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Jul 2019 · 57
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Whenever I look-up the sky;
I imagine that I could fly.
Above the clouds and thunderous storms;
A place I know where I belong.

Staring-up, I get caught in a daydream,
Imagining things that keeps me smiling,
My visions, hopes and dreams.
I can see them there,,, it's amazing!

Life may often be struggle.
After all, it is a constant battle.
The chance of failure, the agony of defeat;
Risk present with every leap.

A dream walker guided by faith.
I'll keep on believing every step I make.
Though wounded and riddled with scars,
My conviction will always be with the stars.

My heart will be my guide,
My dreams will aid my every stride.
The wisdom I gained from my past failures;
Will be my map towards my future endeavors!
Jul 2019 · 57
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you promised me to be there,
i promised you to follow you there,
what a beautiful sunshine,
if i wake up next to you,
what a beautiful world,
if our promises come true.
Jul 2019 · 71
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When darkness abounds on Earth
And the weight of darkness shows
Hope is hard to come by
In the sight of everlasting strife

But hope shines in the darkness
Just like the light of a firefly
For darkness shall rise
Along with the spirit of hope

Hold allows one to prevail
And overcome trials and suffering
To persevere on and on
And victory shall present itself
Jul 2019 · 76
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To honor thee my lofty king,
To ends I go till summer spring.
And kneel before this vow unbroken,
For long the days but whispered spoken.

As another dawn the sky fall clear,
Set loose, I shall, to death unfeared.
Jul 2019 · 45
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When the day is done
The horizon hides the sun
A starry night fills the sky
Look up to the heavens
In awe one may feel
The trillions of lights
Glitter down on Earth
Some may say they are ancestors
Others tell a representation of hope
But no matter the interpretation
They still strike imagination
Into everyone's hearts
Jul 2019 · 52
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In the haze of alabaster and azure
She gazed up, ready and sure
Waiting for the night to fade
Beneath the horizon’s shade

She sat between heaven and earth
Waiting to witness a new day’s birth
In the scent of morning dew
She felt something warm and new

A top her perch of white
The dawn finally caught her sight
Bringing light to where gulls fly
Igniting azure blue and vanilla sky
Jul 2019 · 60
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i fear that i'm ordinary just like everyone here
to lie and die among the sorrows
too tall and solid to steer
away from...

she told me she was in love
but that's all gone now
i believe in someone who could never be

she said so many things long forgotten
and i can't fault myself for being one of them
for just only being me

but i talk in code to keep from just anyone to know
what i really mean
and i was hoping that she would be
the one to know what i've always seen

i see the things ahead
i hear the words you will have said
i remember scenes that haven't happened yet
a world too big to keep inside my little head

i always stay ready to take a step
that i can't take back
singing at the top of my lungs
swinging at the fences
with no regret

but with this creativity
comes a price only i can pay
time will tell and time heals we know
yet i'm forever broken
i'm the only one left wondering
and finally knowing
how i can bring things together
to make what's great truly happen
Jul 2019 · 73
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As the stars fade away,
Replaced by the light of day.
As the ocean covers our feet,
And the birds roam free.

I can hear my name,
Hear my name in the air,
I don’t know how it came
Don’t know from where.

I found where I am meant to be,
For your smile is all I see.
Here I am unable to let go of,
This pleasant feeling I call love.

