Delton Peele

Delton Peele Feb 2021

FReally?

0 degrees outside
She ......
All hot and bothered.....
Awkwardly
Comes trippin in.
Her arms overly full of words stacked.
Given me that look of,
WHAT?

want ,
Rejection? disbelief !
Youre an *******,
And well ?
Arent you gonna help me?
Stumbles and stops .
Throws hands
Folds her arms
Turns sideways.
Thrusts her head back and looks the
Opposite way.
Blows a contemptuous
Burst of air out of flared nostrils.
And and says
With a snotty tone . ...
I dont know why i have to say it.
K
Ya knaw what
Im Sorry ....
But
Blah blah blablaw......and thats my fault how?
Im not doin this
.this is your fault!

...
"Uhm ...
Was that an apology ?".....is what i said in my head ..
What i said out loud was
"What .....
Ohhhhh
Hah!
O......I......C
Heh hehheh.
You want me to
Apologise?
R u serial right here..........
O........k.......
I can definitely do that.....
O...k.....
im sorry .. .
But i cant appologise for that..
There ......
Better now?"

And outside those thin beautiful walls
The stupidity continues.
All from a misconstrued
Cellphone message...
Neither would listen
Neither would give in
They would rather let love die
Why ...
Cant anyone love each other
Enough
To understand
We cant hold our partners
To higher standards
Than we hold ourselves to
No we need the opposite
And thats what we dont do
And the reason we complain about our day to day
To the only one who will listen
Is weve already
Smoked off all the ears anyone else who would pretended to have given a damm.
So turning the one lover u have left into a captured phycological abducted and held hostage
Torture victim

Delton Peele Feb 2021

It goes ....im not gonna say it

LËT NÖT
YÖUWHØ
FORGET
Never trust the one
Saying
.....
"It goes
Without saying"
.......
Its the lie that removes all speculation
By saying it.
......
This statement
Should be self evident.

I
Dont know
Why
It
Isnt
.....
...
..
.

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Rusted but only superficialy

Oh no ......
I feel .....
Something......
like a
Nautious memory
Meyes burnt,
Saliva bitterd
Pooled into the
Middle of my
Mouth
Turnt to stone
Covered in dry sand....
And.   ...
I....
Now know
In trying to
Swallow
Along with all
The pains re surfacing
Making it almost impossible.......
I......
Realize.....the
Painjure.  I have been
Living in.....
The stone couldnt go through my chest cavity
The trump rang loudly
My heart cornered pounding deploying a chemical defense.
The stone grew
Barbs.
And claws
Began digging
Through the ugly scars
And every barb
Retract and those that didnt
Dug it and pulled hard.....
singleminded
Its soul purpose
Render me defensless
Making me face
Those things
I dont want to see.
The weaponry my heart sent to vanquish the
Painful enemy invading me
Reinged victorious.
Turnt the stone to salt water
And was immediately out cast .
Through ducts itn the corner of my blood shot eyes.
And giant hot shimmering crystal clear drops rained from there with snot and slober
I looked up and screamed and rent my shirt and my face slammed into my breast plate.
Like the never seen cliche of an  ostrich
Involuntary function.
Still not any better remnants liquidated
Bitter invader.
Weakened me
Allied with gravity
And buckled my knees
Sobbing
Blubbering
Asking
Un-understandable
Mutterings
Like off note guitar strings
And late night belligerent lyrics Eddie Vettar on a rant
Sea shatees.
Followed with a few sniveling
Convulsive whimperings.
Stand up jut my
Chin up
Dry my eyes sever the dangling mucous and blow my nose mop the floor
Gain some composure.
I actually feel better than before....
But lets not forget im a man
Lets not visit that memory any more ....
Dont wanna be
An attention
***** or seem
Needy..
No Sar

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Here?.......wh......

Half melted
***** snow
Crystalizing
As last spatial light like a laughing
Coyote
Runs
Drunkardly
In short jagged
Bursts
Stops slowly looks back
And smiles
Peruses me
In a defiling
Way
You had no intentions
Of loving
Me
Soon after you
Beguiled me
Severed my ties
From everything
Dear to me
Peeling my skin
With acidic lies
And then when
I needed you
Desperately
......
You wet me
Up
Tainted
Me
With your

