Dear God,
                  The world is cold, God please do something about the heat, or we'll all die of pneumonia.
                  Love you dad
                                           Genie

My dearest angel called Rachel,
.......................................Finally,
I let you go with lots of ***** n drugs
                     Tags of a resilient soul
Drifting to cold Pluto,the cloud nine
Knowing you can never be mine
           Seeking solace,to be made whole
...Yet the slightest whisper of my name on your lips,
.....I'll be there like I never left......................................................

Adrift in a new reality
Slowly I’m losing my grip
A demon sits on my shoulder
Waiting for my guard to slip

The dark of evil surrounds me
Painting a nightmare land
Spreading doom and disaster
With a cruel uncaring hand

Quenching the fire in my soul
With a steady flow of hate
Beating me into submission
Until accept my fate

Robbing my heart of love
Until I have nothing to give
Empty devoid of emotion
I have no reason to live

Calling to my deepest fears
Whispering in tones of spite
Driven to the edge of reason
I have no weapons to fight

Gone astray in my crazy head
No one comes when I shout
I can’t find the exit sign
Trapped here with no way out

Losing any will to live
Numbness seeps into in my limbs
I can’t hold out any longer
Is this how my death begins

No pills or ***** will aid me
Blank out your damning refrain
But if I name you my demon
I will find respite from pain

So I will seek out your name
To know you is to beat you
The knowing will set me free
To myself I can now be true

Dear Rachel,
  ............................I saw you in the arms of another, and I felt angry....................................................
........................you simply smiled and I felt happy......................................whats wrong with me dear Rachael

.................................I'm sorry I never told you there were stars in your eyes.................
......................cos there were living scars in my soul.........................