Let us soar together endlessly,
Let us reach past our destiny,
Where our love will never die,
Just beyond the Vanilla Sky...
Jul 2019 · 68
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In the pale swirl of winter's whisper
The lonely girl stood, resisting the urge to shiver
Slightly anxious and slightly agitated
She watched and patiently waited

With shadows stretching all around
Her ears, through their muffs listened for any sound
Then she saw something spring up from the ground
And her heart began to suddenly pound

Mirages of ice signaled his return
In excitement her stomach began to churn
But he was nowhere in sight
As minutes became hours, she felt contrite

Another year without the one she cherished
Another year he shattered what he promised
She'll retreat again, filled with spite and utterly embarrassed
But next year, she'll return again to the white forest
Jul 2019 · 68
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Drowning in the fog of yours
Living behind closed doors
Shrouded in your shadow
Caught in the river's flow
Breathing in your scent
In love with life, content
Protected by your embrace
I'd follow you any place
This timeline of contradiction
A consensual constriction
Lovingly wraps me in chains
As I walk with you in the rain
Our romance is binding
Your absence would be blinding
For you, I will do anything
The sacrifice is worth everything
Jul 2019 · 72
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Acting like a clown, just to hear her laugh
The sound of it is melodic, but she pities him on his behalf
Still he tries, offering the thoughts on his mind
She smiles and thinks he's kind

Late at night they always talk
Early at dawn they always walk
Carrying her stuff is a burden he likes
Just so they can go on many more hikes

Holding the umbrella, so she doesn't get wet
In his heart, she'll never have to owe him a debt
On that morning, when the rain falls slow
Her beauty is stunning, and is reflected in the water below

What he doesn't realize, for love has made him blind
Is that her heart pays him no mind
Her head was in fact turned the other way
To gaze at someone else across the pathway
Her heart was for another, and it tore him in two
He thought that his love had been true

But love has made him blind, so he continues to be kind
If only to be close to her, he has made himself confined
Yet deep in his mind, he still does not care
Because when he sees her, no one else can compare.
Jul 2019 · 46
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I could feel it
From the first beat
I can see it
Whoever I'm going to be with

I see the sky
And all my feeling's flying high
I know why
Cause I've seen it with my eye

I can always rise
Without telling lies
The words are nice
And so the music flies
Jul 2019 · 56
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Time goes e'er nearer to heart of mine
Shines brighter than how diamonds shine
Most precious indeed, this gem of the sea
Wonder however, how it came to be
Yonder stalks in the furled sails of rice fields
Planted by humble farmers in dearest abode in the hills
Yonder nightingales in the starry night sky
As I lie awake, lying on the grass each night
Pointing to one particular star with a finger
And leading and forming to shape it better
You know what I found?
Warmer than fire, louder than sound
Is the shape of the heart that even though we're apart
I'll find my way back to you
I promise this is true
For as the tree grows in every year
Drink to the hopes that I'll return, have no fear
As the sunset lows darker each tick of the clock
You'll know when the time comes that I shall return, love
Jul 2019 · 56
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it's 3am and i'm wide awake
i remember your smile
the way you make me laugh
its almost impossible
to get you off my mind

what can i do?
you lured me in and
i cannot escape
the trap you made
but nor do i want to

can you hear me?
i want you to listen
to my thoughts
i want you to be here
hugging me close

when I remember your touch
i cannot fall asleep
i want you here with me
i want you close to me

just thinking about you..
Jul 2019 · 56
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And so I watched the sky
where the sun shines
and the birds fly
with such grace and beauty

Flowers bloom
and wind rises
sweet, sweet smell
and flavour rises

its life that shines
brighter than anything
it was her eyes and smile
that burst with feelings

Love comes to me
and stays by my side
it was always her who showed me
what this poem was about
Jul 2019 · 50
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I brought you a flower
Which resembles my feelings for you
Take a good care of it
Don't let it wither
For I,
Was Dying,
And these flower,
Is my last gift to you.

