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77 · Feb 2021
Asharpshoot uglyselfme 1
Delton Peele Feb 2021
I missed you today .
I'll try again tomorrow
Worry yes
Unless
You wanna
Play ball
Accept your
Confidence
Cause
We aren't  
Getting anywhere
Like this
you.......
I......
Ok we I guess
Still don't know why
We can't get along
Mr self serving
(Don't start please
Mr unassuming
Don't deserve
Anything.
Oh wait
Hey ?
I didn't
Order all this .
((Awe geese it's on the house then
Your lucky day))
Oh uhh no I
Can't do tha
(( Its ok k
Pull forward please))
Uhm
(( Pull forward please))
Your fake)
Calling the kettle black
Fur for **** up sake
Master of the blame game
The only one who won't play
The game the right way.
(What does that even mean?
See this is what I mean
You
Not me
Ruined everything
(See now you just shift the blame
.....
You expect to
Gain respect
Without
Accountability)
Well at least I don't brood all the live long day
About every
Single stupid thing we've ever done

Sit in sackcloth
In public
Dumping
ashes  
Upon your heard.
And over amplify the shame
Enlarging
The part you played
Mr empathy

Here's a litte secret for you
I know
You
Feel bad
Boo hoo
And so you think
You can gauge the person
You are
With the level of guilt you feel?
Because a good person won't
Do bad things
So the worse
You punish
Yourself
The more
Upright
You feel
..... .
That's
Realllll
Realll
Reall
Really.
Dumb
Number
One
You can't feel good
Spending every day
Feelin bad
Ok
That does not take a rocket surgeon
To explain
Number 3
Look at number two
You justify
You're ***** deeds an check em
Before you do them
And promise to punish your self with them
And number 4
You have to feel the real thing
For what you actually feel
Not what you think
Looks appropriate
Or
Simply draw the line at what your willing to go through
And use me as the escape door
Throw these
Rabbid

Painfully
Unexcusable
Pretend to do be
mistakes
At my feet
And expect me to get away with ******
If that's the way you want it
Ok thats
Why I'm hunting you)
Can I ask you one thing ?
How can you think you won't feel bad?)
Easy stupid
We'll be out getting laid
And doin it again not laying there crying.
Plus you made me doit
I'm not taking the blame.
( I feel sorry for you.

Who we gonna *****)
In sanity lies the
Real
Me
Liyng in sanity
Delton Peele Jul 2022
Control ......
Le et them believe ,
The secret war they wage ,
Is what keeps the shackle
From their sleeve.
Let them believe!.........
Feed them what they need
To weave the web that keeps them on their knees......
Never let the wounds  heal ,
Always in all ways be ye vigilant
Alternate the hate
Lower  their eyes down with it
Keep the pain of eternal flame lit
Let the pick of the week be named
Focus the blame
And douse the louse
With ignorant accelerant  
Make them walk in the way of Cain for a minute .   ..  
Beat them over the nose with it
And let the melting *** boil  
Wet the soil with blood
Sensationalize
The emotional flood will darken their eyes and macerate them with doubt.....
let the apprehension rise
Never let the fire go out
The people will begin to see what was fake and what is real.
And without the use of media
You will be free to feel ..      
Love will infiltrate and as a people you will begin to congeal
And unite
As one .
Lift your eyes and not see the looming haze of oppression
Walk freely without  fear of aggression
For this will seal  our fate  
We the government
Have no escape route

So please read
But be bored by it
And be not convicted
Or you will  regret it

And you say we give you no choice.........

NOW
Back to work you fools
We need money    .....
And
And and and and and and and an, an, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
I can't take it anymore!
77 · Dec 2022
Crush end oh
Delton Peele Dec 2022
I remember .......    .........
Mmm....... Uh ehhmnm

Uhhm ....... Yah ... Sorry....
Ok .....
I ~~~~~r~e~mmember
As crisp and crystal clear
That stary night .........
~long splender spikes  gathering
In my vision jiggling until
All I could see was white......
I felt my soul bruise
Leaning forward
Crinkled my forehead, causing the tears to drip in dollops .
Exhaled ......
Till my lungs flattened and stuck....
The news ......... ~~~~mmmm~
The conductor is retiring .......
As I raced to her side I could hear all instruments quietly  tuning ,
Clamoring,,,,,, laughter
As distant memories came to view.. I could not convincer her to stay with me.......
The tempo of time speeding up
Fighting for words to say    ...
Notes getting louder .......
Emotions boiling ....... Memories annn
And everything   bearing.
Down on me and ......
The crushing crescendo.......
The conductor
My Mother my ....
My world ......
My life
On new years eve      ...
Died in my arms......
I don't know how to conduct myself anymore
77 · Oct 2020
All enemy's on me
Delton Peele Oct 2020
Ok dinnng..........Ding .........
da . da .  Ding...da da DInga dada DINgaah daDINGAAH AHH
(SHHH FLASH back. Uhhhh hey Kid .......
Look at me HEY...alright? Huh ? Uh?.ukay LISTEN
WEALLL KNOW he cheated and payed off everybody
Ur wife , coach,the ref .everybody.
A. A. Aaerrybudy. A aerrubuddy........aherrrybuhdhyyy.................)
BINK .UYHHH BIBINK OOH. YAH. IMA TAKE MY TIME WID YOU #bi bibibiBINK#
WELCOME TO THE HOUSE OF PAIN BOY
#!#!÷WHAAAM÷!#!#.... a..a.aAAM!!!!!a..a..am .......a.a.am
Bink
(Errybody .....I know how bad it hurtcha kid....
I greased every palm ...signed everything away raised every petition .....aneven. Commited a few unmentionables.
Im sorry Kid.
I did everything i could do to get you a rematch ...
ALLERGIES KID......whawd Um ..um...A.
AWE GEEEZ YA GOT ME CRYIN HERE.
SHUD UUP .....UPP.     UPPP)
Up on his feet again folks ....
Hey Jim. ..I take my hat off ...
After a contraversial drawn out fight im sure we alll remember.
The golden boy at his prime beatin and left for dead in the ally 2 days before his first title fight
I gotta tell ya.  I didnt think id ever see him in the ring again .let alone face the champ again ...an uh ..uh ..i need. A moment jim ....icant ...uh.    Uh.
Uppercut ...and the kids stunned.......
Und......unnd...undun n n
(Understand what im sayin Kid ?
Nobody said you wuz gunna get ta fight
Me an the boyz tried our hardest
That s the thing
Whys  im cryin here Kid
This title fight that you wanted so bad
We couldnt get you..........
Kid....no .matter nuthin at the end of this day
YOU ARE TA US THE CHA.PION OF THE WORLD
AN NUTHINS GUNNA TAKES IT AWAY.
I luv ya Kid .....its youre big night
An you......You earned it
You.....THIS FIGHT YOU EARNED .NOT ME NOT NOBODY BUT YOU ....
I M AT YOUR FEET IN AWE
YOUR DA MOST AMAZIN THING I.   ...
.AM .......JUST SO PROUD TO BE.  ...  ..
YA KNOW.   KNOW ....?KNOW ......KNOW.......)
OH the kid comes back an the crowds on there feet
Look at em go.......ohhhhh the kids taunting the champ
dddddd dinnint
Think think ink ink..ink...ink.....ink.............ink......
(Sigh .........shhhhh. .....bring it ....mmuuuhafukin)
Oooooooh nice swing ......doez it come in a menz size too?
Awe you doo remember me ee-e-eeeea..e-eeeea....e-eeeeaaahhh
(Shhhhh back pedal a little juke left bob bob bob right
Thats it thats it....keep yur. F.ffffff n gloves up ....hes head huntin)
STICK TA DEFENSE KID!
( CODE.      I GOT IT COACH.     MY Q......
Shhh bring iit to me big boy )
The kids stunned again he s just tryin to stay up right
The champs almost steppin on his toes

