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111 · Feb 2022
A thought
Delton Peele Feb 2022
Verily ,verily I say unto you
He,or she,
Whom search for friendship, assuming they are free?
Surely return unaware with a handfull of tares.....
Friendship.. .is till death.
Not something you find,
It's a purchase ...
A mutual contract..
In which you invest .
Both make payments to.
A joint account with two keys.
Both can add or lend
And know where the balance is....
Further more both shall walk away from their own shadow.......
Not give in to rumors.
Fight back to back
Side by side
Never face to face .
Till death if need be .......
If he,or she shall falter.. .
It is the reasonable duty
Of a friend to shield said friend from satans darts
Carry them to safety
Help them to walk right again.
Never leave them in a fire fight.  
Ask as little.as.possible
Try to do whatever is asked of you and always
More...
Just a thought to consider
Remember you get what you pay for!
111 · Jun 2020
Infidels
Delton Peele Jun 2020
I dont fit in well
Not in hi society
I get drunk
On the pain you give me.
I bottle it and let it rot
Oh you thought you
Knew me?
**** trigger please,
I love so hard its innocent
Like i honestly cant see whats happening
Because im happy,,
I can fly
I dont look for my love to play me like a sport
Then when i get shot down
I fall just as hard at terminal velocity
I break my wings im wraught and at aught with everything i dont understand why .....,.my eyse sting i cry ...,,,,,im on my knees in the dark about alot of things i get high , and im alright  im on to better things .
I get  higher and oooooh whats this a bear trap?
I love these things
Lets see what  happens if i pull out my heart drop it in
SNAP
Oh woe it  bit me
I knew this was gonna happen
But somehow i didnt know it would be  this bigga thing
111 · Nov 2023
I fade into you..
Delton Peele Nov 2023
Lifelong song
Sung .....
From innocence
Into efflorescence
subtlety with ease
She........
elevated me.
I gravitated to her temptation
As natural as falling into destiny.
The essence of my enchantress,?,?,
Enamoring!
nuances
Left me defenseless.
Intoxicated with sundry pangs felt in crushed velvet magenta ,
saturated with indigo blue.
Beguiled by her presence
she held me still deliberately!
Euphoric glistening tears flowed
so slowly and satisfying .
As her eyes closed. 
Even slower the fear of death came and went .........
Loosed her grip
Then
slowly squeezed my chest
with
a sweet
Seductive
Suction!

Still deeper into my heart
her fangs sunk in!
pains so succulent
I languished in sensual Sickening  
agony.
Leaving my thirst for her
Unquenchable......

First Love-bite  ........
..
the venom is irreversible. ....
It's like being resurrected ....
A cocktail confected from your finest chemicals upbraided  into
An attractive macrame ....of attraction.
The ultimate inflicted reaction from an infection that  causes sexiness and intimate ,
Instant
Addiction ...
Once her teeth sank untill
Her lips touched wet with mine
I lost trust in my mind,
And I knew that only insanity would follow,
And also I know

I  cainst let them withdrawal ....
She left me at an intersection
With countless directions
Which lead to any and everywhere.....
And yet for me it's a one way .
And it still feels consensual....
Karma my Queen
You put the hurt on me . .
And love is like the fall
When you learn to fly
Feels like the first time
Everytime I fall in
I love love. .... as much as falling in love.
But
It's the fall I crave ... And I'm a slave to it . It's the sudden stop at the end that I'm afraid of ..  
More than anything.
Yet.............it....
Hasn't
stopped me yet
111 · Mar 2022
Lumints
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Apex view within my mind's eye.
In any topic to be construed .....
Almost instantly
Met with superciliousness
The rift from which two  lobes sit juxtapose .
Both with kingdoms

Has no barricades of impedance.
Thus scenarios , and extrapolations
Free and silky
Ebb and flow
Blend with perceptions
And experience
Because of this
My methods and means can be seen as  quite unorthodox.
The time it takes for some to see.......
it was exactly how I explained it to be....
Is not only profound
They use as an excuse
To pretend not to remember .


I am not  limited to ....
What anyone sets guidelines to.
111 · Aug 2021
Oh and another thing
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Ok wait
Stop!!!
Call me hypercritical and a grammatically hypocritical
Hypocrite too
.....
You are literally
Using the word rong
Too much
NO -
Lit-TA-RA-lee
And another thing
With books ,magazines,
Libraries ocean beaches castles
Caves riverbeds coal mines
Mountains deserts desserts concerts the internet the oculus
The xbox the wii virtual realities the real reality literally the virtual reality
All these and ssoossooso so much more ......
So so many more alluring beautiful places
You could stick you're nose 🐽
So many places I couldn't care
****........
Noooope !
Ev---a---ry time I start to relax snooop!
I look behind and woop
There you are up to your eyebrows.
One of these dayz bro h
One of these dayz!
Literally
Wow..
LI--TA--R-AAA--LL--Y
Pow
Right to tha.... .
****
Literally ...
....
I mean seriously
No
SE-R-...EE-  OS.........
111 · Jul 2022
Invest
Delton Peele Jul 2022
Oh sure you are the security ,
And they seem to be
A true friend indeed,
And yes ,
Trust and believe
It is better to give
Than recieve!
Because this means
You have more than what it takes  to satisfy your needs....
But when they become impatient
Waiting on your payday .......
Lemme say this
These people become
accoutrements you don't need?!?
110 · Jan 2022
Scene 3
Delton Peele Jan 2022
As my world burns ........
This....episode...the lost love......
I . .....scene 1.
As the crestpucular rays .....
One by one  
Fracture thick brooding  horizon.....
With a lascivious quickness
Devoured the darkness.......
For a brief moment.
A rare ......
Precious glorious brief moment .....  
Before reality set in .....
I barricaded every pathway
Held it with my life...    
As I lay there on that beach ...the cool refreshing waters....gently  
Caressed my bare feet......
I watched without a single thought ......
Slowly.......and like it shall ever be........
Dull views began to ripen ..the dew and wet rock glistened .  
I watched .....
I listened......I heard Spanish musica .....
I smelled the ocean...
I heard a whale breach spitting mist.....the a low crushing splash........
I could hear the sand under water  sanding the ocean floor ...I watched  
I viewed as
Charged particles emmited from the nuclear fission still twinkling touch down after millions of mile journey.........
Instantly caused colors to bloom and .....the warmth layed on top of me like a giddy girlfriend.......
I smirked...
..a tear of great
Humbling greatfulnes .....
Like a fat happy dollop of honey dropped off my chin .......
A hot seductive wind ......came in
Overwhelming with the smell of paella.......
The fragrance of a small handfuls of fresh saffron......and I swear I could taste warm sangria......
Empty minded ..I lay there and smiled    ....an almost feeling as though embarrassed to have all this lavished upon me........
Undeservedly...
....... I heard an albatross .....

