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Gina Apr 2019
I stand under the lonely sun
Reflecting on the things I've done
Deadly desert in my heart
Painful stabbing tears it apart
My sisters sins have hurt us all
Screaming crying tearing at the walls
I want to burn it.  My mothers house
Till there's nothing left the flames can douse
Maybe I'm just another crazy child
Setting things on fire and screaming wild
Sometimes I don't ******* care
I'll go screaming till there's no voice there
Slip on crazy like you slip on gloves
No one to listen no one to love
Responsibility is a heavy weight
Crazy is easy crazy could be great
Slip away from it all feel no pain
Gina Apr 2019
Pulled and twisted a million different ways
Who are you to tell me how to live my days?
I answer to one person and one person alone
I answer to GOD who sits on the throne!

So take away your judgements and your reprimands
No one gave you control over me or my life again
You can choose to love me, for who I really am
Or I will move on to people who  can.

For I will be myself and LOVE all that I can
Learn from the past and praise the I AM
Gina Apr 2019
Burn down the memories
I need to sleep
Away from the reality
I want to dream
The fire will feed
I need to flee
Smoke is reaching for me
I have to get free
My memories are pictures
Scattered on the floor
Stuck in a room
No windows or doors
The heat is rising
It's burning my cheeks
Has it been days?
Or has it been weeks?
I give up the fight
I fall to the floor
Surrounded by my memories
I don't care anymore
Breeze on my face
Memories rise and bend
They turn into doves
And fly away on the wind
Gina Apr 2019
I was winters child
Born into the cold
On a January day
That's what I was told

I was a butchers daughter
Skin white like snow
Blue eyes like the sky
Before the wind does blow

Me mother sang to me
Songs about the sun
I longed to be outside
Where I could go and run

I was winters child
Spring was catching hold
Things were changing fast
So much I was not told

I was wild like the wheat
Growing in the fields
Directions changing fast
To fast for me to yield

Me mother said to me
Girl you must slow down
Stay away from the deep
Your young, your surely drown

Summers flowers bloom
The smells are all around
The petals start to fall
Softly towards the ground

Me mothers gone away
To heaven on her own
I am not so young
My children fully grown

Fall is blowing in
And I am winters child
I lay my burdens down
On the hill with a smile
Gina Apr 2019
My selfish heart calls out to you
Please come back I need you!
To hear your voice to see those hands
To know you’ll never leave us again
I know your in a better place
But we’re still here and it’s not the same
Pops is just a hollow space
Kristen wants to leave this place
Our brothers pretend that nothings wrong
Your Grand children sing life’s sweet songs
We try to just breathe and act the same
Forever changed and living with the pain
Every day I say move on move on
But how do I do that when my momma’s gone?
Stolen, ripped away! By someone she trusted who has yet to pay?
The only thing that I can really say
We all lost a part of ourselves that day
We love and miss you Momma
Gina Apr 2019
Ever changing
Rearranging
Scene staging
She’s amazing

Very clever
It’s forever
Glamorous smile
She is style

Vibrant glow
Funny **
My sister
Same Mr.
Gina Apr 2019
Why
I’m not me
I want to fly

I’ve made mistakes
I am the lie

I need answers
I need to know why

I am a woman
I always‘try’

I feel like a child
I scream, I cry

Why
Why
Why
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