Because flower,
Although one day they wither,
A same flower will arose,
Just like how my feeling is for you
Jul 2019 · 70
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So many choices
In this magnificent garden
The one you will pick
The one will take away
From the place it lives
Without warning or a farewell

Because they are beautiful
They will leave sooner
Because they are beautiful
Their petals, one by one, will fade
And die as it didn't have a beginning

But their unshed tears
Will sprout and grow new succession
youths that shall bloom with vibrant beauty
And will fill the missing places in this garden...
Jul 2019 · 55
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Flowers are pure,
flowers are dear,
they are colorful,
they are beautiful,

They sit in the distance,
they look content for instance,
they attract bees with persistence,
they make the most heavenly presents,

They are full of life,
they are full of right,
it's a wonderful plant,
they're full of sense,

When you leave them home,
they actually cry and mope,
they can actually move a stone,
they will actually wait for you to woke,

When they are together,
they talk together,
they think together,
they love together,

Violets with blue shimmers,
Roses with their red glammor,
each unique in it's traits,
each will never break,

Just to have them near,
takes away my fears,
takes away my tears,
makes me heart them dear.
Jul 2019 · 45
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Flowers are like life,
And life has meaning,
And meaning has purpose,
But when the flower dies,
Where would life go?

We are like those flowers,
We grow, we bloom,
We bloom, we die,
We die, but life comes back again.

When our souls are gone from the world,
Just means another soul has been born,
Our life means nothing, but everything,
For we were created with loving care.

Good or bad, naughty or nice,
Your life means something,
When you have something, you have purpose,
Meaning, you are a beautiful flower in a field.

Even if you die,
Your life means everything,
Do not take yours for granted,
For you are so much more in our eyes....
Jul 2019 · 52
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In silence, in cold, she made her way through ice and snow.
Higher and higher she went,
Higher and higher until
She fell to one knee and could walk no further.


With a bitter cough into gloves as pure as the snow beneath her,
She saw the cost of her trek,
Her heart's blood,
A shock of crimson in her hands.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She forgot why she had come.


The wind fell to a low whisper,
And she heard snatches of words she remembered,
Words from a world away,
Long-etched into the trappings of her soul.


She bit back the cries in her throat
As she looked down at the blood on her hands,
Warm and bright against the sullen snow,
Cost and comfort of her dying heart.


Chest aflame,
Cheeks burning with loss and regret,
She remembered the will of her mother,
The courage of her brothers and sisters,
All fallen.
All sleeping in silence as cold as the ice at her feet.
Jul 2019 · 56
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He stood eyes transfixed upon the hill,
The world below gave him no mind
As he smiled his last and let his heart melt,
The shadows engulfed his weeping eyes.

The flap of a birds’ wing echoed
In the valley below
Then went silent as the sun
Bid the world good night.

He had once stood there with a smile,
His name was hero but now in death
He’s unremembered, all denied
And the snow flakes that fall
Mark his grave alone.

He who once had a name,
Now his tombstone unknown.
Jul 2019 · 61
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She's sits on a chair
A tear on her cheek
looking at the world
so wide so bleak
with nothing to do
and no places to go
she wonders why am I here?
I want to know...
Jul 2019 · 61
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I stand outside,
Cold in the rain,
Who to should I confide,
My bitter pain.

It stings like a menace,
But I'll suffer this bit longer,
Even though it seems endless,
For I must get stronger.

The rain slips down my face,
As I feel my loss,
I wish for embrace,
Despite our bitter cause.

I look into the glass,
And see my anguish,
Time has passed so fast,
I just want to vanish.

