"
Be positive and let that be contagious.
Help the people that hate us .. .
So there's  can be no reason for  people to believe in at lies said about us .
Let's
Be
Be someone worthy of emulation.
"Do "right inspite of what's been done to you  ...or become the person that done it to you and continue the wrongs
And receive the recompense it brings you...

You know ............
The human? ....
....
The human mind
In particular!
.......
.... it's a rather
Cryptic and manipulative
Thing .
And because
It has the power to conjure deceit
And convince itself
The opposite....
Doesn't mean it should...
But it does........

Fear.......

Delton Peele Mar 10

Fear.......

Years ......
Slide by
abrasive.
Tears..........
Melt adhesive
Fears...........
Fickle ,undeserving
cowardice things
Humongous fungus among us.
In the shadows of being free,
Breeding iniquities,
They lie in lack of understanding ........
Keep you from dreams........
They are not real ....
And never as bad as the seem......

Feel in faded

Delton Peele Sep 2021

Feel in faded

Heavy laden glimpses of gloom,
Dollops of the dystopian dynasty.
My vigor saw no boundary
Persona mid bloom
A dark thought did my way come........
A very subtle one..........
At first
Neutral
I scarce·ly noticed it touched me.....
This conundrum......
Picking off thoughts
Gained momentum
I scoffed
Let this thought not shade me
It did
........I didn't see......
A vacuum full of gravity
And so I went through greivious
lengths to forget
and yet still
I sit sullen
and still
And still I brood......
There can never
Be
Anything
Not
Wrought
With
Vanity

F.e..e...l....i......n........g.............?

Delton Peele Feb 2021

F.e..e...l....i......n........g.............?

Saturday above the alpine line
I bought some time
....
And then gifted it to. ......me
It was all i could do to get me to talk to me.........
My inner self
During the last
I's melt down
Saying to me
"I dont know who you are
Anymore"
So now on this empirical sunny
August afternoon..
Im feeling...
A mellancholly sanguine......
Feeling.....
Like askin a crush out for the first time and desperately craving a yes
And you get a definite maybe.....
Hey its definately not a no.....
Ill take it.

Feeling. idk

Delton Peele Oct 2020

Feeling. idk

I cant say if i will ever feel
How i did before i met you

fell0ful circle

Delton Peele Sep 21

fell0ful circle

faraday box
im kept.......
content.....
mmmmmmm...
except............
"I OBJECT"
CONTEMPT........
accept.........
submit..mmmm
fit?
NO.......
CAMO .....
chameleon...
or........
Machiavellian?
You decide sunshine
its not my paradigm.
illuminate .........
dazzle you with up to date
environmental conditioning
as I emulate who they think they want to be .........
I ll keep you spellbound....
I shadow........
mimic,,
and imitate......
"Yo!
Im kool az f..k......"
thats wuzup......foo.....
thats what you see.
thats me but thats not me!

Fin the ques

Delton Peele Dec 2022

Fin the ques

Ink blot
first impression?
Thought this should be easy.
Rapid succession.......
The white ,midnight black,
Page after page after page,
(Can I really trust her?)
((Let's see))
HOT!
LAVA!
LOVE !
*** !
YOU!
ME !
PLEASE?
(She.. ....... Didn't flinch
I think she told me the truth!
I could say exactly what I saw,
So. .  .... I let go ....
Uncensored....    ....
My psyche's frolicking naked
Unabashed
Inappropriate?   ****** ?
Brutal !
First time ...... For me ......
Like a shy  sea anemone
My soul ,.  . . cautious....
Vulnerable   reached out of the darkness ........
I felt the warmth of the sun.....
Flash... ...
Sting .
Pain .......
Ex....
Love .......
Her lover ........
What is she showing me?

