To know a person,
a person that is alive behind shut eyelids;
a body only present,
able to be physically held, caressed,
but not able to be talked to,
a sleeping soul in a human being,
is the body even human now at all?

To know such a person,
a person in such a slumber,
it is only right to wonder:
how long will it take
for the soul to awaken again?

It's funny, how warm thoughts are.
The times we had together,
Although now, well,
You are afar.

Even in the deep chills of winter,
Your words couldn't be sweeter,
Even if you don't speak,
I hear you.

I feel your heartbeat,
Even if you aren't near,
For you are my best friend,
Although I don't have you here.

There's beauty in your calling,
Even when I'm falling,
I a deep pit of despair,
Knowing you aren't really there.

It's been years without you,
But I can still hear your voice.
You could of stayed right here with me, but...
But...
You took the other choice.

The love that rattles in your head,
Is the love that she shares ,
For cause of chemical illusions,
From the very nerves that pass through your flesh,
From the atoms that were forged in the heart of a dyeing star,
The lie,
Cause of a concoction in your mind.


Love is a lie.
The lie of them illusions,
A trick of them nerves,
A trick of them atoms that were oh so cruelly made,
The truth of science shows the lie of one’s true love.  


Reality is mere elements.
The compounds of these elements,
Them compounds that make us as real as nothing but dust,
Reality is lonely.
Reality is lonely.
And upon this mere coincidence that we are castaway,
Hopelessly we look to the stars that we are believed to see,
The creation of a lie is being made,
Love, the deception of physics .
Yet as it spreads across the galaxy across the dark that once was of nothing,
its destiny to fit into life,
That life which is not alive.
That life which is just of protein and sorts,
The lie of love that fits in as a part of this brain,
The brain which leads us blindly by the shear evolution of chemicals and neurons.
The evolution of as possible as your body of atoms is alive.


Yet love is the lie that holds us close to each other,
The gravity that the physics’ never told us about,
As physics’ cannot explain it all the chemical compounds,
the electrodes in your brain how can it lead to something so strong.
Love is a lie from your mind.
Yet it is the best lie of all.

Reality may be lonely,
But from the love that rattles in our head we are of pleasure,
For who cares of reality, as in here reality cares not of the truth.
For who cares if we are just elements,
as long as them elements are of illusion of them chemicals.
As long as them elements pass power through them nerves.
As long them nerves pass though the flesh.
As long as them elements are forged in the heart of a dyeing star.
Then we can live the lie that is love
As long as the so called life is in our mind we can ask:
Is love a lie or is love the only thing that is truly real?

I look down
There they are
The dying of the town
The wounds that have left a scar

As I walk past
The dying moan
They long for their time to have passed
For them to have flown

I walk through the injured
One man grabs my leg
Here in the dead of winter
I shiver

He is only a boy
Whom body has been blown
He is a broken toy
Left to moan

I crouch down
His eyes are glazed
The dying of this town
Will never be praised

"Mum."
Is what they say
Crying out for there families
In this day so grey

"I am here."
He is too badly damaged
The boys whom I used to endear
Boys once so fragile

They are toys of war
Crying out for there mothers
They are on deaths door
Looking for their mothers

Tears leak from my eyes
As I look upon his passing
The strength gone from his eyes
In every passing

Standing up
The boy is dead
His last words a mumble
For his mother he pled

I want to flee
But if life was so nice only
As the sun sets among the trees
I realize that Reality Is so Lonely

The Sakura blooms with life
Everything is dying around it
Sakura wants to change this world with one petal at a time
Spreading this hope out with pride
Don't care if she fail as long as her message is out there
"No more death to this home" it says
Walking forth head held high
Being strong for the world to see her

From ashes you rose
From light you were born
The hope that has been lost
And the darkness that has been claimed
You surrendered yourself to the worst thing
And watched your own soul sink
However it's not too late
As the day light's shine awaits
Claim your weapons
And make your escape
From the darkness you hate

From empty hand, we rise to meet,
Upon manless land for death to greet.
Soar to the height untilthe fall,
Mark the deeds of the valiant tall.
In end, its hand, reach to our grave,
Of those who'd come to seek the brave.
And stare the horror between the sorrow,
Grasp an idea of a better tomorrow.