Barricade cracked  ..... My mind .... Started to  force me to think .....
I heard a gunshot........
Saw clouds ...... The wind breezed sand into my ears.....
The colors faded .......... The water was freezing ...... And smelled like death ........ My breath stank ....... I felt a raindrop.......
My body felt heavy ..... My chest hurt ........
I looked up ......  
Lightning cracked through the sky ..........
Just one thought .....
At first ........ One.
Just ............
Who am I .......
When the thunder exploded above my ...... I saw .......
The blood........
My eyes  rolled back .........
Involuntary
Flashback.........
Too many questions answered at once .........

And I was back at the ranch.......
I could smell gunpowder    
And the thunder clap ....couldn't escape the canyon.............
That dam albatross .........
Albatross ......
Brought me back from the flashback.......
Im alive ........
Am I still me.....
Where am i?
How...am. I....?
.how di...d
I.... ......
Paranoia like a murderous nervous unfamiliar house guest.....
Sinking in      
The albatross and another ......chimed in ......... As I lay there paralyzed.......
Little poisonous   pieces of memory.....
An Im terrified......
Thinking ......
Thinking ....
Thinking
Where is she.....
Does she know     I'm alive?
Does she know .. where ..  sky's black and grey waves out of rythem and foamy.......
Another lightning flash . Hits the sand right in front of me .......
Just behind ......... Her .... Her makeup smeared ... Face grimaced.... Soaking wet ..
.lifts an axe ..... Screams and swings at my head ........
Just as the blade....
I'm alone again ........ I'm ... In my bed.......

I hear a voice clearly it says.....0
Meanwhile back at the ranch......
...........................
Years have flowed over me as I lay upon the bottom .  ... Waiting , wanting.......
Wondering ....
Why can't I,
When will,
How can I ,?
Could I ?
Should I
. .can  I ever love another without ........ Her .........
I wonder if Im
Somehow telepathically connected .... To her........
I find some one .... Things get good ..... I feel . New .... Normal ..... Happy?
Idk bout that but it gets easier to pretend  ...
And like clockwork ...... She calls .......... We talk .......
I self sabatoge ....
We hang out  a few weeks...  And  
I get peeled off the bottom of her shoe.......... And won't answer text or call .......... Always working ....
.. vicious cyclpathic toxins ...meanwhile back at the ranch .......  ...  ..... ......
110 · Nov 2020
Thiz either
Delton Peele Nov 2020
This ambrosial  ? . ....
IDK........
Thing .........
I mean ........
It's like ..........
Seriously?
What are you doin?
No SERIOUSLY!
Look .......
I'm all..........ya know?
Dude ..........
***?  ...'.........
What am I doing........
Oh .... I
Just called you dude.
I'm a frickin idjut
Literally I cant even
Practice out this fantasy.
Without screwin it up
Dam boo you got me straight shoe lacen
Over my trippin
Ok allz I want to say is
I,spend over half my day thinking about you
And even more tryin to
Not think about you
I feel crazy caught up in your maze
I m amazed at how much
I love not catchin you
In this cat and mouse phase
I dream of this encounter
I see you and I'm in a seether.
Im goin out of my mind
Tryin so hard not to look
And like  crook
I get caught
And im completely sprung
Cause I see this look from you........
O M G.........
Sayin.........
I know boo
You ......
Om gosh im
blushing
You........like.....
Ummmm
I can fight this either
110 · May 2024
Lit up
Delton Peele May 2024
You will never see me ....
Not the way I see you...
I know that ...
Only because
.. there Can never be a desire as strong as that ...
No flame higher......
No place I would rather be
Lost in a passionate fire
I can never be found
Not in thought of you...
Forever I  love you..
GRRRL I'd wait ...... ssssk
Like two dayyyzzzccce
110 · Oct 2020
Wiwtk
Delton Peele Oct 2020
Ok allz I Know is that.. ...
You know something i dont
K
So what I wanna know is
This
Is it something "I dont know "
I dont know.
Or
Is it something" I Know" I dont know.
Cause if thats the case then
Knaw what?
I dont think i wanna know
Know what mean?
.........
K I dont think you do
Or
Ooooooh maybe
you do
110 · Oct 2022
I Clave
Delton Peele Oct 2022
Archaic ,......?
Me?
I do my best not to be  ..
Although If you try to be anything
Means you actually are what your not wanting to be.....
Anyway that's just another
Misconception of arbitrary
People's perception based on they're own environmental
Conditioning .......
An Im not gonna lie    ....
This was a big hang up of mine for along time .....
I can tell you this .
The less I care about what people say .......  
Sets my heart ablaze .....
For real though!

Still I get good and bad DayZ
On the good Im
Feeling like I look like I feel!
On the bad ....
Same same .. .
Against the grain  ..  .
Maverick?
Maybe ,......
Mistook for
Stoic ?
Shylock ,
Hopeless romantic !?!
emotions ........
reflections of memories
Feelings , how to react
Through experiences
Taught to me.........

Are my day drifts
trips in nostalgia
Synthetic?

