I’m not me
I want to fly

I’ve made mistakes
I am the lie

I need answers
I need to know why

I am a woman
I always‘try’

I feel like a child
I scream, I cry

Why
Why
Why

My soul splits in two
The moment I see you

You destroy what was made
My debt has been paid

I have nothing to fear
As death draws me near

His breath on my face
I’m leaving this place

His kiss is deadly deep
I return it as I weep

All thought leaves me
As I fall to sleep

Your soul is black and twisted
You were not born that way
You’ve done unspeakable things
There’s really nothing left to say

I want to hate you
But I don’t hate you

The pain you’ve caused by what you’ve done
You’ll spend your whole life on the run

I thought that we were bigger than our past
But You were small and it didn’t last

I want to hate you
I don’t hate you

I will soar
I will fly
I will see

The sky

I will live
I will breathe
I will be

Me

You breed hate like a disease
You bring relationships to their knees
Is this what your happiness needs
To hurt with your words and deeds?

Dark and darker the night
Black crows dance in flight
Cold and colder my skin
Blue veins glow from within
Red and redder my blood
Agony crawls through the mud
Grim and grimmer my smile
Hello Pain it’s been awhile
Deep and deeper my sin
My soul shudders it’s him
Strange and stranger the fear
I scream out my tears
Wild and wilder is death
He drinks me in till there’s nothing left
Dark and darker the night
Black crows dance in flight

It’s not much but I gave you my heart
You threw it in the fire till I’m broken and charred
Now that I’m hollow you are more than you are
My feet are frozen my lips are blue
You just continue to do what you do
A fraction of what I was I’m a just a shadow
A seed that’s been thrown to ground that’s hallow
You are glorious you glow like the sun
A thief of souls and owner of none