Time ravages you,
time takes from you,
time is the ultimate power,
time takes life from a flower,

This is the beginning,
or it could be the end,
your life is just a cycle,
as it can turn and turn,

As you start young,
as you start to grow,
as you begin to know,
as you take the stroll,

We form love,
we form relationships,
we form partnerships,
we form into destiny,

We go in pairs,
we try and dare,
we begin with flare,
we try and snare,

As we grow older,
we get colder,
we get bolder,
it's such a order,

We have young ones,
we see them grow,
we see them behold,
it brings such a tear.

She walks, covered in scars.
Forcing herself to never look back,
To never see the lives she took away.
To never see the once beautiful skies,
that was now littered in grey.
Her brooch, weighing her down,
The forest green eyes, she longs to see.
As time dances before her,
she stands, alone.
Quiet, and still.
Like that of a broken clock.

I watched her run,
Run to see the ocean wind,
To see the timeless quality
Of the world we live in.

Her hair blew in the breeze;
She turned around and eyes were met.
My vision blurred,
My face grew wet.

I reached for her
And whispered so:
Love, take my hand
And never let go.

Wait for me,
and I'll come back!
Wait with all you've got!
Wait, be patient and I shall return to your loving arms embrace
Wait, be patient till I may kiss your warm lips again,
wait, be patient no goodbyes and farewell tears,
Wait, for I have kept you close and your love protects,
Wait, until i sing to you once again my love,
Wait for me as I kiss your hand before I go,
Wait, until then remember our fondest memory.

Wait when cheerless yellow rain whispers that you need not.
wait as the leaves fall and flower withers,
wait even as the sky darkens and the moon changes,
wait as the dawn breaks the cold night sky,
Wait when the snow swirls fast, and the bitter freeze loses your warmth,
wait when the sun blazes hot,
wait even if the seasons change and I am not there,
wait for me though you cannot hear my voice,
wait even if we are miles apart in distant lands,
In foreign frontiers and unknown fronts,
wait for me and so we may dance again,
wait when long days are past and others have forgot.

Wait when from the distant place, word does not arrive.
Wait, when all those you face know I'm not alive.
Wait for me, and I'll come back!
Wait for me, don't fret!
When they tell you there's no doubt that it's time to forget,
Be strong have fate for I shall be back,
Wait and keep me in your thoughts for you are on mine,
Even when those dearest to me tell you I am gone and past.
As your eyes swell to tears from their words,
Even if it shatter your heart to doubt if I am still alive,
Even when my nearest give up, claiming it's been too long.
Even if they honor my name and what little I left behind,
Let's raise a glass of bitter sweet wine, to the friend who's passed into glory -  But wait!

Don't share that drink! Wait until the last!
Wait for me and I'll come back, Cheating every fate,
Deciding when to live and past,
Enduring the odds and evading deaths grasp.
Through the anguish and slaughter of the field,
Though my body suffers and tires my soul cries to survive,
For you are waiting for me to come back,
Broken and scarred I shall return to you,
Wait until i can hold your soft soothing hands once more.
They who had lost hope shall be in shock,
"A nice stroke of luck!" they'll say,
those that could not wait.

Only they will never know how amid the strife,
Amid those who now lay in anguish lost and scattered,
by waiting for me, my dear,
and you saved my life,
You have brought peace to my soul.
But the two of us will know,
How you got me home.
Only you knew how to wait,
it was you alone.

Across the violet sky,
You will fly.
Far further than any other,
Something new you will discover.

Do not fly to high for your wings will burn,
But because of this, a new lesson you learn.
Yet you do so anyway,
Fading into the light of day.

You fall and fall,
No matter what you hit, you continue to fall.
Your life flashing before your eyes,
Just watching how everyone else dies.

Once you land,
You lift yourself and stand.
Despite how you hurt,
And how your wings are burnt.

You walk across the water,
Why sink? Don’t bother.
You’ve changed, but your still a little naive,
No matter how old you may be.

Now on the other side,
It’s time to say bye.
So you spread your wings and fly,
High across the violet sky.

Praying every evening,
To be free from the shackles of overthinking,
By the window I contemplate,
The days of joy and reasons of sadness,
The symphony of life, a mere dream for me,
The sun rays pinching through my skin,
Setting sun no more gives me hope,
The promises are broken and I here now sit alone,
Looking at my broken pieces shattered on the floor...