Toes.     Oes.   Oes.   Oes ..oes
(Over to the left bob bob bob ....he took the bait round house. Incoming .........the no no
Faaaaaaaaaaaade back hard all the way .....way back inta the ropez.    Push back *** hard *** you can till you run outa spring. Then you dig your toes inta the canvas as deep as they can go swing as hard azyou can let the rope sling shot ya and jump straight through to tomorrow Oh Oh OH OH )
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
K.O.HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH­HHHH
THE KIDS MANAGERS IN THE RING
OHHHHHHHHHHH
HES HOLDIN THE KID.        
I CANT SPEAK......................I CANT.........
OHHHHHHH MY ................
OHHHHHHMY ............
I CANT BELIEVE IT.        
HE S NOT MOVING ........I DONT THINK HES BREATHING......................
MEDICS CANT GET TO HIM ..........OHHHHHHH
I CANT BELIEVE
EVERY BODY TOLD HIM HED NEVER FIGHT AGAIN
HE DIDNT LISTEN
OHHHHHHH IM.       ...... THEY SAID IF YOU FIGHT AGAIN.   ......YOU WO.........AN HE JUST WANTED TO
THIS WAS WHAT HE WAS A FIGHTER
NOW HES CHAMPION OF THE WORLD.    
THE CHAMP IS BEEING TAKIN OUT ON A GERNY
THE KID WONT LET GO OF HIS COACH...
AND THE KID WONT TAKE THE BELT


OOOH HES GIVIN IT TO HIS COACH
I LOST my mom 10 years ago to non small lung cancer .....the greatest friend .woman.mentor and mother i could ever imagine it was a tough year and a half. She cried once .i bathed her cooked and cleaned ....she lived with me that while ......hardly slept .......an hour bout everythree days
She had a heart atack.  3 Am.    I was v
Gonna call another ambulance. For the emt's
I was gonna beat the brakes offn em
I was so in the wrong on that one ..sorry. My bad
Had to decline the surgery which meant shed probly be gone by the end of the week .i woke her up to tell her she said .......on to the next eppisode.....bout 6 months late 75 prescrption meds admin by me every day ..........they ............
Geezed her up with.      Phenole barbitol..... and .......and ......after that she couldnt hear anything i had to say.   And she ......she ...hardly moved ..at all. ...she died in my arms the next night ......my queen my champion my everything. On our favorite holliday .....new years eve.......it was the best thing i had done with my life and the best and worst year of my life and the beginning of the end of me........now that disease .........my most hatred muse is on my doorstep again ........trying to ****** my loving father the same way........so this is a metaphor for how i daydream it would be this time round thank you for reading
.and no matter what life throws at you .....take the time for whats real stay in touch and tell em. ........i love you

Tell em i love you
Tell em i love you
M iloveyou
Iloveyou
Iloveyou
77 · Nov 2022
Al lien
Delton Peele Nov 2022
Dashed,shot down
and strewn about
Rummaging through ruins
Time burning
While I'm still,
Searching last known
Whereabouts..
This vast desolate plain
In vain ,
in the shadows
dunes of doubt ......
My love draught continues
From my
Relationshipwreck
I'm capsized in this ocean
Of tears I've cried ...
Treading water for years.
Introspective retrospect
I see the shore
I can swim .....
No more
I don't think I can touch yet
My desperation is my regret
Yesteryears I held love caviler
Too many I've hurt ....
I fear .....
Karma fallen for me
I am the debt
77 · Aug 2020
E=/%3
Delton Peele Aug 2020
It ***** my blood boiling
I'm being pulled like gravity
To the center of a vacuum
And I understand yet refuse
Is it nearly an impossibility
For nothing to exist
In reality where we insist on symmetry
Even chaos when observed from a perfect the point of view
Defies its very nature revealing it to has a certain predictability
It's predictably chaotic. This is a fact that you thought you didnt all ready know
Do you still think you didnt or now do you know?
Is it a matter of perspective that governs the direction we go
Or has it all been written in stone
I'd like to think I'm as unpredictable as one can get
Although if you didn't know me it wouldn't be obvious to you .
In fact
In this fact based reality I can argue that I think I am consistently right.
Of course now knowing if I wasnt then from you're vantage
That statement wouldnt be true.
I believe it should be noted and I don't mind if I do
Notice the statement I made since I was wrong  about always being right
Then you would have to agree I was right about being wrong about being right
Right now it's all that matters later on doesn't change reality
But some how time can change Accountability
Whether positive or negative everything depends on something
The only thing thing that has ever remained constant is change
It's always an exchange were born to be consumed and doomed to the grave .
Right down to the atom which is where we came
Think about it around the nucleus a proton a neutron and an electron flying around
What set them in motion and what keeps them
There's no such thing as free energy
To be or not to be that is so deep to me
Since I am on the soap box I'll be the one interpreting
To be is not a verb yet one would think it should be
I'll take that back i agree but only to a degree take for example this shot put I have in my hand
I believe it should be true to say it does exist
Although motionless .has not conscious or will
And set apart can do nothing on its own .is it a being
No but it  can only be
It can only exist and by definition
Space by definition is the area where time an matter exist
So it's made of matter and it takes space well then what are we
We be
Or are we being
Alive yes breathing ?
I don't believe that constitutes being
Making an active conscious decision and actively doing what's right in sight of God's eyes and not for any glory or accolades
But simply for the sake of this life is not a right it should be our responsibility to appreciate and reciprocate the love and compassion that if we gave and believe receive
This is the positive side of what matters
What shouldn't unfortunately does  
Anti matter this is the second half to the matrix
It's why  chaos is what it is
it's the opposite what's good and bad
It's the fundamental Equivalent of the negative post on a battery
Without it nothing would exist and everything would exist simultaneously in a static state of reality never knowing for eternity
And speaking of eternity let's talk about infinity
I'll elaborate
When you think infinity
What do you think of.
To have no end ?
Is it reality ?
The end of what precisely?everything?
Well look back
Since there would be no ending then in this symmetrically speaking reality it would have no beginning.
Wouldn't you agree or is it just me and my circular reasoning?
77 · Dec 2021
2 or knot too let it . ?
Delton Peele Dec 2021
I want to give into it .......
4 who am I to resist it ......
A humble an lowly nave...
..... That is......
Outwardly...... Not cowardly ... And secretely inside I Am EPIC   .
The shores caress my feet.
The jungles adore me ....
Oceans refreshing .... Mountains cool me .....
I drink the clouds .......
And awe the desserts     ......
My love .......
An beautiful oasis ....... Soft hot sand .. I roll naked ......
Unashamed .....
Protected ......
Warm ......
Comfortable
***** .....
Feels like home to me ....
Inner child like smile
Seventies ...
Long hair ......
No cell phones
No internet ...
........
Star jeans    ....
Transistor radio tied to the handlebars  
Still allitle mystery left   .
Brand new redline
Ride like the wind   . . ...
Cops ......friend?
No stalking .
No profile yet.
Like summer saturday morning......
Fuzzy ! .....happy?
Yup ......cool .
Oh heck yep....
Hip yup yep!
Worried ....uhhm
Well not yet .....
Why ?????
What's up?
Whad you
Mean by that.
Southparkkyle
Like smile ......
Gone ......
......clouds . ...
Winter ....
No stars   .... Wolfie  ....
Outdated  
Mysteries dissolved   become miseries ....
Cases solved
Cringed .
Burnt .
Turnt out  ...
Long tooth ....
Clumbzy .....
Teetering ......
Grumbling .....
One man barricade   . ..
Against mega stampede....
The entire worlds beast of field ....
People creepy crawly thing ....managing . ...
Barely   .....no

...one ....behind me......pondering .......one foot slips      ....
Barely ......let..........
Can't let go ......
Dont let anyyyyy..........
Sign   ..
Of.......weakness show .....
Trembling .......
What's gonna  happen ....to me .........
Staring ........
Starry eyed kid.............
Used
.....
Used to .  ....
Be........
Nobody .........
Cares    bout
.
How    it .....
Use ta be ......
Psyche     ..... Dramatized ...
Tears .     Flow      
Forming rivers ....into oceans ... Cooling the   the raging fear and termoil inn  me ........I

I     ......
Can't ......
Let .....
....
I  cave ......
Let it go ......
Evolve .. .
Go with the flow ....the only thing that will forever be perpetually constant ......
Is  change........
So I say is that all you got ....
M'er F'er   ..
Heh........trigger please .......
Let it go ...
Or let's go ......
Naw baby ....
C'mon ...roll with ..me ....
Dank swag ...
350$ bandana....
500$ kiks......
1000$ blue tooth ... ....
Inked up .
On the set ...up in the club ....
DEEP!
Don't you worry bout a thang .....
I got you ***** .......
.......
Do yooooou
Know ...who you messin.
With ......
Shiiiiiiitttt......
Aint nuttin but a "G" .....THANG  
BAYYYBAY!

