hello ?
oh hi
hey
is this poetry
?
it is?
oh write on
aye its me
I know and
Im sorry
I've been meaning to write
you
but Im not good at that type  
of thing
I just dont know what to say




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um no
its allergies
ok
ya no
letz see
"am I ok?"
no
not really
Im not tryin to be needy
but can we talk please
you don't have to agree or disagree
!
you don't have to
say or do anything
just really need some one to listen and
ya know what poetry
my whole life
you've always been there
for me
you let me  
BE
me
you're
beautiful
and i love you

graphic, wreck it maveric,
some things I write
you say ick
Whilst
others say quit it!
what I wright
lota  times aint right
**** it I live it
And to them
let me say
Im sorry ,
but
i cant appologise for it .
Im sure in youre own way you do the same thing.....

maybe

at least I hope so
I hope you fight
and bleed and
LIVE
I pray above everything that you stay that beautiful you



thank You for the read.
I appreciate it and I love you .
never let go.
a million poets
over a million years
could never
recreate
you
so
LIVE it like you stoled it
cause this is it
love,
like this is it 
you cainst do it different next time!
regret things you did instead of things you didnt
learn how
own-em 
with face up
write it down on paper
then crumple it
light it up
throw it hard into the face of fear
kick it in the nuts
call it for what it is  
it aint ****
give it one more good kick and laugh at it
ya I can get
****** explicit
So
dont listen  except to hear this


if I could only gift
you one thing



I will simply
have you accept this truth
that
this is all yours!
...
to do whatever you want!
all of it !
so go on  Gangsta
champion 
RISE!
LOVE!
BREATH!
EXPERIENCE !
LIVE SPIRIT!
never give up
never give in stand and fight
stay right
stay free
never hate
never capitulate
if you fret over yesterday
and worry what it will bring tomorrow
DONT
IT IS
A SIN
you burn that precious time on whats not real
leaving you
without recompensing anything back to God

some things will only be
manifest
through
the eyes
of the
one
who
sets
their
mind
to
!

you broke through my defense
with helo
then we skipped the light fandango
and

Oh
you dont even know
I gaze into outer space
and in everything i see
traces of you
in color
i see hues
that you
look divine in

my favorite pastime

re- live
our time
in my mind
its a volatile
couldren of stark
raving
gladness
even though
youre with  someone
else  
my friend
i love you
staight through
without end
there is nothing that could ever
tame
the pure freedom you bring
I know you hate the nick-name
MOUSER
you are my
Raison d'être
and you complimented
that by   making my
entire life sanguine
you left without being mean
didnt cause a sceen
said not one
disparaging
thing




U are simple
my favorite
day dream
picturing u

I
Transcend
into
you
AND
you should know
u
could never ever
comprehend
the sublime intervention
you ushered
in

the intensity of
what you have
given me
there arent words to say the
least
we havent even
come up with an emotion
that could handle it.
my love for everything has increased
during a time when

My life had been
entangled
by the
Infidel-a
cruel ela
careless  
Jezabel-a
mistress
of painfull
memories
maestro
of the
wailing
cathedros of woe
I questioned every poor decision
made
!
I drew her out of bleak
misery filled her with self pride  placed her on a pedestal
alas
I
soon discovered
I  could not vanquish
the evil
that had  been done to her
and in the summer of my  life
my Machiavellian
soul mate
my ex
wife  
tortured defiled and
smiled  
saunterd away
not only left me bleeding
but also said she didnt respect me because
I kept taking her back
after her cheating
meanwhile convincing
everyone
it was me
because i never said anything
its embarrassing
I was taught
not to air your ***** laundry
and maybe thats just me
but its common knowledge  
not to lie
  It s irrelevant
I cant spend more words
on it

Defeated rejected standing at the brink
i lost hope felt ugly  
an as unsexy
as a
Muh
YOU
APPEARED

youre sweet essence
and genuine interest
carried me through
you
are the
total eclipse
of my
unhappiness
mmm

nnn  


since I met u im
confident in every decision and mistake
Ever made

out of the montage
of
chaos
every single step
had to be made
in order for
me
to behold youre
unquenchable
beauty

my drug of
choice
YoU


addicted

and im sick  
i want you
so badly
and my
heart home and arms
no matter what will always
be


open

my
friend
im just jazzed to be here
and to have
met you
thank you
and
P.S.
In case you dont know

I
Love
YOU