Sickningly sweet venom
your comforting words
In
Plain view
You
Scooped straight from the septic
Sadistic
Its so clear to me now
Yet i still dont know how
Your magic
Filled me
Giving me almost supernatural
Power
I would have
On a whim
Conquered
The world for you
Instead
You secretly
Forced yourself in side me
And layed a brood of eggs
A layed contently
Watching as you stories of woe
Incubated
And snickerd
As the hatch broke free
Muscle and sinue
Popping and cracking
And the sounds of pockets of air
Difficulty
Moving though
Liquid
As they devoured
Still i continued
To love you
The whole while
Mortally
You wounded me
Portraying the one trying to save me from me
Quietly telling
Everyone im in therapy
You belicose *****
You are not my
THERAPIST
You are in fact
THE ******
You actually took pleasure
In torturing
Literally
Got off on waterboarding
Me with
Costic
Love
Like
Dung covered
Tines
On a rusty
Pitch fork
The instant
Your ivory fangs
Pierced the nap of my neck
I felt poisened
The waters from you mouth
Leaching in
Teaming with
Sour worms
Causing violent
Spastic fits
You orchestrated
La pobré nîna
Flipped the script
I was out did
Left questioning
My memory
For
Ive been abandoned
Caught in your live trap
And acted burdened
Dragging my carcass still breathing
To the middle of
Nebraska
Bereft me of my clothes
Took a moist meat hook and hung
Me
Walking away i heard you *******
For days
Feeling the dank bitter
Breeze
Stinging
Unimpeded
By the endless
Fallowed fields of yesterday dreams
And tomorrows
Sorrows
Dangling
The last ugly
Gourd
Left on this leafless vine
Hollow
I alone
Know the truth
iconoclastic
I hold the golden key to the most important mystery
....crestfallen. ....
Dejected
Outcast
And sullen
No one wants
To know
Public
Ememy
No 1
...........
........

Me
...

..

.

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Up on yonder

Up on yonder
Eyes see
One vision

Listen to me

....My Father....
My Dad
Pops
A.K.A.
Old man Jenkins
ACTUALLY
his given name
Exactly
The same as
Mine
DELTON
GEORGE
PEELE
THATS
THREE E'S
TOUGHEST
MAN I HAVE EVER SEEN
Never seen
The Man back down from anything
Thee epitomy
Of a ladies man
Smooth talkin sob
I
Miss

***
Im buckled
...
****** Dad
.....
The prankster
HE
In privy
Told his confidant
He didnt want
To be a burden
To me
After loosing
.My Mother.
To cancer
...I..
Heard rumor he suffering
From the same
I went to see
HE
Said no son
Im ok
Not to wory
.....
Damm it Dad
....
****
I cant say
Anything
I miss you
Like a son
Who needs a father
Im
Insane
With the grief
Knowing
My greatest friend
My hero
My true
North
Youre bitter end
Alone
****
I cant do this
The veil
Of my life torn
Forlorn
The shame is too
Much to
carry
My vision
Is
This quest
Has no joy left
And
The path
Before
Me
Rapidly
Becoming
Shorter than
The one
Behind
Guess Ill
Have to man
Up
Take the wheel
Mash the pedal to the medal
Light it up
I dont want
Feel

Delton Peele Feb 2021

F.e..e...l....i......n........g.............?

Saturday above the alpine line
I bought some time
....
And then gifted it to. ......me
It was all i could do to get me to talk to me.........
My inner self
During the last
I's melt down
Saying to me
"I dont know who you are
Anymore"
So now on this empirical sunny
August afternoon..
Im feeling...
A mellancholly sanguine......
Feeling.....
Like askin a crush out for the first time and desperately craving a yes
And you get a definite maybe.....
Hey its definately not a no.....
Ill take it.

Delton Peele Feb 2021

Friend fiend enemy friendemy ?

3/4 of half the time
In my mind
I find you
Seeking
Opinions
(Secretly
Its my belief
Your
Motive
Is
Ulterior
In order to gauge
Your
Wrong behavior
Acting hurt,
Victimized,
And in that way
Gain favor.
Its
Codependency
Extrinsic
And
Somewhat
Narcissistic)
.........
The severity
Of your
Discrepancies
Dictates the
Intensity
Of your
rampage
And repeatedly askin me
Am i outa line
Tell me the truth
And so I do.......
You get mad
Say ***** you.
Then in the rare time
Im in need
Or im down
You dont answer the phone
Or come round

I tryed to tell you.....
Dont set your perch so high.
Your response?
I dont need you telling me what to do!
You fell .........
You seem surprised.
The question now rises.....
If i ask you to tell me the truth no matter what
Would you ?smile ...
say
Whatever you
Think I would
Want you to say.
In effort to spare my feelings?
harmfully,
Charmingly?
A dashing
Eye contact
Evanescent
The rest of the half second
Digesting my kinematics....
Intentionally
You are about to
Decieve me...
Are you my enemy?
You never rebuke me for anything.
...............
Alarming me......
...............
No you are friendly..........
. ......
Unfortunately
I guess
what
I desire is
A true ememy.....
One who I can count on
Too tell me
to my face the real things
That hurt.......
One whom will
Not suprise me
The way you do.