Han
Delton Peele Dec 2021
The midnight
Hung quiet and tensions rising .......
eery, slithering an
Crawling .....
Through the thickets ..... So slow ..... So
Very very slow
.......
Feel the tickling from the sweat ...
Trepidation sets in.....
Only  I mean only .........
When noise is being made by them ....
Shall I move
Then
×{[STOP]}×
.....
When the crickets stop.
Fickle.
F-N
Snitches
.....
C.I.'s
You loose sight
Hearing
..Intensifies..
Fear when it's used right
Will help you ...survive ...
If you're being hunted
Eye see by .hearing .
And not
.

. Hearing .
I see what I'm hunting
And when I give my word
And I put it on my skin
Look you in the eye.
It's no longer a promise ring my friend
It's backed by blood love .
There is no fear on this earth
That I have ever seen
That disturbs
....
Which is  
The predator
I become
When
I'm called
On it .

Flip the switch I'm gone
I
Animal
Eyes black
Hackle
Up
Hind legs twitch
I can taste the air.
And when I savour the piquant
Salty flavour of twilight glistened
Terrified
Sweat....
I'm close enough
Feal the pink
Heat signature of your breath.
And when I slowly lower my head in you general direction
My lips pursed and nose sneared  .....
Picking up  aromatics like
A dog picking up pheremone
Messages from the
***** in heat opening my eyes and they have a far off
Sleepy
..
..Glassy  gaze..
Grinch like smirk
One tear
On the front of the well over taken by the swell
Accidently
escapes
From  the empathy
Part
Of me
Petitioning
The executioner
( The inner me that governs
The right or wrong)
((In the event the circumstances
Prevent
Clemency
And stay of execution
Withdrawn ..
The inner me has the ultimate
Group
Of professional
Psychologist,
A "ta die for"
Debrief sanctuary
And a team of
Rational ends to meet the needs
And justifiers
To make things
Be
Just as if I never committed my....
Er things  
I mean never done a thing !

Because the
Governor stepped down
( Again the inner me)
LET THE GAME
CONTINUE
.....
:
One tear
Breaches
Then hesitates
As if to look back and say
C'mon it's ok  ,
Let's go ....
As it travels past the cheek
Gets
hooked and pulled past the nose like a venturi
Stops confused on the upper lip .
And defuses into nothing
Changed
Nothing
.
I hide further back into
Happy places in my mind
Because
That  streak of
Saline
Left sparkling in the twilight is sadly evaporating
....
The natural order of things
Steps in
Removing
It
To see this through
That one tear
One tear ....
From the heart and backed by a sea...
Was your last advocate
And the last
Lost trace
Of my humanity
One
Just one
Just.....
.....
WAIT
.....
.....
..
.
.

.



.




HE
HhhhhhhhhH
.



Had one word for me......
No.....
Wait
What happend

Owe wow
This started with an analogy
Like poetry
Or my stupid attempt at it..
I got too  into it and although it ends like a confession

It's not.

K.


YOU HAVE MY WORD ON IT.


Ok I am sorry...
I'm off on
Side bar your....
  Now on with the memory ......
Er .....
Um

Poetry?

So those stupid little
Simple fickle
Insects
On your side
There to help  
keep  your word
Then turn coat and
Turn into rats
And tryin  flush you out...

Those creepy things all over me
In my hair
So so so
Very difficult...
On the cusp of
im·pos·si·bil·i·ty
Staying quiet in the blackberry's bleeding
Cuts and puncture marks leaking
CCHHHSSST
YA WE THINK HES UP IN THE BOULDER FIELD ....
OVERCCCCHHHST
K
DEADLY FORCE IS AUTHOURISED...CCCCHHHST
...........
...I ..KNOW .....
I * CCHHHHST*

FLOOD lights being all chauvanistic
Accosting
The night
Ogling her privates
The sweats stinging blood drying .
Bugs down  my pluggers creepily up my inner thigh ...
...
Some one with a really nice ****** rifle acting all "eyes on me "sayin  loudly
Hey cap cmere I think we found something
!!!!!
This is the needle hole
I need !!
These rookies think there in a movie

..mabe they'll make one out of me...
Kidding ...
Kinda
Anyway ...
Focus I gotta move quickly and silently  
One chance ....
One

Just
...
The commotion  
Bristling
Is ........ like the comforting sounds that loom from the kitchen on through the living room .
Sizzling bacon
And Saturday morning cartoons.
The noise they make is my cover
To escape..
Ants...
I think
Atleast I hope these are ants and ......
Not .. spiders
No theyr not
They can't be.
I

Would

Freak

The

F..k
    

Out
!
K
...
keep going in my ear and up my nostrils
I turn quickly.
20 maybe 30 feet  
Across a  half light opening
And there's the sorta slow part of the river .....
The.............
Ice melt ....
And 1/4 mile the **** ...
An  

Turbines....
And the ****   lights ... An  
The 300 foot drop .


An ..
Giant maelstrom's .

As I turned to take of my shirt and slither out the blackberry patch
A large overly crusted with stickers
CANE.
grabbed my cheek poked my ...Eye. .
My body. Has no plans on being shot and cares not for accessories
I can live with the loss of an eye or scar's
Keep moving
Me on the other hand I'm still trying.......
Owe my head tilting tryin to get out the way..
Owwwwe....
Bit..
Get out the way ......
Owee wait I got a big one sinking into my lip..
Wooooe slow the role one second

Got one in my throat .
Then snap crackle ....snap
Like having 35 fish hooks in ya..trying to run and be quiet at the same time ....
I hit the river
And
O m G
I'm a pink quivering quiet crock ...
No body heard

No body saw ..
...I'm ...just....
SSSSKKKRRRT
baby Huey
The  assault rifle guy .
In the river puts a warm Glock against my ear ...
Kinda felt good actually ..
I put my hands and back feet down into the river bed .
Stop floating...
Wrapped my hand around a big rock ...
And slowly reached for my knife.....
He motioned me with ******* pointing to his eyes then to mine then back and forth as if saying I caught you.. .
I am predator
You prey
I got you
You submit
You understand
You see me
I see you  see me
You understand this is it ......
And motioned me to stand an turn around.
I complied  when I locked my fingers behind my neck .
He hit me in the kidney
Put his knife to my throat ....and quietly I felt my legs warming ....and I shivers
Allot a things
He said to me
One thing
Just one word

Just one

Just


. .

.

He said ....


Goodby
.....

And loosed his grip
Watch me float
Crying
.....
....


Wana know why ......


Maybe.