As this journey continues
Lower are the highs
More frequent are the lows!
Once long ago
I was told to be a good man
Be honest ,empathetic and
Sensitive.......
Now I believe I can't let any
Of these things show......
Everything  I have struggled to be...........
Make me look weak......
Don't really know ***
The world wants of me. .
I'm just good ......
I'm gonna just stay me ...
Everyday , everything
Comes my way   ....
As it unfurls .......
It's my way . ...
F. T W..................
Im in an enclave .....
In my minds eye ......
110 · Dec 2021
Untitled
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Both lids locked down
Rock solid
My escape .....
Not a sound
Still and silent
I take a quick psychic flight...... . ..
I can't achieve
Break away speed ..    ...
I feel a .......
Disturbance ....and I'm drawn to it.....
Something
On the horizon
I touch down near it......
Without light, my mind's eye
Cajoles the
Delicate silleoutte of an effigy...... In depths of cerulean hues.
It's my spirit ..
......... Weeping.
I loom slowly closer ...
As so,.... you know.. ,
I want to see it in it's genuineness.....
I reach out and it bursts before me silvery red flashes  .....in my mind and Im spiritually blind. ....and at the same time
Catapulting me at epic speeds to the surface.......
The physical realm   .......
Now my eyes see ...... .
I've been for some time in stigmata   .....
Fearfully full of random reoccurring   stupid things .......
Lachrymose
Almost to the point of recluse........
I suppose drove me to this
Exclusive fear fracture .....up here
A monolithic
Slab of frozen  stone
perched above
The town of Index....  
My fantasy go too town......
Town I long to be......full of gold and mystery.......
So much history ....and it's rugged unchanged beauty ... ..... protected by the quirky people's who live there........
High......
Really  really high.....
And so high above the world ..... Winter ish
Magnificent sunset  deep expanses of coral saturating into almost black...
I can't see the town though...
Not yet anyway......
Alone  on  this piece of intrusive batholith
I can't help but notice it......
ever so slightly grades toward the edge......
And the dark lurking  cumulous nimbus devouring precious daylight....
another three steps   ssssssssss
Is
All I need ..  .
In trepidation
I scoff at the mundane which put me in subjection.........leaving me without a choice .........
Daring me ...
And here we are I reluctantly forced the first step and felt as though I might step it up.
so to speak ..... And about to stride to the second step... and a eagle flew just above at me .....
Squelched out
A healthy screech!
Startled would be an understatement.
I
I
I
I
I
  stopped so quick .....
I slipped
....and horizontal.
Looking at my feet and the skyline .....threw my phone straight up
( I know this because when I hit the ground it then bounced of my face......)
Took my wind away  and
Oh my God the view was epic...........
The ice was desperately slick.......
And nothing to lay a grip on
I froze in more ways than one
...........
.....I slid limp my body followed every contour to the the the precipice ....satisfied with my life .....
Although not all together pleased with what I had done with it....
I gave in and let go........
The wind rushing by accelerating....  ...whistle frequency and amplitude increasing ......
ex·hil·a·rat·ing.
Then fear mixed in
In anticipation
Of impact ......
I flexed every muscle to the extreme      ..
Clinched to the max .......thought I could somehow escape,
if I could shake the heavens ,
with a primate like scream ..    .
I did......
It did . .....I hit hard  .......
I was so tight I bounced ..    .screams so loud  ........I
I    .    I'm a awake  
Where am I ?
I'm awake
I'm alive.....
I.......
Was standing   .......
On carpet    ...
In my living room.....
Is this.....
I mean was that ...
Could it have been a dream....
I look to the right
Cliff hanger on the flat screem   . . Neighbors porch lights all
Coming on.....
One of them on my lawn .... the only thing I got on....
is      I guess nachos.......
Close the blinds
*** sure everyone everything's ayite.....back to the couch....
TV .....
Restless leg syndrome .....
Ill get over this
Mid life thing

Out of this rut.......
Watch me ....I'll do it alone ......
I got this .....I'll be back
The Mac .  .
In the Groove
With a gangster lean ...up to speed ....check my strut     G!
But you know what B    
I'm gonna doit my way      .....
Baby steps ....
No frozen mountain top  selfies en ****

Hall knaw    
Uj
Uh awe    naw way....
F that  peace I'm out ......
Not that far out  ..  
Just  ... You . K.n o..........o....
110 · Oct 2020
With. Out.
Delton Peele Oct 2020
Without culture who would try
Without philosophers who would ask why
Without teachers who would learn
Without fear who would be alive
Without honesty and bravery who would live .
Without love who would want to .
Without teachers that fear for future generations and love the children and our once great nation and are brave enough to accept this challenge and knowing the Colossal retribution to follow if they fail
do this voluntarily for practically no pay every day .and shall i say prevail.
Inspite of the pitfalls
I guess its more of a no brainer than philosophical
110 · Jul 2020
Thin.............kah
Delton Peele Jul 2020
Do you ever stop .
.........and can you
Would you ever listen
Will you please ..................
Have you ever got lost in the quandry of the matrix
Do you have the vaguest clue .
How ridiculous this is .
I mean you and lucidity
How a living entity arrived into reality
And within it .....YOU?
do you wonder ?
How ?
Ponder?
Where you were before
Have you really loved yourself?
If not.           Why?
If so why? And who ........
I mean im happy for you,
But is it all vanity?
Why else would we do ................
Anything.
Its so ..................

******


Society


Rules
Governing enforcing



What




I love me and my addictions

Im addicted to me

I dont care what you think of me


Doesnt that just make sound badd ***


Oh fuckitall i lie .


