When you have to try,
To..........
Be cool,
Look cool
Or feel cool
Then usually
You can't have all three
At the same time
Because they won't coincide
Best off to just be you...
Unless ........
You're me
An if that's the case ....
Then yah.  
You're gonna wanna be me.
Trust me ..
I even wanna be me!

Difficulties and estrangement's
Elegantly  evaencent
Wantings gone
cravings subdued
All lines
That I never ceased
To get hung up on
become undrawn
Even the impossible
I do with ease
Secure all clear
New lust for adventure
With ...
My reoccurring fantasy
You have no idea
How deeply I cherish
Every second of every thought of you

So many nights I lie
Awake .....
Contemplating .....

Syntax ....generational gaps,
It ain't right
Am I right ?
I mean without you,
Dean killed the spyder....
The spyder killed Dean.......
Even things written right
When relayed or  parlayed
Like we drive down the parkway
And park in the drive way....
Yah?
No.
Ok
Bad example. ....
What I'm tryin to say is .. ..
We all think it's not just our
Inalienable right
It's mandatory to
Change the venicular to be
Hip an ****
Aye brah that beats sick
You're killin it .
Or like  fur shure
Totally!
I would like so be a hypocrite
To say I never give in to it. ..
Usein new slang an dialect
Like a tool .....
You know aye Im up
if you're down.
I'm in to what evers clever boo
Anythin you wanna do
As long as can see you smile
It worth my while...
See how that makes me think
I look cool......like I got styles
See what I'm saying?
I know you do..
C'mon you just read it didn't you.....?
Wait for it....    .
.....
I'll wait......
It's a bit of a thinker...
......
Yah ....soooo
Anyway . ..
If you want to say something right
Or write something you want to say in the right way .  .
The only way convey   is to think it through pick each word wit h precision ...use as few as possible
Wait for the emotions to settle re-read and amend    ....then re-read again before you send.......
And without syntax.  
All these things will not fail to put you at war without end.
Not the gist
Just the fact jack
In perfect syntax


.. ...

Am I ?
Thinking
Simulation?
Living in avatar
Emulating
Simulation I'm in?
Who am me
Why am
Me.......
How am
Me?
Wherfore came to be me
What can I glean

What can I take with me

Am I

I mean
Will I still
Be... ...
Me.

My beautiful darkness
I'm sorry to say
This morrow is a
Melancholy sweet sorrow
You know you can't stay
She calling. ...my love  
Seducing me with her charms
Ebony hold me don't let me ssee
Pull me into your *****
In your velvet arms
She's too.....early
Literally
Absolutely the epitome
Of elegance
in how you take your leave
Without a hint of jealousy
I'm Entranced My love
Not even death could keep me
I will be with you Miss eve
.....
She's here
....
Invisibility into grey
Hue's slowly color their way
Into view
Sparkling
cool crisp dew
Your both quenching and cleansing
Spatial light bristling
Rejuvenating
Oh morning  I forget how good you feel
I so love you .....
Don't tell eve .....
Ok ?
Ok!
You're my favorite Time of day to sleep through.
...


Our.   Times.    So.        Short
You ..know I wish.  ....
You ....could.          Stay .......
But noon coming soon .....and..............
I love you too.....

.to solo t............