Some day

Maybe
Don't be like
76 · Sep 2021
All I could
Delton Peele Sep 2021
All I could do is cry..
I wanted your love so bad
I felt like I would die....
I couldn't get it ...
I tried so hard ....
Thats why I think it  left me so scarred .......
Cause all I did was try......
76 · Jun 2021
Pict u are
Delton Peele Jun 2021
Blackberry
Wilst though ever see how I yearn.
Upon thy beauty
I ponder on miracles endowing  me the ability
To simply behold you.
And I do .
During the off season
I can still glean throughout the year pictures of you in the crystal clear dew.
Or flash frozen from the freezer a gallon or two in case of emergency.
I do declare
Is quite often .


yearn.
76 · Aug 2021
Shtapo
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Cainst
Control the emotional flow
Livin in a crescendo
Of twisted up things
That resemble some
Of my half realized dreams
And it hertz me
Ya'al know
I mean I do
Yet I don't hope so
It like ain't know body gonna
Stop me now
Hellz naw
I got it goin on
Got my swag
Gangsta strut
Yuh
Fly
High
Rocker jeans
Fresh ironed Dickey's
All
"G"
Cap ta kix
CHICKS
sayin
Who's that guy
20 foot whip
Oooooh
Barracuda
Bass in tha back
Sunroof top
Digging the screen
Ooh oooooh.
Yuh
Not exactly like that
But you know what I meanz
Then here comes the future
X
Daaayam I got the luck
Straight out fantasy
Hot as ....
Well you know
Yuh
Says she wants ta
....
Be my queen
I play it cool
Say
Yuh.
And she says ya.
I say cool.
Now I'm in love
Honey doo
Yuh
I do anything boo.
I love you.
I'm a good boy
Now
She dont like that
Says she wants  
A mack
Sup
Wit that
****
I waz
the mack
Eva
Ray
Thing
I
Do is rong
"GONG"
Then
I sawwww
Hurrrr
Walkin in tha raaaaain.
(Orange juice Jones)
(Feel me)
Happened againz
DING ****
DING ****
YUH
THE WITCH IS GONE
lick my wounds
Back on track
Yuh
Return of the mack
Yuh
That's right baby
Rollin
In my hooptie
***
Help I'm blind
I cainst see!
......
Nobody
But you
Boo and ohhhhhh
Did you wax those pants?
I can totally
See my self
In em
And dam
Here we go
Again

Yuh

Nuh
76 · Apr 2022
Wolf bit ..........
Delton Peele Apr 2022
It's like a need......
...
Like an involuntary seed,
.......
If it germinates ......
It's no longer a want .......
It's a haunting obsession
Causing urgency to do right
And bravery imbues you.....
You exchange fate for destiny.
Your life becomes currency .......
What an honor to spend ....
When it's for freedom .....
Sending shivers.......and delivers
Ripples through generations of time....
The legend of you and your comrades...
Lifting the weak and subdued to new heights...
clearing the minds
They bask in the righteous
Battle you waged .....
And the good fight you fought ....
They howl from painful memories
Bittersweet tears onto victory
Strike fear to the heart of the enemy
Rising up like the sun ....
They shall carry on inspiring hope ...
As an honor to pay homage in remembrance of you....

It s like an integrated autonomous innocent being
You can't see but you will fight to protect and preserve above
Everything .. ... .
It's lyke an .......
It's like an artesian well
Spring inside......springs ..
It's like an incurable vine
Twined spiraling up your spine .
A separate entity......  
It feeds .....from the spring ....
In your mind you justify ,appeal
Try to reason with it....  
To no avail . ....
It's lycan.......
It's like An addiction ,
Lycan insatiable yet righteous greed ......
A healthy one indeed ......
Self perpetual.......
There's not a problem .....untill someone tries to take it from you.........
And It's lycan .. ......
Stiffens the spine .... .
And the hackle flicks up like needels.........
flings sweat into mist.. .. 
Eyes turn black ,
Lip unfurling .
K9's exposing.....
Coiling back .....like a tensioning
Spring........
Won't be treated like a dog being
Beaten for loyalty......... 
Bites the fist that swings ..  ..
And the taste of blood is sickeningly sweet......
It lycan unwritten law  
You have not authority
Nor reason ......
Dont touch me ....
Leave me be .....
It's lycan............
It  becomes lycanthropy ....
Don't touch my freedom ......
I'll bite everyone and you can't fight this infection .....
Freedom is out there and I'm
Lycan animal with the spirit and appetite to win ...
And I'm hungry like the wolf ......
Never give in ........
The bear attacks in vain .....
The wolf pack will not be tamed!
UKRAINE 🇺🇦  UKRAINE  NEVER SAY DIE NEVER GIVE IN SEMPER FIDELIS STAY FREE OUR FRIENDS ..........MAY VICTORY GIVE YOU SCARS YOU CAN WEAR IN THEIR SIGHT .....
HEALING YOUR HEART .........
YOUR DESTINY IS VICTORY AND WITH IT
YOU WILL FOREVER CHANGE HISTORY .....THE WORLD IS COUNTING ON YOU .  
WE BELIVE IN YOU.
75 · Nov 2021
Tied to unfrustrate
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Frailty.......
I fear the fickleness
Within this entitlement
Based society.
Where in
I fail to see .....
The heart of This lion they lay claim too
Be?
Maybe ..........
This is only a thought....
Usage is in the eye of the
Depictor
where as terminology would follow function .
At this unction
You should see ........
A paradigm shift.....
In the way with which the word is used .... Its not what they say they are .
It's what they say they do......
Actually kinda cute ......
In a sad way.....
75 · Aug 2020
Justice
Delton Peele Aug 2020
Just as every word has come to fruition
In fact there is literally a new addition every day.ultimately each one is absolutely designed streamlined and scrutinized by leading etymologist
They by definition definitely have a specific meaning
Unfortunately with slang and dialect an every thang most are used improperly T.B C.
75 · Jan 2022
Life in Picaso
Delton Peele Jan 2022
Fickle ,
Unpredictable,
Random ......
The simply complicated state of zen......
It is what makes it so blissfull.......
Unwell wishing for some .......
At the other end .
Of the spectrum.
No use tryin to hide the pink streaks     ....
Like acidic streams
Cutting caverns down through my puffed cheeks....
The saline
Leaks .....
From my eyes....
Stings ........
Dreams .....
Lofty ....wonderfully
Thought of
Dreams .....
Beautiful sanctuaries.....
A place to hide and smile .........
POISON ....
They can be
Like walking down a slightly sloped ..oily
Razor blade.....
Dreams  .......
Have them love them . ....
By all means ..
Never fall in love with them ......
Never  fall in love with them
...........
POISON
......
IMPRISONED
75 · Sep 2021
Posi
Delton Peele Sep 2021
Immaturity suits me
As I'm not old enough yet to
Have the authority
to
Say no to me
Although some time ago
This opportunity
Had been bestowed to me
I declined
Unbeknownst to me.....
.
Em I'm like
I don't G  I  V  E
A
FUNNNNNNN
FUUN FUNNY
HEH
Delton Peele Oct 2020
The taste of love once bitten  ambrosial  insatiable
Saffron infused whipped honey butter
The flavors of the colors plumb crazy purple
Candy apple red sugary sparkling white
Glossy ebony. Red cherry kukabura  licorice
Deep blackberry
soft glowing pink spiked with wisps of magenta ,coral and tastefully splattered
With clouds snowy white and airy.
The Mojave desert drenched
And still wet shimmering in hues of golds sparkling as seen through pouty  eyes.
The taste of passionate sweat
And and the ultimate quench
The tears of love
Oh the mere mention of which fills the well of my eye
Countless pillows saturated
From the seemingly endless nights
That should have been............
Instead i writhe alone, in a hot sauna ,glistening
Minds twistining in this insatiable plane
*** drive insain i m thinkin my brain stuck in puberty
Bristling with i wanna
And im cursed with a perfect pornographic
Memory in perpetual  purgatory
Im sick withit
I notice a whip of your hair , an extra long stare
The nap of your neck
That look of" i dont care if youre here or there
You are of no interest to me"
Whith respect i try to discretely slip away.
Im hypnotized with a bellicose glare thats saying
Dont you dare try to walk away from me.
Come to me later when im alone
You have something i need .!
My blood instantly boiling under your spell all the way home i san smell your gaze upon me.
I have no will i am your Renfield
Im in love with being sealed in your fate
And this seether you have me steeped in
Caged temporally is only temporary
I am whodini shifting Nosferatu
You thought you had me
Sorry i have you under me and you invited me in
I ve got a fever ........
etiquette and inhabitions obscured
Sleepy eyed smirk i picture you and I
In an oasis under an ****** blue sky.
You in a jean skirt
Compassed about by lush deep green
Your favorite song nothing you do could be wrong
Im outa my mind your twerkin
And i can almost see your. .........
<{****}>
kicked off the gong show for lude behavior
Thats just sillyness .
Seriously im lascivious
Enough about me all i want is everything
About you
Succulents thriving in the august month draped in a glistening canopy
Of moist oceanic breeze.
everything joyful inviting. caramels
Almonds, sticky sweet baklava......
Mangoes and sticky rice....
Thai ice tea and coffee.
Honey do dripping cloves and cinnamon........wild mountain blackenblueberry jumble pie with extra  crumble and saturday winter soup
And summer sunday fried chicken
Bliss .....concord grape claufatis Di Sorono with fresh squeezed murcotts
Whith a drizzle of chambord
Panne de homone
And the tickle of a little humming birds tounge flicking your earlobe
Felt but not heard
The flavors mixing
shake not stirred
The first drink youll savour and with a woulnded heart you will slide down to the bottom of the glass looking for more
Its such a rush that you chase it knowing its ultimately
What you live for
Wanderlust,indescribable wontedness,
Mysterious,intoxicatingly exotic
Dangerous cocktail of eclectic electricly charged concoctions
On the cusp of poisonous
depending whom you share it with
could be the breath of life
Releasing you from stress and strife........could be the kiss of death ..................
Could be a soulmate could be the best thing the world has ever seen ..........inspiring ...................creator of king a Queen ....
Nations are built and conquered by her
Mountains moved.
Its what makes life worth living.
Once smitten the world abounds
Heaven smiles
You bath water feels like milk
And smells like lilacs an hyacinth
Youre gowned in silks and satin
Everything becomes new
in vibrant pastels and unimaginable
Muse
Flavors mingle .....
Personally to me its..........
It starts with honey and black licorice sucrets
Turning to orange an whip cream then fresh crunchy cherries
Enhanced with the essence of you
Like the sugar cube on a stick
I pour my Absinthe through