I cant help it i just need to hear it once in a while
109 · Aug 2020
C
Delton Peele Aug 2020
C
Although through this theory based reality
I know how it is probably construed heresy to say
We all go through three distinct phases
Infancy the beginning of  Lucidity to the age of accountability
The age of dependency where rely on
Parental units or who ever will fulfill our need food,shelter ,protection
Second stage the age of puberty accountability immaturity and for some this will not pass without great difficulty
The teenager years where were most likely to face our fears and it's my belief weve become too liberal an soft
And too often this will end in tears
We want to do our own thing we don't need adults for anything we know everything I want the car keys please third stage interdependence the ages
Will vary to a certain degree but
Hopefully actually I fear what the future will hold for this" little miss entitled" generation it's a little bit scary
I'm joking .........ishly
The age of clarity and recompense
We see what we are really made of
In terms of our character which is everything you are !not to be confused with what you're trying to portray
Most often those are two different things .
Anyway it's such a massive compliment that will cause a ripple through time and a badge of honor to see a successful son or daughter
Leading a huge endeavor
As an example
A executive building builder stands side by side with the custodial engineer "the keeper of the Santi-cans regardless of beliefs age color or creed  and admires the billion dollar building turns to the person gives them credit a hand shake and a hug with tears in theyre eyes and says look what we've done together my friend
we  built this building together isn't that worth seeing
It's my belief that there's a fourth stage
The end of guessing and suffering the begining of comfort and it's when you realize you and everything that ever existed was created and we show some appreciation for it
109 · Dec 2022
R
Delton Peele Dec 2022
R
R u assuming that
Human kind in it's entirety
In a synchronic psychosis
Spurned from your legendary
munificence
Surrendered in a volitional
Symphony
Arm in arm
Keeping  perfect cadence took
Your ***** backwood bathroom lobotomy
And we'll why wouldn't we? After all who can resist being
Ostracized,and labeled as
"The bad guy"
Red flagged , blacklist and blackballed
No work, no money ,fired
No travel for you locked down an then flushed out
Bereft of dignity
forced to retire ,
no pension .
Or here's an idea !