A white porcelain cup,
containing hot coffee,
warming your hands,
on a cold rainy day.

Staring out of the window,
with it's facade wet with rain drops.
Melancholy. Regret. Sadness.

the sunset burns through the glass
my tender legs warm in the soft orange glow
my forehead rests on the window
where, from here, do i go?
smiling faking talking pretending
thats all everyone seems to do
why does everyone feel so blue
when they can restart and be new?
its a challenge we have to overcome
let me follow my shadow home
you will never be alone
all skin, blood, flesh and bone.

The morning sun glistens through the white curtains flowing in the wind,
The light smell of the sea being carried on the cool bed of wind that fills up our room
Light, piercing to shine on the ethereal you,
It almost feels like a sin to look at you but I can't help myself
Maybe i'll try again tomorrow

Sitting there
Your eyes don't have any colors anymore
The tables are scattered
And your mind are also lost
It's just a matter of time
Before everything ends
Too quickly, too slowly
However you don't even try to catch it up or wait for it
You've tried so hard and now you can't move
You enjoyed the silence a last time
And now i can see you slowly closing your eyes
"Good night"

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room where we first met,
where it all began.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first smile blooms,
where, my first love blooms.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room, full of memories of us,
memories of us that can not be back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you teach me how to laugh,
where you teach me how fly.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where you let me feel to fall in love,
and where you let me feel the pain of my heart breaking apart.

Here i am,
wandering if i can still meet you one last time,
the you, who completed me,
the me, who thought, that i can't live without you.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
a room where you left me,
and still waiting, waiting for you to come back.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
where, my first tear fall,
where, my first love gone.

I know. I know we cannot be together anymore,
but, even though you broke my heart apart,
i can't still stop myself to love you more,
and i am happy to say, I Love You.

Here i am,
alone in a room,
the room, where i will end myself,
to stop the love and pain surging in my heart.

I hope in the next life,
i will meet you again,
and will love you again,
and never be apart again.

But for now,
all i want to say for you,
Thank you for everything,
I Love You, and Good Bye.

can you please tell me again..
the words you said back then
about how much i meant to you
about how your love was true

can you please tell me again..
that dreams do come true
that if i wish to be with you
it's just a matter of time for me and you..

will you tell me our story
and the things i've already forgotten
will you take my hand again
even without my memories,

and maybe, start all over again..?

can you please tell me again
tell me over and over
again and again.. and again
until i remember all of them....

You and me we always gaze at the skies
But seating beside you was nothing but a lie
You said you loved me
But you only needed to be free
Being with me made you smile so bright
But nothing in those smiles was right
You were a nothing but a fake
A fake was all you made
You only needed to run away from the horrible world
So you decided to play with my feelings for who knows what worth
And now I sit on top of the hill
Oh how I wish for you to be here
I was a fool to fall in love with someone like you
You, who lied and not true
Now, I need someone to be by my side too
I need one, so can that be you?

Rewinding, an impossible feat,
but I continue to wish,
that someday, be a second,
a minute, or an hour,
that I may use it to see,
you again someday.

You, in your corner
Me, by the window.
I wonder how it would feel
To close that gap.
Is it weird, I ask myself
with a nervous laugh.

Those intense eyes
silently gazing away,
Nobody seems to notice it
but how I wish it was me
that was reflecting in your eyes.

Smiling to yourself,
isn't that cheating, i say to myself
and i would get embarrassed
all on my own.
Ah, she's looking this way
Was I too direct?

As flowers bloom and wilt,
Our time is also fading,
You, in your corner
Me, coming nearer.
Did you finally notice,
I smile at that nervous face.

Let's leave the present
And fly to the future,
A future of you and me,
In our own corner

Where honor lies
Where duty dies
How too shall your morality cry?
What is essential?
What makes you decide who matters?
To give life to one and deny it to another is more than a choice.
It's a burden.
It is not the path you choose.
That life is forsaken

You may dull my blade,
You may take my sword,
But I will fight on no matter what,
for my will is my strength,
My blood my steel,
So I will not yield, but carry on.
Till the next Dawn.

Many speak of heroes and their quests,
Of the obstacles they face,
Those they meet along the way,
Who made them cry, love, and made them stronger,

But who are they that watch them?
That seem to know the hero so well?
Was it a friend ? Or admirer?
Did the hero do something
That made it that person’s duty
To tell their tale and not their own?