And as our pallets change along with life
As they always do one thing remains constant
I follow my heart and
always winds up in you !
Sorry forget me knot two.the second spell prequel
74 · Mar 2022
Life
Delton Peele Mar 2022
In wardly an awkward line ,
Lies........
Somehow betwixt kudos and mockery.
And generally a ***** or an incline
Determination of which ....
Established sadly by the one walking it.
I. E. ME, growing up lacking temperament and confidence,
I told everyone I wanted to be a comedian........
They all laughed at me.......
I took it the wrong way
And tried to be a poet .
I think maybe I was  a little to sensitive....
Life,........
Isn't funny .....
Er idk........
So yah follow your heart .
But have some fun and don't be so ...
Idk .....

Like me ......
74 · Oct 2021
Tomorrow
Delton Peele Oct 2021
Decisions are choices I feel forced to ,.....
And would  rather not make.
A life time in deliberating such things
I believe
Mistakes within Living
This way are
abundant and without effort made,




Decisions .    . . ..
Choices laying in wait
Grief in either way .
In procrastination
Facetious freedom.
Half I hope they may fade away
Other half in invention and rehearsed.
Solutions of elusive excuses.
As the space in my mind
Depleting .
For fleeting moments
I sleep uneasily ......
Awake I sojourn .
Forlorn and frozen ..
From the decision  of avoiding
Choices
In decisiveness tax higher than
Chosen opportunities
And what sweet liberation
In meeting the enemy
Instantly.
Never underestimating
How serious .
Focus
No victory is ever satisfactory,
Without a worthy advisory
Delton Peele .



Each one compounds
All of these
74 · Sep 2021
Whom so ever shall be ?
Delton Peele Sep 2021
SET THE EMOTIE
TO CONDESCENSION!
Friends countrymen ,
Lend your amendment pen
To me....set the EMOTIE
To  contemplation .......
As you do
Bear in mind this
It is an impossibility
For me ....not to say
If Ye are Roman
allora ti amo amico mio continua!
se sei americano ascolta attentamente
Where is Waldo?
Close your eyes
Let this question echo
Within all who reads
Mind....
In unison through generations
Back in time
Let Emerson hear
"Thank you!
We need you!

NOW LETS SEE!
WHOM SHALL BE ?
WARNING THIS IS A TEST
OF YOUR RESOLUTION
are you or are you not ?
Look yourself in the mirror
Little lamb .......chop
Cute little button tail
Bahe aheaheahahe
Awe didem faiwul?
Course you did little.....
Kid .......
Let your reflection look at you
Five minutes
You can't.......

Oh hey ?
Can you see POWER!
Stars.
stripes.
fireworks.
Smell the tears
The blood  
Gunpowder  
Courage in the face of fear
Hear the screams so clear
Musket fire breaking bones
Frost bitten starving
Knowing they would never again ....
See home ,yet they perceiver ed
Alone .....
Carnage in conditions so severe
Queers lesbians women men
Friends lovers or enemies
Stood and fought side by side
No disrespect meant to those who play same team
Derogatory terms used strictly for shock value .....
I stand in awe and shame for I have not the valor or means to fully convey the magnitude and depths of gratitude
Graciously ,humbly
Thank you ........
Thank you ......
TO THE REST OF YOU
OH HEY?
can you see.....
The scenes
Do you ever stop and think

Of those patriots who lie
In pieces upon the field
Crying
smoke and steam leaving chest cavity
on crimson stained snow carry their soul
Away from the field and shield them from these travesties forever more........
My country ......tis
Or is it our country
Or is it their country
Look in the mirror
Is this fear ?
Are we here
Shall we not ask what we can do
And instead ask what is this country trying to do to you?
.....
Verily Verily I say unto You
If thy country ask of me
As far as my courage allows
That I shall gladly do!
If thy country make me do
I may or may not
And make no mistake
Neck will stiffen and schism
Created
If thy country which I hold dear to me
Force me
Threaten me
Levy unmerited punishment upon me
Extort me
Single me out take from me my inalienable rights
Be little me put me on blast
Set me agin friend and kin
Because I refuse to give in
And not for reason of religion
But because I will not be in sufferance of oppression
Or beatin into subjection of fear....
I will with great raging vehemence stiffen my neck
Stare those who set against me with dominance
I will give nothing measurable unto those who strip me of my home,loved ones clothes or dignities ..
And as a declaration I will stand firm for those cannot out of fear .
Give my life if that's how far they wish to take it .........
I cannot live under the misery of fear anymore.   . That is my way
That is the or was the American way
. ......that is what the legends
....our forefathers died for!
This is the time in wich you are
Pick your poison
If you choose not to choose
Loose your job!
Not enough ?
You get no unemployment!
Unk says blacklist
You won't be employed
You cannot fly ....
You cannot take the buss
You will not get food stamps
No food bank for you
Children taken
Forced
Don't believe me
Just watch!

Take the test which I made references too.....Ralph Waldo Emerson.....
Non conformist
I first heard and read at lake stevens middle school .....changed my life for...ever
74 · Jul 2022
Clk
Delton Peele Jul 2022
Clk
I like rhymes ,
Then again ,
I find,
A lot of times ,
a message by design,
should be oiled and honed ,
Sharp ,
to  a point ,
Like a pitchforks tine  
Covered in ointment .
Grammatically correct,
an attempt  
Meant to affect the mind ,
Once achieved
It will start
traveling  into the spine
Find it's way into the heart
Deliver the elixir to the infected part ,
Never underestimate
The temptations you lay on fate  ,
The ease in which you will perpetrate hate
How great your recompense ,
when you exaggerate ,
It's like taking truth and trying to disguise it with lies.    
Even if your completely in the right
You'll look like a reprobate regurgitating flies!
Stay true or stand alone
Which you may
Either way
In truth you'll know the foundation of your  home is built on a pillar of stone.
No matter the intent it should always bare
relevant evidence.    