Take the panacea !
This make believe vaccine to protect you from ........
Uhhhm ?
Well just take it or else and don't forget the boosters and for heaven sake
Whatever you do
"AVOID THOSE WHO HAVE NOT HAD THIS BECAUSE ......
THEY WILL GIVE YOU WHAT WE HAVE VACCINATED YOU FROM ....
LISTEN YOU GET THE VACCINE
THEN YOU SAFE ......
EXCEPT YOUR NOT SAFE
FROM WHAT YOUR VACCINE IS FOR
...
WAIT TAKE THIS AND YOU WONT GET THAT ......
UNLESS YOU DO AND THATS
YOURE FAULT
109 · Mar 2022
Serin fade me
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Serenade me...
my soon to be........
Love..........  .
play 12 string guitar ,
Sitar ........ or just sing
Anything really......
Please .....
Love
find my frequency .....
harmonize
Open mine eyes
And make me ............ ,
Believe I am worthy of someone
.....     Wanting me.
Just one note to cajole
A silhouette of how I used to be
Is all I need
Then I can be me again
Then at least I can dream again.
Breath ..again
Be......
Able ...........
To fade out the scars
The infidel overdosed me in.....
108 · Jul 2021
How you live
Delton Peele Jul 2021
Difficulties and estrangement's
Elegantly  evaencent
Wantings gone
cravings subdued
All lines
That I never ceased
To get hung up on
become undrawn
Even the impossible
I do with ease
Secure all clear
New lust for adventure
With ...
My reoccurring fantasy
You have no idea
How deeply I cherish
Every second of every thought of you
108 · Oct 2022
Open 2me
Delton Peele Oct 2022
You wanna be.
so you think
The one. ....  
everyone wants to be...
star struck.......
And the limelight .....
Is blinding
Fine line
In between!
It's tiring  
The silky threads
Dual purpose...
Adore you on the surface.
Until one of day
One fray and it becomes
sharp as a razors edge...
Being famous is the same as being infamous........
Like a vibrant flowering tree
You are disideous...
Winters knocking .. ..
You gonna answer it    ?
108 · Jun 2020
My poet tree is my reed p1
Delton Peele Jun 2020
The pungent waft of sweat ,beer and malaise in the dimly lit belly
Of this rustic little foundry the stinging clamour of
Mechanized machinery
Sparkling dross splatters the walls like an angry draggons sneeze
heavy laden hands throwing sledge hammers  at metals on the torments random lights flashing
raging hiss of plazma flame
And hearty laughter full of grit
sand lubricating the pit
Communicating involves over exaggerated gestures cuppin youre hands and screaming with a smile ,
leaning towards the recipent
From a safe distance
To avoid the accompanying  spit
A dizzying array chaotic cringe worthy things slowly without warning  an eclectic orchestra forming naturally,
Out of comradery,
Forging a violent symphany  
At the heart of which
The Crucibal almost overly
color enhanced
Gurgaling cauldren
Glowing Vermillion
1700 degrees farinhieght
Hypnotic
The way it boils rolls and flows
Like its unearthly 33 percent zinc yellow brass
Rain or shine
Yet another
Flawless
Masterpiece
The passionte ones who sweat day in and day out to make thehorns and other brass intruments ,really all the instruments i comend you and...i hope i dont offend
If i use you as an instrument in a series
108 · Nov 2022
Two
Delton Peele Nov 2022
Two
Two pillars  set juxtaposed ,
I use both as baring,
Both bearing equal gravity.
Rising high from the waters ...
Between these ,
Lies this isthmus.
In the middle of which
A field of lavender .....
Outlined with oleander
peach colored summer
I lay awake at night and dream
I dream that there is more than this
I know I shall surely die ..
Here betwixt good and bad  .
Here ......
this lonely existence
Here I feel the undercurrents
One I cant resist
the other ....
Eradicate
My destructive state......
One is such a succulent persuasion
Easy as a fall
The other seems difficult
Abstinence not my favorite
Suit .....
Yet the treasure upon that vista
Manifold ......
The fruit ....
Ambrosial
108 · Sep 2022
I am knot
Delton Peele Sep 2022
I n my future and in
Introspect I can see
A reflection of who I used to be......
What I don't see ?
Is any time,
when I was not pre-occupied....
And in my minds eye,
Gravity Dissipated
Levitating I became elevated
To a golden path of ease
Life was sublime.  
But it's all a lie .........
If you think you can stay that way
Eventually you will be outshined
I have been so
close to both
Fate and destiny
More than one time .......
Controlling the world  .....
Was always easier than controlling me,
A synergistic dream team
Overconfident and blind
Went off the deep end
Convinced I could not mend....
Went to great lengths to justify
Putting aside my pride ...
That's what I told myself....
If anyone ever tells you
that"That" can't be done ......
That's a lie..........
Like would you believe me
If I told you I was a liar?
That's what I thought......
If I could I would say
I am knot .
But I am not
107 · Oct 2022
Recluse
Delton Peele Oct 2022
I lay awake........
Suffering in dulcet
thoughts of you......
107 · Nov 2020
Idunno wu2
Delton Peele Nov 2020
Sultry sunday late afternoon
I can barly begin to smell the shade
Were all alone in the room
Between you and i
Im consumed
100°
Pheromones lingering
Loves mingling with lust and idunno
What 2 do
I mean i do
But im cool with just holding
You
I dont wanna
Ruin the mood by
Asking
107 · Aug 2020
E=/%3
Delton Peele Aug 2020
It ***** my blood boiling
I'm being pulled like gravity
To the center of a vacuum
And I understand yet refuse
Is it nearly an impossibility
For nothing to exist
In reality where we insist on symmetry
Even chaos when observed from a perfect the point of view
Defies its very nature revealing it to has a certain predictability
It's predictably chaotic. This is a fact that you thought you didnt all ready know
Do you still think you didnt or now do you know?
Is it a matter of perspective that governs the direction we go
Or has it all been written in stone
I'd like to think I'm as unpredictable as one can get
Although if you didn't know me it wouldn't be obvious to you .
In fact
In this fact based reality I can argue that I think I am consistently right.
Of course now knowing if I wasnt then from you're vantage
That statement wouldnt be true.
I believe it should be noted and I don't mind if I do
Notice the statement I made since I was wrong  about always being right
Then you would have to agree I was right about being wrong about being right
Right now it's all that matters later on doesn't change reality
But some how time can change Accountability
Whether positive or negative everything depends on something
The only thing thing that has ever remained constant is change
It's always an exchange were born to be consumed and doomed to the grave .
Right down to the atom which is where we came
Think about it around the nucleus a proton a neutron and an electron flying around
What set them in motion and what keeps them
There's no such thing as free energy
To be or not to be that is so deep to me
Since I am on the soap box I'll be the one interpreting
To be is not a verb yet one would think it should be
I'll take that back i agree but only to a degree take for example this shot put I have in my hand
I believe it should be true to say it does exist
Although motionless .has not conscious or will
And set apart can do nothing on its own .is it a being
No but it  can only be
It can only exist and by definition
Space by definition is the area where time an matter exist
So it's made of matter and it takes space well then what are we
We be
Or are we being
Alive yes breathing ?
I don't believe that constitutes being
Making an active conscious decision and actively doing what's right in sight of God's eyes and not for any glory or accolades
But simply for the sake of this life is not a right it should be our responsibility to appreciate and reciprocate the love and compassion that if we gave and believe receive
This is the positive side of what matters
What shouldn't unfortunately does  
Anti matter this is the second half to the matrix
It's why  chaos is what it is
it's the opposite what's good and bad
It's the fundamental Equivalent of the negative post on a battery
Without it nothing would exist and everything would exist simultaneously in a static state of reality never knowing for eternity
And speaking of eternity let's talk about infinity
I'll elaborate
When you think infinity
What do you think of.
To have no end ?
Is it reality ?
The end of what precisely?everything?
Well look back
Since there would be no ending then in this symmetrically speaking reality it would have no beginning.
Wouldn't you agree or is it just me and my circular reasoning?
107 · Nov 2021
Rennisaunce on holiday
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Can't stand
How
quick people
Jump to love then
Recant!
Take a fake offense
To
A
Comment which was actually meant to be a compliment.
I just
love that.
LoL
Like the other day
2 and a half weeks&11
Short days ago.
Someone said they
feel like my words were
"Clearly"
Full of ambiguity .
Instead of responding
I
Reacted.
And said
"It's so hard for me to lie to you.
That's what makes this
So difficult for me to say.
"I appreciate you and furthermore
Value your little constructs .
Thank you so much.

I don't know how to feel about that!
And quite frankly my friend.
your
Statement is without Merritt
And the fact
That it doesn't matter is irrelevant.
I'm not ambiguous
I'm ambivalent....
Atleast I'm pretty sure I am.
And ya
Ya know
I wouldn't be a liar if I told you
I think
Cryptically
So when I speak

I have a habit
Of being overtly descriptive,
Painting the picture with explicitly vivid depiction the subject just slightly out of focus so as to draw the listener in
And when they're in tune
I put them into the story .
Then I know there listening
Then I know hear me .
Then I know they understand me
Then I know they feel me.
The we peak together
And I
End abruptly.
And bounce ..
Wait for the phone call the next  morning.
When they say
Hey I'm sorry I fell asleep .I didn't hear the end to you're story.
.

Ok  
So here it
Is .