I want you now,
The rain mimics my tears.
Now and forever,
I hold you very dear.
Jul 2019 · 35
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Remember not to forget what brought you here
To gaze upon the love of wonder, oh so distant, yet so near
And in the glow of that heavenly effervescent flow
I am filled with a heartfelt awe of things I cannot know
But yet such things that I do adore and adore still more
I stand upon this Earth, on the wisdom of no words
And let the music and its notes, unfold my deepest thoughts
Then in the beauty that is just ... just my imagination
I find it ... and I am left but starry eyed
Such a mystical sight, that thing of love and delight
and fleeting thoughts ... of a cosmic sort ...
Jul 2019 · 57
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Faded Splendor
She changed her name and left the country
On a mission she was given
When she was too young to perceive
Sometimes it's about big things
Let's dance and think
But sometimes it's about just dancing
When will you see
That you're not me
That each of us is given our mission
Individually
Essential to believe you can
Because when you're ninety three
What's worse
Is not having done it
              Faded splendor
She knows she has lost
Her heart
It has gone wandering
In a far away city
Underneath the harshest orange lights
Eternally missing
Eternally found
They tell her it is unfeasible
But she grows stronger
In the ashes
A phoenix to their flames
Her future is her own
A mixture of desperation and hope
Because when you're ninety three
What's worse
Is not having done it
             Faded Splendor
Not trying to be bold
Just avoiding being bored
Striving to be real
In a fictional universe created by herself
Whispers and echoes of the past beauty
Held in a cradle
Now more than able
To conquer and fight
A warrior ready to battle
At life
She stretched her threadbare wings
Left forgotten from the days of youth
And flew
Towards the moon
Lullaby rain
On the windowpane
That smile breaks the clouds again
                Faded splendor
She sits underneath
The inexhaustible inky sky
Rapt
Her chair rocks
The wings have grayed
Her face is not the same
But she changed her name and left the country
Her future was her own
               Faded splendor
Jul 2019 · 38
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The mind is such a wonderous thing
It holds our memories
Those we cherish
And those we hate

Forgetfulness is such a common traits
Yet there are just some memories
No matter what will happen
We still remember

Despite the years that will have gone by
Despite the trials and troubles
We can cherished those memories
Until our end.
Jul 2019 · 42
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Though you are gone,
and no longer around,
I will never,
forget your sound.

Though you have left,
and are no longer here,
I will always,
feel you near.

Though I miss your laughter,
as you brightened up the place,
I will remember,
your smiling face.

And though I miss your hugs,
and the twinkle in your eye,
I know you'll always,
be watching from the sky.

And so I will wait,
for the glorious day,
when I see you again,
and you say, "Hey!"
Jul 2019 · 81
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Starry night sky seem so grand
Gilded lifetimes never so bland
In stories of legends of you and me,
Stories and legends of bold and free
If you are sad, point up high
There's a fairy girl that never lets you cry
Instead she holds your tears to dry
So hold on, dear, and never let go
Read with me gently, just near the window
Explore with my loyal pet, a mystical wolf
That I met one summer's day, sitting 'lone on the loft
And stand mighty upon this hundreds of tales, never forget them
Shout out your dreams to the careless wind and hold out your own
And seek out truth from beneath what you wrote, but remember
Never forget, you are my dearest, my star, my precious daughter
Jul 2019 · 55
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Light! Oh, light!
The blissful and the beautiful.
Ever awaiting her arrival,
Ever the patient friend.

She knows the sadness of her ways,
She knows she cannot show them.
She knows the loneliness that waits,
Back there, where they call this dream.

But for now, just now,
She takes one selfish moment,
And enjoys the freedom,
Singing to her in the wind.
Jul 2019 · 44
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Remember not to forget
the memories of a child,
for they are without fret
with a mind always beguiled.
so when your old and worn
may you still live among the stars,
in your dreams always reborn
whether on Earth or on Mars.
For reading takes you places
your body can no longer go
and run life’s races
or dance to and fro
touching the stars in the sky
while holding onto your pet
or falling for a brand new guy
that you’ve only just met.
Jul 2019 · 46
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In the wonderful mind of a child,
there is no more greater wild,
to run free and to think happy,
all the while, being pure and carefree,

Our minds are unique,
our thoughts are concrete,
with the wave of our brain,
we can create the rain,

Can you hold the same?
can you see the gain?
to think outside the box,
to think of this joyous day,

A rich array of color scheme,
a beautiful dance of vibrance,
animals of different origin,
and depth of creations,

Now come follow me here,
not by walking or talking,
by thinking and using your magic mind,
and create the land that lives in only our reality.
Jul 2019 · 309
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take!