Specifically but not limited to
An act of defense
In essence an update to a dense mind
Containing vernacular in
Whatever dialect the situation
Will appropriate
Thus the focus should remain
On meaning and feeling
And not spent on a
Sugar coating with a limited vocabulary
Each adjective,verb placed with
A forensic precision
Should bring gravity
Opening the eyes of the spiritually blind.
Read  written or said
Only that which need be
let it be the milk of the word
Heard
and the meat be between the lines    
Less what you wanted to say
Will loose weight too swiftly
Overt and superfluous euphemism or dysphemisms
Will stall the velocity
And anything which can cause a schism between
Syntax and eloquence
Certainly and surely
Blur and disturb
Unless your like me
Speak before thinking
Backed up with a fist like an anvil
74 · Dec 2020
Collateral
Delton Peele Dec 2020
Oh **** You got no idea the damage
Its magic
Like a warlock
I can cause irrevocable language
Tragic......
Like a devil out of Tasmania
Boggles the mind
You know what Im sayin to ya?
Like the opposite of
Fantastic
Without a clue
I go all out
Spastic
When Im left alone with nothing to do.....
.........
WHHAaahhHT?
I was tryin to fix
It
Sorry?
Geeza louiza
74 · Nov 2022
Mask
Delton Peele Nov 2022
I cover silver and gold
With mange and flees ,
I roll in rancid things
To stave off any smell of nobility.
Lowly I walk in shadows   ....
Of the beautiful.......
Slowly I go solo
In this masquerade
A filthy dog is what they see ,
Because Ive been beat about the snout .....
And made to believe
This is my lot
In secret I know
I know ....
I know .....
I know .........
I am not this monster  ...
My poor heart ...
I wear on my sleeve...
I can not keep it in me
It's wounded .....
All but rotten ......
Every good deed  
And all I have forgiven ......
Instantly diminished....
Forgotten ....
Madness consumes my sleep .
Sleep depravity Bereft's me of strength.......
I'm weary of this existence......
Will I ever escape     .
Will I
Will I ....
Can I .......
I...........
I'm on a roller coaster here
Bear with me please ......
Just venting ......
Sorta
74 · Jun 2022
When
Delton Peele Jun 2022
When will the favorable
Winds blow my way again .
I wonder........
And I wonder.....
When will my vanity
And pride fall from my eyes,
Allow me to see the real me
I wonder .......
As I wander .........
I ponder on petty things....
The more I breathe
The less of me i see ,
Entombed within these
Walls made of masks
Portraying appropriate personalities ,
In different social settings,
The chameleon ,
Masquerading,
Machiavellian  .
Star lit charlatan.........
So many people I've been ,
Too many to ponder........
I really try not to....
Still I wander......
And as I do ....
I can't help but to wonder
Do people see me the way
I have wanted them to?
Some I do .......
Most I don't.....
Either way
Do or don't want to play
The part
Still just a Wanna be.
Lost in a fantasy......
In a sea of my dreams....
I walk upon the waters .......
Peacefully I gaze deeply
Down  at my reflection
I see my eyes reflecting the sky's....
And I wonder .........
A lonely tear distorts the vision
And as the ripples flow in each direction........
Dissipating in amplitude and frequency .........
Until I can't see ......
Still I believe if not for the shore
They will they go on ......
And the implication .......
Regardless intentions ,
Different dynamics,
Will view my deeds from different perspectives .
And tales will be told ,
The ripples you create.....
Radiate ....
From love ........
Can cause someone to hate
And .........
If you are not being you.....
How can you offer defense....
Only those you have completely fooled
Might believe you......
I see connection .........
You aren't judged how you feel.....
But by actions you do
Which reflect and refract
And with every act is a reaction
And it's true .......
Johnny Cash can tell you.....
"Bad news travels like wildfire.
Good news travels slowwweww.
They all call me wildfire,
Cause everybody knowwowos
Im bad newwwwws."
Every body want to .....
Believe rumours about you .
That way they feel a little better about    
What they do ...
And so I ponder in my minds eye..
Each disguise reflects certain aspects of the real me.
And if could actually remove all these masks ......
Who would I be?
The question continually haunts me.........
Who am I?




I wander in wanderlust
Drunken  on my memories.
Laced with my perspective....
I have to believe .....
Each masquerade ,
My intention for every role I've played........
Was to help someone see
You don't have to pretend to be someone your not
Just to fit in .....
Does that make me hypocritical?
I wonder ....
The dumb bomb  ticking in my mind
I'm afraid I'm gonna get paranoid
73 · Feb 2021
FReally?
Delton Peele Feb 2021
0 degrees outside
She ......
All hot and bothered.....
Awkwardly
Comes trippin in.
Her arms overly full of words stacked.
Given me that look of,
WHAT?

want ,
Rejection? disbelief !
Youre an *******,
And well ?
Arent you gonna help me?
Stumbles and stops .
Throws hands
Folds her arms
Turns sideways.
Thrusts her head back and looks the
Opposite way.
Blows a contemptuous
Burst of air out of flared nostrils.
And and says
With a snotty tone . ...
I dont know why i have to say it.
K
Ya knaw what
Im Sorry ....
But
Blah blah blablaw......and thats my fault how?
Im not doin this
.this is your fault!

...
"Uhm ...
Was that an apology ?".....is what i said in my head ..
What i said out loud was
"What .....
Ohhhhh
Hah!
O......I......C
Heh hehheh.
You want me to
Apologise?
R u serial right here..........
O........k.......
I can definitely do that.....
O...k.....
im sorry .. .
But i cant appologise for that..
There ......
Better now?"

And outside those thin beautiful walls
The stupidity continues.
All from a misconstrued
Cellphone message...
Neither would listen
Neither would give in
They would rather let love die
Why ...
Cant anyone love each other
Enough
To understand
We cant hold our partners
To higher standards
Than we hold ourselves to
No we need the opposite
And thats what we dont do
And the reason we complain about our day to day
To the only one who will listen
Is weve already
Smoked off all the ears anyone else who would pretended to have given a damm.
So turning the one lover u have left into a captured phycological abducted and held hostage
Torture victim
73 · Aug 2022
Left
Delton Peele Aug 2022
Should I fathom so many degrees
In which I can falsely assume responsibility
And be riddled with diverse insecurities?

Of off an wrong angulatities
Pay penance,
Be recompensed
Spend my sentence
In silence ....  
On my knees
Begging you ......
Please don't leave me .....?
Is that what you would have me do.....
For the best part of my life?
Oh please forgive me ..... .
For that can only be done once.....
And then you left me
.............
It takes so long to unbelive
Untruths .
From someone you love so desperately.............
When you can't say anything .......
Then to find
Behind your back .  
They have convinced everyone
It was you commiting all these
Deeds.  
The madness that ensues
Is self destructive insanity......    
You look like a monster ....
You lash out
Sinks the charges deeper....
They finally get caught in the wrong ....and ohhh
Por thing ...
It's cause all the bad things he did to her.      
I don't blame her .  ...
YOU GO GIRL.. .....
73 · Dec 2021
See
Delton Peele Dec 2021
See
Hypocritic
Machiavellian
With
Sadistic
Intent
Monolithic
Opposite
Of
The fundamental
Reality

Artesian of
Maelfeasions
Supernatural
Thermal vent
Belching subtle, delicate
Beautiful
Believable
Lies  .....
Composer of
Compromise
Rotten
Death filled seas
Of
Composting
Broken dreams
Feeder an ruler of
Flies .....
With malignant
Stagnate
Tributaries .
The fact
That
You
Are
Enemy
Of
My enemy
Does not surprise
Me...
Get behind me
Stay that way.
You have
Aught
With
My adversary
Does not make you friend
When he would be
Destroyed
You will
Turn on
Me...
I am
To someone an enemy
Yes.....
They are not my enemy .
They have lived on
Lies
And
This
I pity

There can only be
One solution

.....Truth.....

Find the standard
If in agreement
With it .
Then do not
Combat evil for evil
It will only convolute
Fact and fiction
Till you character
Will betray you
......
To the world
You resemble
The aggressor
Not the victim

...
Ballistics or statistics
Enemy or
Allies
Truth or
Lies
Composition
Or compromise
Divine
Or demise
Devise a way to divide
Yourself from what
Can take you
In later days
In ways you could never expect.
The future is opportunities
Or is it
A
malicious
Past you
Will see
..believe ..
Me
73 · Jan 2021
Eyes
Delton Peele Jan 2021
Standing , glassy eyed
Tounge tied
I tried not to sound glib
Oh....good ...ya....
No thats good rieeeeeet?
I mean hey you deserve
A great guy.

(So *** waz I?)

Oh ..right on...

(He's gonna d..) Ohhhh no way
Thats so funny....
So........ Does he live around here?
Uh huh...so where does he live?
72 · Nov 2021
I would buuuuuu
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Anticipations of grandeur  
Catch fire
my mind.......
Then burst into brilliant
Arrays of
Stupidities
Oh sure  

.......