....
107 · Jan 2021
The harvezt
Delton Peele Jan 2021
I would be hailed nothing less
than
king of all the
Hypocrites
If I failed to confess
And
acknowledge this.
That in my youth.....
Cocky,crass,and lacking cooth
A time when
My mouth went
UnBridled
Anything I want arrogant
Carte blanche
Entitled
Egotistical
had it all ......
Looking back
Hid in securities
Its with crystal clarity
I.c.y
this thing causing my fall
As I reach terminal velocity...
The stench I smell around me
...........
Infidelity
And it matters
Not
who it was committed  with
Or how long ago.
........Still ......
I know its
Simply
A sickning
Debt Im owed
And its return burns ten
Fold
The guilt and shame
Accrued,
With compound interest
Gained...
Came so subtly
..... Karma.....
With abundant clever schemes
setting a horde of locust
Each branded
With my name
To destroy any love and its ever so clear
The poisonous
Prize
is mine to claim
At the risk of sounding vain
Over the years
Ive caused a tsunami of tears ...
Each one full of pain
Ive collected all of them
Like a sadistic
Ritual
I
Feel each one in full
The hurt is
Disabling
I know it
With excruciating
Intimacy.
These
insatiable deeds
That brought
Exstacy
Went rank and jaded me
Love is afraid of me
All my suffering
Is
nothing compared
To the hurt that has been caused
By me
..........
.......
....
...
Yours introspectfully
...
Me
..
.
107 · Oct 2022
Quick
Delton Peele Oct 2022
Mother nature in budding years fell insatiable with what the gods had gifted us .....
She layed at our feet ..
Upon a golden fleece.......
An overly filled cornicopia
Brimmed with anything we wanted....the magnitude of which inexperience
Simply could  not comprehend.
We laughed like fat young kings ...... ..
Shook the pillars ......walked like
GIANTS.



Twas the crestpucular rays
Cusping the dawning of sweet savory days as we ****** knuckled our way into the  arena of adulthood
which did
Glint our eyes ablaze.....
Shedding light upon phantasms of delusional grandeure!
Insatiable .....
A pack of wolf to be sure.....
An almost overbearing musky Aroma of overconfidence lurked ..
And ohhhhhh..
Stiffining the hackle was the ever present danger of spontaneous fight .....
The unpredictability incredibly
Intoxicating.

What a plush
Den  ........
I remember the air back then seemed ....I  guess warm and thick.......
Like it had some meat and............
Still had some game to it .......
Awe yessssss!
peach would pair well with it.
And such a
Flavor hung from each lush
Syllable spun .
Closing in n
Drooling like dogs teeth fully displayed, Eyes transfixed
ears pricked ...
Rotating .........
Searching the silence...
As they  clung to the regaling of some past violence and not wanting to miss a single nuance
Anti-)nay sayers paradise
107 · Sep 2021
A cartoon without pictures
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Picture me .....
In parody.
Promise me
You won't let me
Let you get confused..
Because I can see
How someone
Could be
I mean with me .
Oh well sorry
Sorta too late....
I guess welcome to my
Cartoon...
Kinda funny isn't it.
I mean me and you....
Maybe it's just me.....
Delton Peele Mar 2021
the pain grows  
the needle  
tears the skin
one end of the I.V
in my vien
the other end my pen
the blood flows

i drag it across parchment
one last time to re-live.
the pain in a controlled way
through words ,metafives and wit

its gibberish cryptic  
a poor attempt at poetry
i know
i rant as a child
for a short while
i feel a smile
remove the I.V.
put on the masque
and im back in
denial
its not a drug reference
it s a metafore
for putting my pain to words
one end of the I.V. is in my vein
the other end the pen
107 · Sep 2021
Struct
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Suns goin down over
A velvet dessert
Purple skyline
Golden cactus throwing looooong
Shadow
....Sun flickers.....  
Like a shimmering glass of red wine
Darkening
Quietly
..Darkening..
Then it's gone
An alls ya can hear is crickets
And a band of rouge coyotes
Laughin it up
Round a fresh ****
Just close enough ta stress me
Im wounded
I lie clutching my chest
tryin to coalesce
My ******* heart
Still  swoonin over a love ...
I guess is gon moved on....
I Ain't tryin to purty it up none
I'm older than I think
Probably stink...I talk outa sink
Still got ink in the pen ......
I just can't think of what to ......write......


Rieeeet?


Tip my hat Ma'am
wink
Whistle whistle
Heeyaw
Lightning crack smack the horse
On the ***
And I'm
Back in the saddle again....
107 · Feb 2021
Digger
Delton Peele Feb 2021
I am struggling
With the right words to say

thee
wrongest
Things to you
And these fantasies  of
That's all I can recall.
Then I woke up here with a head ache
Naked covered in olive oil.
And this halfa Alfa fury outfit.
Tell me please what happened!?
Well after you told me of ***** deeds fantasies
**** movie moves and
What can only be called debauchery
I stepped back
Out of your reach .....
And looked at you completely
Different
Demanded that you handed me your keys and cell phone .
Put these cuffs on
And follow me.
Which you did
I said wait there  
You obeyed
I came back
With a pitcher of gatorade said the police are on the way.
You said ok .
I then told you that you are a perverted old man and although handsome
I am twenty five years younger how could you even think  that you could do all those things to me
Some of which are il-leagle
Then I glared into your eyes .
Grabbed you by the throat and said .....
You better try
Showed you my badge
Said your under arrest
You better do you worst and
And you were and you did twice
And I did 13 times
Ive been obsessed with you since I can't remember when
I hate you....
Oh **** I forgot
You probably
Don't remember that's our code
For I love you
And I do
And our safety word if things get too  intense to handle
Is
" DONT STOP"
106 · Jun 2021
Pict u are
Delton Peele Jun 2021
Blackberry
Wilst though ever see how I yearn.
Upon thy beauty
I ponder on miracles endowing  me the ability
To simply behold you.
And I do .
During the off season
I can still glean throughout the year pictures of you in the crystal clear dew.
Or flash frozen from the freezer a gallon or two in case of emergency.
I do declare
Is quite often .


yearn.
Delton Peele Mar 2024
Slow mo.  
I'm falling
I'm already replaying
What is happening
each second is an eternity
Frame by frame
Wait ........
STOP !
RIGHT THERE...
After the flash
My pupils dilate
The surprise in my eyes as I realize where the shot came from
Still shot.......
...........
Shell shock
I can but I can't see
I taste the irony
Everything is so ........
Sanguineous
Feeling nauseous
Ballistic
.243 boat tail slid through my chest
I'm dumb ...
Reeling back on my heels ,
I'm stunned,
heartburns
Murmuring,
the rest of me
Cut free currently completely numb
I'm floating .... souls bruised
And uhm.......
Looking down,
At the crime screen,
Stuck in confusion..
Final conclusion ....
I took the risk .....
I new the outcome......
And id do it again
Because your the best theres ever been
Chalk line around my body
I look like a clown .....
Super happy
With a frown.....
One more time please
......
I'm up if your down
106 · May 2023
The subject
Delton Peele May 2023
Restless dreams
Lazer beams
5 five Am
Swat teams ..... ....
trying to persuade Me.......
Saying.  ........you need to let us in........