Stop !
A splash of cherry red...
Fist clenched
Drenched
As my fantasy snaking back into my head
And the clarity is cold ......
Something's wrong .
I'm not in the trust tree anymore ...
Im alone , our tether  severed
She's still here but she disconnected......
I don't know what I said   ..  .
Patient confidentiality?
Yes please ......
First question ........
Not from her....
From me ........
Not to her .......
To you..........
Do you believe ?
Do you see things differently?
Too what degree?
Do you have moods ?
Or do you have to tie up your personalities?
If you say to me
We create our own reality.....
I say to you

"*** are we doing here?

Fitz

Delton Peele May 12

Fitz

Love..........
Is. Well
Like a fox glove....
In it's native territory
It grows in abundance
In full bloom tremendous.....
It's poisonous
And yet you can save lives with it.

Fkt its traditi9n

Delton Peele Sep 2020

Fkt its traditi9n

Peculiar from an adolescent frame of view
As through puberty ,
Independence .......your new addiction
No time for silly superstitious rituals
Games from the elderly played by fools
They believe they're grooming me
Proudly , awe full in dignity
Passing the torch and gifting me sacred
Tools of the trade ,
........painful decision to be made
Addictions in jeopardy
Should you sell out your vision
Bow down in submission
Buy into someone elses dream
Living in such lavish fantasy as an avatar
For these same ones who are
Living life anew vicariously through you
............
Sorry ........
But ..................
I know to you my refusal to accept what's been planned for me
Will more than likely bring down great expectations
Ya'll had for me
I realise for generations this is how its done in our family
To me its fate sealed with misery and what if's
Kissed by i wished i would haves until im married to death
The fact that you who say you love me would allow me
To drown slowly in a sea of complacency .
That .......you will now know is not my destiny.
And as the tears dry .
The wound that never healed
Rotted into a scar that infected the heart
Neither taking responsibility
Chasing your dream now too busy
It would be too awkward to try
and the years pass by like two lovers scorned
Passing in the night
As death takes away the ones .
Who somehow became the things
You couldn't find time for anymore
Who were once everything
And now who's knocking on your door
Nostalgia and and all those silly little rituals
Once
Simply unacceptable
Your  drug has become an albatross
You have long ago used up your
Mental floss
You would do things anyway they wanted now
Just to see thier face ,hold thier hand, or to hear their voice,
Independent now without a choice
Soon your sons and daughters will make decisions for you
That is , if they are not too busy to
Staring out your window at the rain
Theres a reflection of someone you dont want to know
You find youreself yearning for your family
And all of its traditions unfortunately
You have started youre own.
...............
Peculiar ritualistic habits from an obscured origin
Are there for a reason
It is our way to stay tethered to the fact that we
Are all alone on a giant stone and together
We are all  solemnly walking to face the unknown
Foolishly wasting our youth
The truth is that while we are still here
Who should scoff at you for what you do
Will surely find the grave before you.
And you look down at your nose at the less fortunate
Homeless broken hearted who got broken before they even got started
Well now look whos cool
Shame on you
Most of you are just one tragedy away from joining thier ranks wandering , babbling in disbelief that this one miraculous chance to experience life
Shattered by **** theft or death or whatever the case may be
Left to the cold bitter banquet of life
Laughed at beaten abused accused of being nuisance
While we deal with our silly whimsical complaints
("*** i hate this heat ,and then tomorrow its supposed to rain
Oh thats just great
Did you hear were paying our new quarterback 250 million a year
Why dont they take that money and give some food to the homeless
I would but i just got this 152 plasma tv. ..........aye!!!!
Its a smart tv.   ..........huh?)
Sullen they can only wait for death
weep silently .........................

F-n-crazanity wTf is a matter with me?

Delton Peele Oct 2021

F-n-crazanity *** is a matter with me?