I still have opportunities
72 · Aug 2021
Title?
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Lable the one I can't be
Something grand
Ampersand
Ladle the rest that can't see the real me
Lazily into a bowl
Of
Fickle faithless friendemies
Set up a stand
Free please
I've got too many of these
And I'm weakend
Lacerated by shattered mirrors infused with vanity
Begining to believe
I'm naive I bleed
In reflection
I bleed  
I take these silvery pieces from my flesh
Make an effigy
Of me
Red stained mosaic
Mirroring the twisted  picture my mind's eye sees  
Thinkin the world still  seeing the  me
I used to be
Mangled with fears
Of what the future brings

Macerated over years
In secret tears


Regrets slowly set down bitter roots
Their poison setting in

Introspect

Has got the best of me


I  view it

Bitterly
72 · Dec 2021
Stayed gne
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Fractured....
Fuzzzzz.....
Static........
Emotionally
Pixelated .......

.....played ...

Lacerations ....
.....
Incarcerated
..........
Incinerated
..........
Lost found
And forgotten
Pulled up from
The blackend
Frigid murk
Of the worst
Waste lands
Of rock bottom....
Packed in lye
......
Cried,
..
Lied to.......
Waiting to die
Forced to stand naked
Outside,and
Watch begotten
  
Nursed back to my prime......

Beat down ,
Tarred,
Scourged,
Disturbed,
Then once again ...  
Drowned in the salty turbidity of my own painful,
Tears.... .



.... ...
I've been sculpted ........

....andIhateit....

Scars in my eyes.
But you can see the saaad sooooooong
Sung in
Cerulean Hues.
.......
Goiiiiiing into
Indigo......

Child actor syndrome
Wished I would have played Disney
Roles
......
Type cast ***** ...
Burnt out
Fast .

Now I'm playing
Comedy drama
...******......
cycle upon cycle

Scars upon scars
This game ......
This  dam   game ......

Shame.............mmmmmmm



This my my
Mind game
So many times  .........
Feels like auto pilot......
An it takes so long to get to this  plain .........


Lightning

bitter wind ....
Icy wet and sadistic.......
My love.
My queen ..!
Center of my confidence.....
Will you accept me ........
This time........
Ive been pushed  away
... I chose to wait.  .....
Alone ......
I created a lonely garden ...here I lay at your feet a thousand long stickery stemmed roses..feel free
To grab them
By the blossom ..........
Ill stand here
With my shirt
Off ....and you can
Whip me with each one
72 · Sep 2022
Think slow
Delton Peele Sep 2022
The
Vector...........
Of
Violence...........
Can be
Impeded with intelligence
Tempered by
Experience,
And absorbed
By understanding!
The vulnerabilities no matter how obscure is complete irrelevance
And wherever you are
We've all had glistening tears
When we broke ,clutched our souls ,
In disbelief,
Weak on our knees like vagabond's
Waiting upon the reaper.  
Facing the sky we all look at the same stars.  
And those same scars are the bars
That imprison us in the game....
Made of fear ,guilt,and shame .....
We make these wears ,,,,
Invent these games and believe
What we know in our hearts
Is not real or true ........
Maybe you been hurt by someone
You so looked up too
I know that
I lived that ......
Its a feeling no one should go through.........
Be the person you needed
The person you could have looked up to.  
The one you set all your standard's too.........
Cause no one else will
Unless you will......
Just because you could .....
Then you know you should...

Skrrrrrrrrrrt
Don't get me wrong there a whole long long longggggggggg
List of M'er F'ers that need that need to be plugged in the mug
72 · Feb 2021
Thestring sewed in my
Delton Peele Feb 2021
Your eyes cancel every sound
Like were alone
Kissing in the snow
When you speak.... black velvet is what i hear.
Im so........
I dont know
Entranced I guess........
Youre passionate
About every thing im into
And so knowledgeable
Even before I met you
Youre incredible
You even use
The same words I do .....
I cant stop smiling .......youre perfect.......
I ........think
I feel a tear ....
Am I actually crying right here........youre
So perfect
I dont know what to do
***.  
..i dont know what to do

Im crying ?
*** ....
Wait .....
W....a...i......t
Please I promise not to cry on our second date


At least ill try
72 · Mar 2022
Rain pain game
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Pitch black ...
Frozen in silence .....    
Somethin cold just moved in.
Got your hackles up
And you know its full of vengence .
Goose bumps ,heart pumps.
Foot steps..
Thump......
Thump........
Thump......
Tension burning thick
Blinding white light
Rips crackling through the sky.
When your vision comes back
You see me
Eyes smouldering
Bloodshot focused like a lazer beam.
And the thunder rolls
And with it falls....
RAIN PAINS .....
COLD CHAINS AROUND MY NECK,
Remember me and what you said
Well the old me is dead and gone
Waited so long for apologies.
Too late snake
Time to bleed.....
Tell me now how
Im old
fake gold
Bought sold
Sell out wanna be.
Has been
You who pretended to be my friend
Secretly spreading lies
Delton Peele Dec 2021
Upon graduation they swear the
.....
Hypocritic oath...
Then put it up on display......
Is this where you want to pull your defenses down
And let some one see.......
The fragile naked vulnerable fragile inner me ......er ....
I mean you......
And then let then ****** your demons .....cause who knows maybe they took that hypocrite thing little too literal so ya they are practicing
But what are they practicing....
And on who ?
And why ....
Ohhhhhh
Conspiracy?
Or something that rhymes with eye!
If you think you are paranoid
You  probably are. It's ok I got someone watching you all the time.
71 · Mar 2022
O. K if that is the o
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Hold still nay sayer
I dont want **** you.
.........
Yet........
I joke.....
K....
Let me set the choke line
To the mule....
An.nnnnnnn.d
Got it....
Now you are sure that
This is the only way..
Alrighty then.
Do not attempt
To wallow in denial.
I am in complete control
( subject to time sensitive and emotionally charged
Situations ,not limited to psychotic breaks,taunting ,sleep deprivation,and parallel parallax
Paradigm issuse.)
What we are attempting to do
Is this.
Delton Peele Jul 2022
Contemplate for a moment
If you will.
An opposite   .
It's my wish
First one will be this
The complete opposite of ....
A miracle     .
Now within that construct...
I want you to imagine
The absolute opposite of
Suddenly being struck
By a incurable horrible sickness....
It's the only analogy that I can see
That shows how you make me feel ......
Obviously the second one
*******
71 · Nov 2021
Rennisaunce on holiday
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Can't stand
How
quick people
Jump to love then
Recant!
Take a fake offense
To
A
Comment which was actually meant to be a compliment.
I just
love that.
LoL
Like the other day
2 and a half weeks&11
Short days ago.
Someone said they
feel like my words were
"Clearly"
Full of ambiguity .
Instead of responding
I
Reacted.
And said
"It's so hard for me to lie to you.
That's what makes this
So difficult for me to say.
"I appreciate you and furthermore
Value your little constructs .
Thank you so much.

I don't know how to feel about that!
And quite frankly my friend.
your
Statement is without Merritt
And the fact
That it doesn't matter is irrelevant.
I'm not ambiguous
I'm ambivalent....
Atleast I'm pretty sure I am.
And ya
Ya know
I wouldn't be a liar if I told you
I think
Cryptically
So when I speak

I have a habit
Of being overtly descriptive,
Painting the picture with explicitly vivid depiction the subject just slightly out of focus so as to draw the listener in
And when they're in tune
I put them into the story .
Then I know there listening
Then I know hear me .
Then I know they understand me
Then I know they feel me.
The we peak together
And I
End abruptly.
And bounce ..
Wait for the phone call the next  morning.
When they say
Hey I'm sorry I fell asleep .I didn't hear the end to you're story.
.

Ok  
So here it
Is .