I disagree............
"Can you come back later? ........"
Wellllllll ...I di

Hissing the the front window.  
The crescendo of broken glass
Quick silent pause ........
Brilliant flash.    
The answer came .........
Percussion grenade
Snot ,smoke ,...........
And the ringing..........
The ringing ..........
The ringing..................
Restless dreams ...... ..
Same anxiety ,same fear ..........
Terror rains can't breath.......
Tears and chest pains .......
..without fail
Every time my phone rings...

It's an invitation not an obligation.


I try to convince myself ........
Train my brain ..............
All In vain ...........
It  rings .
I answer .
I loose .
They're gain
105 · Nov 2022
Mask
Delton Peele Nov 2022
I cover silver and gold
With mange and flees ,
I roll in rancid things
To stave off any smell of nobility.
Lowly I walk in shadows   ....
Of the beautiful.......
Slowly I go solo
In this masquerade
A filthy dog is what they see ,
Because Ive been beat about the snout .....
And made to believe
This is my lot
In secret I know
I know ....
I know .....
I know .........
I am not this monster  ...
My poor heart ...
I wear on my sleeve...
I can not keep it in me
It's wounded .....
All but rotten ......
Every good deed  
And all I have forgiven ......
Instantly diminished....
Forgotten ....
Madness consumes my sleep .
Sleep depravity Bereft's me of strength.......
I'm weary of this existence......
Will I ever escape     .
Will I
Will I ....
Can I .......
I...........
I'm on a roller coaster here
Bear with me please ......
Just venting ......
Sorta
105 · Nov 2020
DEDAJ
Delton Peele Nov 2020
Contemplation .......stone.......
Am I
Aggregate
......I am.....
Yet I am not
...I am...
Found within
Conglomerate
Product of
Metamorphis
In
Subduction zone
Most beautifull form
Imperial
Green is not my choice of color
......I have learned
To love it......
Its a show of
Sedimentary
Deeply
Hued
Jealousy
Adored and worn
Out by you
You being
My nemesis
Because you can love
.....I.....
Can not
......eye......
See youre happy
And in
Love again
And again
And again
I am still
Processing
Under your
Subduction
I will complete my phase
To be
Or not to be
Imperial
Jade
Or stay human
And learn to love again
Choice is up to you.
Nephrite or jadeite ..
Imperial jade?
Doesnt matter love has jaded me an I dont even know it!
105 · Jun 2024
Gito
Delton Peele Jun 2024
So ........
The question you seak
Is in the answer you speak.
You want to be better than me?
Are you asking
Can I be
Or could I be...
I believe you could be
Let's see if you will be....
First reference to original statement
The answer is do what I do ...
I am not better than you because
I am better than you
Not because you believe I am...
I am better than you because
I CHOOSE to be.........
To be or choose to be is the new question
I'll use
To all who wake  up humanity
105 · Sep 2022
Want need greed⅚⅚
Delton Peele Sep 2022
Dive ....
Continually into
What life has given me ....
Stay my life ....
Designing blame ...
And damning it ,
As my cause of latency!?

Or ...
Should I lead a life of mediocraty
Anguish in believing success ....
Is something I can only see ...
Never feel.....
Randomly I find opportunity
Then err .....
Till I'm on my knees...


Or ... ..
shall  I be insatiable ,
Chase my dreams    ,
Love knowing .....
Me .....
The miracle that is Me ..
I can't just wait .....
And try it differently next time ...
There is not even enough this time..
I am . ... Therefore I think,
I shall blush in Romantica
Run naked to the cliff ...
Leap without looking   .....
Share my meals with the poor...
Sleep with the homeless ...
Be someone I would adore,
Be a jester and a mentor......
Cry with the broken hearted
Laugh with the children till our
Stomachs are sore    ......
Marvel once again at the wonders of the world
Want more    
Search out
And take everything
Life has to offer .....
And not know the differences
Between fate and destiny?

All it takes is you . .....


All that holds you back ....


Is only you
105 · Sep 2022
In
Delton Peele Sep 2022
In
Within us lies.    
A spectrum wich lies.......
Telling us it ok ...
Once in awhile
To bend a little .......
Keep in mind .
It's the mirror who won't look you in the eyes......
Because you sabotage with compromise..........
weaken you ....
Basking in the shade of sorrows
Somehow down in the shadows of tomorrow's.........
Delton Peele Dec 2020
Seven hard time years
In ......
Psychiatry!😥
I.........
Really dont want to talk about it . . .
I can do anything
Without these
Chains that bind me
I have the key
Its all eye can see.......
Still .......
I dont want to
Unlock it.
The reason being
Im not sure ...
I think I used 2 B
104 · Oct 2020
Here comes the dnoces lleps
Delton Peele Oct 2020
This is or is it
Knot ?
Symmetry simpatico?
I am so.
Idk ecstatic
It seems words can only underplay
This emotion set in motion
Like the tickling lying on the pendulum
You close three eyes
Oh now you see me
Oooooh my prrety
Let knot you forget me
Let my love run unbridled
While i put youre cruise control off denial
Feel the click youre dial set in peerma smile
What a rush oh my
Silly girl controll is so outa style spell # 2
Prague baby yeah
Youre to hot for this runway
B my guru Grrrrl.
Kudos you savage
You let me get you deeper
Under my cast this spell
Is .........
Welll lets ssee
Uuuhhm look into my eyes again the hue is electric
Prussian blue .
Goooood girl?
Bad girl!
Whachagonnadue
Forgive me
Ohnnooo nooonew
I love you
Youre under my spell
Im into you
2
104 · Jul 2022
Clk
Delton Peele Jul 2022
Clk
I like rhymes ,
Then again ,
I find,
A lot of times ,
a message by design,
should be oiled and honed ,
Sharp ,
to  a point ,
Like a pitchforks tine  
Covered in ointment .
Grammatically correct,
an attempt  
Meant to affect the mind ,
Once achieved
It will start
traveling  into the spine
Find it's way into the heart
Deliver the elixir to the infected part ,
Never underestimate
The temptations you lay on fate  ,
The ease in which you will perpetrate hate
How great your recompense ,
when you exaggerate ,
It's like taking truth and trying to disguise it with lies.    
Even if your completely in the right
You'll look like a reprobate regurgitating flies!
Stay true or stand alone
Which you may
Either way
In truth you'll know the foundation of your  home is built on a pillar of stone.
No matter the intent it should always bare
relevant evidence.    