Augment  into abstract view
For verily I say unto you
your intentions
Are merely inventions
Meant to be mentioned
And within each conversation
Is underlieing back bitting
Your path  froward is shorter than the one behind you
And repercussion is multiplied
With compound interest
Its eminent
The recompense immence
Since you want to pretend
you don't know this
Frolic on the gallo's
Knowing what you say
You hear I do.
Is not germain to what pertains to you . .
My business
Believe me,it's so not cooth,
And shall  not behoove you
to be a monger of untruths.
Your public attempts making amends...is just disgusting
Furthermore fake
For humanity sake
I try to wipe the slate blank
Sometimes I regret saying I forgive and forget cause the minute I do
The script is flipt
Suddenly the faulty things done deliberately ,
Are done by me ?
To you?
Blood boiling cringe worthy
Insanity
As if the first cut wasn't enough
No you feel the need to send me to oblivion
Bend reality convince everyone
I'm the one .
No ..... I'm not this !
And even though,
I know you and your tactics
Even so I still get ****** .
And people who know me
Telling me they don't think it's cool of me keep bringing it up..
Wow  !
*** is really going on ...
Now I'm not gonna do what you think I'm gonna do ....
What your trying to make do
And freak the .... out
Let's just talk it out
And discuss events
With evidence
In dissolution I lie,
With  myself .
With you there is no solution
You want absolution without admission.
And from me .
In addition my submission?
Absolve you from where?
Here ?
Preponderance !
I say tactfully
Prior to your entrance .
In fact I was there.
Feeling rather content.
And then  in with you came
The rain of condescension,
Apparently this is you
And I brimming the drain..
Resolve not to devolve in your game.
To self elevate by means
Of falsely delegating blame?
Your words picked so precisely
***** concisely my known injuries ,
Quite elegant I might add
And yet have not a clue
what you say and about who
Just as sweetly and swiftly
Betray you
Backed with slinging shame,
In little pieces with perfect company,
Things which at the time seem
to petty argue.
No I would rather stay down here.
Because my dear .
I can see you are too high and
Mighty
And have instilled in me a fear of heights
And more severe is
The fear of staying up there with you
I might become someone like you.
I wish I could say farewell
But the hell of it is
I still love you inspite of what you do.
And probably painfully will till
The day I die.!

Fogret fogee

Delton Peele Nov 2021

Fogret fogee

Shall I follow
Or should I
Shilly shally
Be fickle and cryptic with facts.. .....?
I could go all apathetic and shallow
Wallow in my hollow soul .
Can I assume
The role of liberal ......
Who feel as though their
Self imposed
theme song ...
Magically composed ,
By supernaturally
cajoling it
From
Jagger and the rolling stones .....
No !
Let that stay with the origins .....
Still rollin
Keepin me ****** .
Tieiieyiiyaime
Is on their side
Yes it isyiz.
I don't believe it's on your side.
Can I be explicit ???
Let's see .......hmm
...well I guess ..
See here's the deal
I'm not comfortable talking bout it  I prefer to be about it ...cause
thats really a subjective POV
Inquisition .
Am I asking as me like an
autonomously voiced
Consensus..
Or me asking you for permission and then answer
Ok fuckit yah I can
And usually do .except or accept or reject it
I call it keepin it re-all  ...
K?
K.

Time has a wrong way of covering evils and travesties.
And we a act like "Aye *** it wasn't me ....it was my ancestors." In fact mine personally weren't involved ......
*** ever
If that ain't some transcending the *******
.........
Naw that ain't clever ...that's some straight up
*******....
And y'all need ta quit it...
You may not be smart enough to understand where a
M'er F'er
Come from......
But you dam sure can atleast ......
Not act dumber than you  look.......
Cause you ain't making anything better for anybody.....
Trying to look cool and funny .ain't to somebody that knows something.

I wander ...will there be a day.......
I really want not to wonder
I wish I knew.....
When I can find the grey to be ..........
The norm ?
Unity and solidarity .....
Without borders and governments ....without class or wars.....
Where we can be......
Just be......
Where our primal instinct
Tribunal and communal is to live each day with purposes conducive of harmony .....efforts made at every level ....
In creating a past that should bring a full on comforting blushing ....
To all parties involved ....which would be everyone....
Make it a goal to make some one feel as though they are worthy of praise......if you ever want me to praise you...
.for if I call you friend .....
It's the only way .....
To be .
Or not.
To be .!
Be
And
Be.
Be not
Be 4 got.
You!