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Jul 2019 · 43
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Such youthful beauty that lies awake
In smiles that hide such a frail pale heart
grows a shadow around a glowing radiant face
weary gentle golden eyes knows no escape

many questions have been eagerly ask
yet answers come so slow to even pass
misty country fields and wondrous night sky
as crackling ember ashes scattering light

oh my tender kind simple fellows
such hearts are glaze and mellow
moonbeams rays touches the darken house
serene and silent as a church mouse

painted portraits with palettes of black and blue
starry is the nights that only few have viewed
to stay awake with life so endlessly gray
knowing well the world is a chaotic fray

dreamers tear their mournful souls away
lovers passions fades like summers day
swirling winds flow through the grassy plains
twinkling stars that kisses my sorrowful pain
Jul 2019 · 54
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Love is a word poets
use too often and quickly
a poem is but a portrait
who paints its muse
words that intertwine
within the soul and mind
Jul 2019 · 302
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What founded this nation wasn't the foreign immigrants
But the overseas workers who wish for better deliverance
Leaving the country in order to escape and survive
In return to rebuild the peoples name and its pride
Their ideas formed in the curiosity of the mind
Bringing such educated and civilize men who are refine
To whom our heroes have brought forth such ability
Feeling freedom in the breeze in the western vicinity
Such action and talks or not only to be whispered
for the youth to act and shout like a raging twister
printing the words of a voiceless ******* nation
Exposing the church and state without doubt or hesitation
pens and tongues are sharper than any sabers blade
our verse we preach putting light to your devious shade
Jul 2019 · 51
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migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
corruption is an old song we've been singing in harmony
a cancer that grows steadily for the last couple of century
politicians play around making a foolery of democracy  
every proclamation and deliberation left a print of legacy  
to which our people live in division and poverty
amendments and changes are need to solve this hypocrisy
the young sacrifice themselves for liberty and equality
lets not fallout of virtue and devoid ourselves of honesty
When we challenge those who abuse their duties and authority
Jul 2019 · 49
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migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
corruption is an old song we've been singing in harmony
a cancer that grows steadily for the last couple of century
politicians play around making a foolery of democracy  
every proclamation and deliberation left a print of legacy  
to which our people live in division and poverty
amendments and changes are need to solve this hypocrisy
the young sacrifice themselves for liberty and equality
lets not fallout of virtue and devoid ourselves of honesty
When we challenge those who abuse their duties and authority
Jul 2019 · 51
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like stars we shall glow
pouring out of the shadow
let that lonely feeling wash away
for freedom awaits the coming day
The morning is now breaking
let its golden rays stream in
some may utter words shaking
yet courage in our hearts within
Jul 2019 · 89
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how does one hold your gentle heart?
with hands like mine filled with scars
holding broken shards that fell apart
those i have loved and fell like stars

how does one love with hands like this?
someone who's rough and blistered
compared to you my dear young miss
my heart has been tired and weathered
Jul 2019 · 45
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as the sun turns to sleeps  
the stars scatter the sky
when the heart loves
the night surrenders
give me peace in sleep
for i see you in my dreams
Jul 2019 · 54
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do you still have time
to stay for just awhile
even if your not mine
Jul 2019 · 74
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The feeling of pain
The feeling of fear
The feeling of falling
And never reaching the end,
I'm still falling
I'm still here
I'm still alive
I have no fear..
I allow death to take my soul
In trauma of death isn't it all obvious....death
Isn't what I wanna fear....
I don't feel
I don't think
I don't know
When it will end
Still falling
Still fearing
Still crying
Because I never felt good enough for you
Enough to breath
Enough to live....
But
I'm still falling
And I don't know when I will hit the ground....
Jul 2019 · 53
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I sit here alone,
Remembering the days that have gone....
Past words and feelings still
so fresh...
And suddenly from the darkness of my room I get the so much wanted cold embrace of Lady Death...
I leave this world behind with a heart full of joy...
I still can hear the birds and your heart beating next to mine...
I get flashbacks from when we were one...
Suddenly I wake up and find you sleeping peacefully in my arms and I think to myself
"It was just a dream...."
Jul 2019 · 146
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I was taught to obey
The god I am to worship
To the tones of the hymn I sway
To spread lies on my kinship