Specifically but not limited to
An act of defense
In essence an update to a dense mind
Containing vernacular in
Whatever dialect the situation
Will appropriate
Thus the focus should remain
On meaning and feeling
And not spent on a
Sugar coating with a limited vocabulary
Each adjective,verb placed with
A forensic precision
Should bring gravity
Opening the eyes of the spiritually blind.
Read  written or said
Only that which need be
let it be the milk of the word
Heard
and the meat be between the lines    
Less what you wanted to say
Will loose weight too swiftly
Overt and superfluous euphemism or dysphemisms
Will stall the velocity
And anything which can cause a schism between
Syntax and eloquence
Certainly and surely
Blur and disturb
Unless your like me
Speak before thinking
Backed up with a fist like an anvil
104 · Feb 2021
You haunt me
Delton Peele Feb 2021
A succulent
Wish
The candles
Lit
Lights dim
Youtube
Blue toothed ****** funkadelic
French glitch
Extended remix
Nectarine
Flambeau
Homemade
Vanilla bean
Ice cream
Swirl with spicy mango
And saffron
Flame on
Let that song play
104 · Sep 2021
potential
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Dull grey eyes
Speckled stubble.
Haunched silently.
Awkward and Shakey
Inept and antiquated
He swaggers
Pigeon toed
His walker creaks
Customized
With two tennis *****   .
Chilli on his chin
Elastic trousers bunched
Pulled up way to high.....
Back in the day .........
The greatest Man I've ever seen.
That will never change
Not to me ....
Not to anyone
Evev though  He's gone now

My best friend
My

DAD
!
HE LIVED LIFE LIKE TIME WAS A CURRENCY
AND HE NEW EXACTLY THE COST
KNEW WHO TO SPEND IT ON AND
IM LOST WITHOUT HIM
.
IF I COULD BE HALF THE MAN YOU WERE DAD
ID BE TWICE THE MAN I AM TODAY....
BUT I WOULD STILL MISS YOU THE SAME


Life
precarious
no
gratuitous
guarantees)
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Can you be like me?
Oh wait if you do
Let me distance myself
Eventually you're going to hurt me.....
And it's going to hurt  
A hundred times more  
And for a million years
And I'm not even gonna wanna be
anywhere near that mess
No no no
Not me
Not havin it
You can keep that ****.
I ain't even playing player
Naw
Uh awe ....
Keep that **** to your **** self
Fureal
It ain't even happen yet and I'm sad
****** *** away from me with all that
104 · Apr 2022
If
Delton Peele Apr 2022
If
Look deeply into my eyes
Deep enough that I may know
You understand me.....
Give me vantage to see the real you
So I will have a clear conscious.
An I won't have to pretend
The pain you caused me
Was not an accident.
So I can fade you into my shadow and never need to see you again!
104 · Dec 2020
Rrt
Delton Peele Dec 2020
Rrt
Not my glass although im currently in
Possesion
And when i release said vessel
Then if the spirit moves me
And of course
At my leisure
Will evaluate.
......
Im sure you will appreciate
My exclusion to
Such mitigating factors as thermal expansion,
evaporative distillation.
Etc.etc.
Bully ..old sport
Lets get down to brass tacks !
Lets see
π x inside radius squared multiplied by
Height .
Right?
Now ......
Mind you
Taper is slightly
Less outside compared to inside to add strength
In this case
Lets erase this
Also augmentation of transparency
Along with surface tension
Etc.etc.
Although you know the angle will change
Effective visual
Midway
This is only a off
The cuff hypothesis
It is my belief there is less empty space
With in this cylinder than
There is liquid at this given time from this view.
Wether or not you concur bears no weight
That being said
Lets get into your head.
And see exactly why you are driven to
Ignore the risk
Of asking me
If i think
My glass is half full or half empty.
It shant be long
Youre eyes kinematics already confirmed my suspicions.
What you want the information for is easy to derive.......may i
Continue to see if you lie?
Ttre
103 · Mar 2022
Rain pain game
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Pitch black ...
Frozen in silence .....    
Somethin cold just moved in.
Got your hackles up
And you know its full of vengence .
Goose bumps ,heart pumps.
Foot steps..
Thump......
Thump........
Thump......
Tension burning thick
Blinding white light
Rips crackling through the sky.
When your vision comes back
You see me
Eyes smouldering
Bloodshot focused like a lazer beam.
And the thunder rolls
And with it falls....
RAIN PAINS .....
COLD CHAINS AROUND MY NECK,
Remember me and what you said
Well the old me is dead and gone
Waited so long for apologies.
Too late snake
Time to bleed.....
Tell me now how
Im old
fake gold
Bought sold
Sell out wanna be.
Has been
You who pretended to be my friend
Secretly spreading lies
Delton Peele Aug 2020
I need a good attorney
I think ive over paid
In destitution  and agony
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