Perhaps we may never know,
But one thing is certain,
The teller of heroes tales,
That a hero’s story never ends

When I go outside,
I see the blue sky,
I see the birds fly,
I see the clouds move,

Your sight is something unique,
your sight is what makes life breathe,
this is the beauty of viewing,
this is the wonder of looking,

Take not your eyes for granted,
take not your thoughts of chances,
your eyes are most important,
your sight is a lovely component,

As you read these words,
as you see these words,
they are just a urge,
they are just a surge,

To see the cats walking past you,
to see the cars dart fast past you,
I love to hold hands with my love,
I love to see and look at my love,

I know you can relate to this,
I know your face is just like this,
your eyes make the connection,
your eyes are just made perfection,

There's no greater enchantment,
there's no greater enhancement,
to look at the dark night sky,
to look at all the neon lights nearby,

Now, as you know now,
now, as you know then,
now, as you have been,
now, "Just Open your Eyes"

Starlight, twilight,
Course upon the endless night.
And wish we may and wish for more,
Through vast known quantities to explore.
Down from day, soar on May,
First of stars we might soon stay.
Leap across that ocean sea,
And spread beyond for eternity.

The sky is so light,
it shows it's might,
with unique space,
and heaven's grace,

Can you feel this feeling?
do you think we're dreaming?
with the shinning stars nearby,
come watch asteroids pass by,

I can stare at it forever,
I hope it lasts forever,
It's worth the endeavor,
it's full of wonder,

Reach out your hands,
reach out your hearts,
come with me and dart,
come with me and start,

Look at that planet there,
look at that lovely star glare,
it's something magnificent,
it's something pleasant,

The universe is something grand,
It's full of mysteries and unknown,
it's beautiful and painful to see,
Beneath the Starry Skies.

Every step
Every path
Every choice I make
Is a step closer

A leap of faith
That's all it takes
To forget this world
And what it makes

Would you mind coming with me?
We'll take a walk down the road of my mind.
You can feel what I feel,
Would you be that kind?

I'll take you to a place, Where the beautiful lights dance to the beats of these stars,
And as the waves of love touch our skin,
We'll feel the water curing our scars.

And back our way home, we'll pluck a black rose,
We'll keep it close to our eyes,
As a way for us to remember one day we'll all become memories,
And even the beautiful dies!
Would you come with me?

Your life is like a story written in a book.
Memories are like pages.
Burnt pages are forgotten.
Be careful for which pages you burn.

Look up!
Do you see the sky?
It really is beautiful tonight!
How I wish to be a star myself,
Incandescent and full of energy.
Drifting across space as carefree as I am.
How I wish to be a star,
An orb witnessing the movement of the whole universe,
Being a spectator to its never-ceasing growth.
Without being perturbed from all the noise.

As unusual as it sounds,
There is another reason I would prefer to be a star,
They connect with each other.
Creating such a beautiful sight of harmony.
Linking with each other and forming constellations.
Why do I want that, you ask?
Take another glance at the sky.
You see those stars?
They had linked perfectly with each other.
That is what we are.
Because you are my star.
And I am yours.

eternity that's what we call it,
its not a thing, its a meaning,
its a life span of hope,
to live on another day,
to see a different light,
its a world to look forward too,
a life to look forward to,
to know you have found....eternity

glass domes
of swirling water
glittering wonder

a shimmering storm
that demands to be heard

yet delicate crystal
breaks so easily
fragile hopes and dreams
shattered time across the ground

but then flows free
vanquished walls
endless form…

what perfect timing
for when i looked up at the sky
there were lightnings everywhere

How they lit up the sky with hearts on Fire
Their roses of light even when hope's dire
It glowed and gently rose
To the war in the beyond

They all counted them
One for each member
Even for those who are lost
But they cannot remain in the past

They sacrificed their all
And in that moment,
The world was beautiful
Like the planet wasn't falling

Pieces of light gathered
They held hands together
And watched as they touched the Earth,
And smiled a happy smile

The moon broke into pieces
The planet was destroyed
Along with the circlet of roses
How they loved their planet so....

Take me to your only Garden,
I wanna see the world you've found!
Sit me underneath the trees,
I wanna see what you believe!