I devoted my life
And became His messenger
Cared little of the strife
Of families and their avengers

Women and children died
To spread a religion
Their bodies beaten and tied
To beat them into a descision

I was His
As was everything
In this world I used to remiss
Quite a merry thing

I should be an example
Of ideas and beliefs
They should not trample
I should help in times of grief

Yet I cause them
As they spread far and wide
Infidels we called them
Because they ran away to hide

Yet He always beckons
And I come to his aid
I have killed thousand; I reckon
To their graves they were laid

I feel as if I must break free
Before the final nail on my coffin
To run away and flee
Before I corrupt more of my offspring
Jul 2019 · 90
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How they ran away in fright
From a monster with flared claws
Fueled by rage and spite
Devouring what it could maw

Them and me
Them and me
A match in heaven
Made to be

They ran and hid
A monster I was depicted
Which left me livid
Of the pain they had inflicted

They sit, crouched in fear
Praying for their lives
Yet a monster is here
Armed with knives

The air grows red
Screams soar through the sky
People have bled
Oblivious of their own demise

Now I sit in an empty room
Remembering and reminiscing
The air wails with gloom
The lives perished I keep dismissing
Jul 2019 · 53
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Life... It is a curious thing.
They place those with intellect on a pedestal.
Praise them & congratulate them for their foresight.
Never once considering it as lucky fate.
One mistake is all it takes.
The once praised became blamed.
Countless maimed & forever chained.
I accept this fame.
History will remember this stain.
Jul 2019 · 65
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I stared into the Abyss and it stared back in through me.
We kept a gaze and exchanged some words.
We talked the whole night through, but then, as was to be,
the sun came to rise and the night sky vanished completely.

I was shunned by the people of my own time.
I painted them drawings that never saw their prime.
I wrote them writings and they said, "there is no rhyme!"
I solved their problems and they gave me a ten-cent dime.

All of this and i never got a price. I took a shot every single night
and told myself, "Oh what sorrow to think, maybe the abyss was right"
Jul 2019 · 93
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come with me as we frolic upon the hedges of sweet ****** roses
as we twist and turn with the cold west wind from the abyss beneath
come dance through the graves of the past to which all shall join
such music that brings pure thrill to the heart that ones beat loud
silence is but the end to which we all dance together bones to ash
hand in hand around a funeral fire guided by the music of death
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migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
i try my best to just forget
i try to get over and move on
i worked hard to get a good life
i finally have a good home

yet every night i hear it knock
in the silence i can hear the bombs
i see flashes and smoke in the dark
it feels as if i'm back from that terrible start

though try as i might to dream
but no man is truly born to be free
i try so hard to make sense of it all
i am but a prisoner with no walls

i just wish it never happened
i wish it would just stay buried
i pray that i won't be sober to know
the things i did and the things i saw

forever bonded by its chains
that drives any man insane
to the core of its soul shattered
full of horrid trauma and scars

no matter what you try to do
accepting it or forgetting it
you can try to let go of the past
yet the past will never let go of you
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migayle ocuaman Jul 2019
I'm depress yet you say I'm overreacting
you see my tears and cuts yet you say it's for attention
you tell me I'm wrong even when we all know I'm right
it's my life, just a cycle of pain and regrets
it's not selfish of me to take my own life
after I'm dead it won't matter who I hurt
I bet you never saw the signs
everything will be over, I will be gone
I won't have to worry about everything
I will cease to exist so will this anguish
only god can come and save me
but I don't even feel his presence
it's as if he is only silently watching the scene
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