....
71 · Dec 2020
Lay off summary
Delton Peele Dec 2020
We
Are
**** Sapien
Primate
Animalia
**** absconditus
**** adaptabilis
**** animalis
**** hypocritus
**** superior
**** poetica
In regards of me and you
I see a resemblance
In the last two
Same species ?
True!
Same team?
I used to think.
I still do.
I wonder if you
Still think
Or do you
Just
Do
?
The difference is greater
Than
The similarity
I AM ME
who
Are
...
..
.
?
71 · Mar 2022
Serin fade me
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Serenade me...
my soon to be........
Love..........  .
play 12 string guitar ,
Sitar ........ or just sing
Anything really......
Please .....
Love
find my frequency .....
harmonize
Open mine eyes
And make me ............ ,
Believe I am worthy of someone
.....     Wanting me.
Just one note to cajole
A silhouette of how I used to be
Is all I need
Then I can be me again
Then at least I can dream again.
Breath ..again
Be......
Able ...........
To fade out the scars
The infidel overdosed me in.....
70 · May 20
?
Delton Peele May 20
?
Time it takes ....
For me
To recover ...
From certain things
Slowing
Urgencies  ....
Growing.......
Yet I still sit still .....
I know ....
What I should be doing..
That part of me is currently..
Disabled......
I bury my head in pursuant of what I shouldn't be.........
Keeping me from what I could be....
So....
I simply justify by lieng
Using time constraints ,back pains ,
Covid ,or what ever it takes to postpone ..
Now I'm burry........
Lay awake all night stars in my eye
Some times a few tears .....
A little worried
If I finally find >........
...
It again.         Love
Will I be able.  
Or will I finally find that love all along was my Cain......
It's killing me
I'm alone and emotionally unstable

Many moons,
Flitter by ......
Haven't got the glitter out of my eye
My reflection is blurry
Mold upon my window cill  !
I sit dormant.....  
Dark grey consumes.
Hopes  and dreams ...
Blue skies  ,
Sunny days
Everything I want to do.....
A.K.A.    .........
YOU.
.........
I finally find.  ....
Only to find
I ....
Can't have you....
Change the epoch
******* epic
Ethan Frome tragedy
Deep convulsive inhale
Fade to black
Fin!
.....
...
.
70 · Mar 2022
Lumints
Delton Peele Mar 2022
Apex view within my mind's eye.
In any topic to be construed .....
Almost instantly
Met with superciliousness
The rift from which two  lobes sit juxtapose .
Both with kingdoms

Has no barricades of impedance.
Thus scenarios , and extrapolations
Free and silky
Ebb and flow
Blend with perceptions
And experience
Because of this
My methods and means can be seen as  quite unorthodox.
The time it takes for some to see.......
it was exactly how I explained it to be....
Is not only profound
They use as an excuse
To pretend not to remember .


I am not  limited to ....
What anyone sets guidelines to.
70 · Nov 2021
Hybrid tea
Delton Peele Nov 2021
My time
In my life
In comparison.
Within
Humanity,
You and me,
As well as  
My defense
.....I lean on....

Hybrid tea
Blossom beautiful
In bloom

Caccoona
Pupa
70 · Jul 2021
Torn between my loves
Delton Peele Jul 2021
My beautiful darkness
I'm sorry to say
This morrow is a
Melancholy sweet sorrow
You know you can't stay
She calling. ...my love  
Seducing me with her charms
Ebony hold me don't let me ssee
Pull me into your *****
In your velvet arms
She's too.....early
Literally
Absolutely the epitome
Of elegance
in how you take your leave
Without a hint of jealousy
I'm Entranced My love
Not even death could keep me
I will be with you Miss eve
.....
She's here
....
Invisibility into grey
Hue's slowly color their way
Into view
Sparkling
cool crisp dew
Your both quenching and cleansing
Spatial light bristling
Rejuvenating
Oh morning  I forget how good you feel
I so love you .....
Don't tell eve .....
Ok ?
Ok!
You're my favorite Time of day to sleep through.
...


Our.   Times.    So.        Short
You ..know I wish.  ....
You ....could.          Stay .......
But noon coming soon .....and..............
I love you too.....

.to solo t............
Why can't I sleep .. ...until my alarm rings then the sleep is so sweet
69 · Aug 2022
Should
Delton Peele Aug 2022
Do you lie ,
Awake late at night ,
And exacerbate.?
On future events
Diving in diverse deepths
In relationshipwrecks,
Toxic introspect.....
macerating in
Worst case scenarios?
obsessing on Exaggerated
Outcomes ....
Fill the rig with
Painfull emotions
Bang it straight in neck
Living in the effect of
What you've done.......
These vivid pangs of hurt
Never come to fruition yet you allow them to diminish
Self worth as if they  are a reflection  of you .

Feelings in this sensation
Give you a false feeling this makes you a better person
It cannot ..
You can never convince anyone how you feel .

Only deal in the real
It works out better this way
Trust me!





Keep yourself in check
Delton Peele Aug 2021
Is it wise to think differently?
Theoretically ?
Is it wisdom you seek?
If yes then....
Is it the picture
Of certain pompous people's
Looking up to you...
Or is it pure benevolence
That moves you
Then wisdom will suit you
Any reason other than this
Still is vanity
If it is vanity
You seek
then seek vanity

Looking for wisdom
Is a wise thing
With diverse accoutrements
And you should know now
Evidence suggests
It is a road without end
That will bring you happiness
Give you substance
The road if you  must
Begins in understanding
MASHAL
These are not treasures to discover
These are skills
Learned and eared
Truly
Treasures beyond
Measure.
69 · Nov 2021
Why hear me
Delton Peele Nov 2021
Songs......
that haven't been.
sung....
Times......
Wantingly walking right into .....
What ........
I should have run.....
From ......  
Wrongs done...
So .......
Um ....
I guess
I wander into the furthest recesses .
To the precipice
Of the horizons of my mind .......
Find .......
Right ..
Wrong....There is no act that can undo the fact
That .........
There is no view that isn't slightly askew.
I feel like someone's writing a book of my life that can't be read
Untill.....
I'm dead.
And they are waiting impatiently
For..  ...
Me ....
Too
Move.....
I'm unsure
About whether I do ..... Or don't want to move.......
Who will remember or
Or want to care ....... Or not to .....
If I do ...
Hoorays for me
And boo
From the rest.
Delton Peele Feb 2021
LËT NÖT
YÖUWHØ
FORGET
Never trust the one
Saying
.....
"It goes
Without saying"
.......
Its the lie that removes all speculation
By saying it.
......
This statement
Should be self evident.

I
Dont know
Why
It
Isnt
.....
...
..
.
69 · Oct 2022
I Clave
Delton Peele Oct 2022
Archaic ,......?
Me?
I do my best not to be  ..
Although If you try to be anything
Means you actually are what your not wanting to be.....
Anyway that's just another
Misconception of arbitrary
People's perception based on they're own environmental
Conditioning .......
An Im not gonna lie    ....
This was a big hang up of mine for along time .....
I can tell you this .
The less I care about what people say .......  
Sets my heart ablaze .....
For real though!

Still I get good and bad DayZ
On the good Im
Feeling like I look like I feel!
On the bad ....
Same same .. .
Against the grain  ..  .
Maverick?
Maybe ,......
Mistook for
Stoic ?
Shylock ,
Hopeless romantic !?!
emotions ........
reflections of memories
Feelings , how to react
Through experiences
Taught to me.........

Are my day drifts
trips in nostalgia
Synthetic?

As this journey continues
Lower are the highs
More frequent are the lows!
Once long ago
I was told to be a good man
Be honest ,empathetic and
Sensitive.......
Now I believe I can't let any
Of these things show......
Everything  I have struggled to be...........
Make me look weak......
Don't really know ***
The world wants of me. .
I'm just good ......
I'm gonna just stay me ...
Everyday , everything
Comes my way   ....
As it unfurls .......
It's my way . ...
F. T W..................
Im in an enclave .....
In my minds eye ......
69 · Dec 2020
Cry
Delton Peele Dec 2020
Cry
I cried so hard blood flowed from my eyes
And my throat
Burned
Cramped and turnt to stone
my voice rasped
I grasp for good words
I have none
My speech pours from a flask.
No one but me knows......
No one asks
My wretched deplorable soul
Wears this mask
Every body loves me .
Because they dont know me
Because they dont want to
I make them happy
Mr. Popular with a hidden scar
They form lines to see me
Even though im dying .
I see them through
None of them
See me
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