I hear a dark voice
Every time I remember
I feel it rejoice
My sanity it dismembers

Spinning and falling
Down a deep dark hole
A past sad and appalling
I hear the voice take control

I scream and shout
Weeps followed by wails
As melancholy breaks out
I try to stop it; to no avail

The voice coos
Filled with pity and gloom
I was a bird; used and abused
Shot down by my doom

Now I sit here a victim
Cold, lying in the silence
Insanity a symptom
Of my internal war of violence

Numb and dead on the inside
Crouched in fear
My heart races as I try to hide
Oh why can't I disappear?

As the dark voice takes form
I can only stand frozen
The man from whom I was born
A monster I know him

For her I love.
At first I felt thy lust you warned of
A passion so fierce and so great
I only thought of you as a mate.

But then I filled myself with hate,
You called me a ******
And you said it was never fate.
Oh why did I love you so?

But when all was lost, my heart was tossed, you were there to bring it back
You showed me the Cross.

An angel inside me smiling,
T'was you who called me darling,
A funny pause, I heard you farting
Alas, I will always love you my dear star thing.

For her I lust
Love left unrequited
Tortured, I must;
Love that left me delighted

It started light, optimistic
Of what could've been
But alas it was a fight not altruistic
And left me in loathing sin

A beast inside was snarling
A familiar buzz, darling
A sad pause, gnarling
Alas, false, strange star thing

I'm scared of my demons.
To me they are heathens,
I feel them breathing,
Their cold hearts beating,
The horrible screeching,
Is nothing but my dreaming,

Yet they are fallen angels,
They fell from heavens grace,
We are no different from them,
They too have a story to tell.

Where there is darkness
A shadow creeps
People are a mess
And hope now sleeps
The world is in slumber
With demented dreams
Nothing is left to wander
As the world is filled with screams

The latests seconds I'm living
In this pain, it's hurting me
Now I have to tell you, the story
That you and I lived and which one I'm leaving

Thank you, deep in mine
For the happiness you shared
For the hope you gave
I have to say goodbye

And I have the hope that you will
My friends, we know it
What life is going to happened
So many doors for you opened

The sunshine in my broken eyes
Will not be longer
Deep in my heart
I will disapear because it dies

My friends, my love, my heart
It plunged me into the hurt
My house, my life, my mind
I"m loosing all but not you behind

when you feel broken like the shards of glass
and only memories remain
of how beautiful life once was
on those December days

The only thing I need to say
Does not come out
Cannot be spoken
Was and will never be heard

The only thing I want to do
Is never done
Not acted upon
Resides only in my mind

The only thing I want to see
Will never exist
Cannot be possible
Is always just out of reach

For I will never have the courage
To open my mouth
Voiceless to speak
And say three words

I see sphere of moonlight glowing far
It shines in the night like a living star
Pulsing with my heartbeat
Shining with my joy
You will always be here
As will I
For if I leave I know I will cry
So I ask the world
Make it so I can never say goodbye

I drown among the clouds
Dying to see what it shrouds
Deep above and sinking down
Seeing you in such a white gown

Falling like the tears of time
You once sang such melody rhyme
Days when I held you have set me free
This drowning feeling feels surreal to me

You are but another golden dream
Drifting on the heavens cosmic stream
My angel who walks above the cloud snow
You who have made my heart glow

Our dreams
Beautiful one time
A pure hell the next
Never knowing what to expect
You head in and lay your head
Is your heart filled with unshed tears?
Or with silent laughter?
Our minds decide our fates
When, for only a minute, mind and body are apart
So, what about you?
Do mares plague you
Or are you surrounded by smiles?

A promise made,
a promise kept.
To say those words,
this is the first step.

A promise is as old as time,
made by who it was or is.
Whether they be young or old,
to be hers or his.

Keep this solemn oath,
you future generations.
Let your words be true,
and lay down the foundations.

When I was young I had dreams of the most bizarres,
A flight in starlight and touching stars.
Falling asleep,
Dreaming stars and not counting sheeps.
They do say that dreams can come true,
Just believe and do what you have to do.
But that was years ago,
Now in my space ship cargo.
I pulled down my Astro helmet and stared into my destination,
Filled with bravery, filled with determination.
Clicking and clacking gears,
Waves and greets of goodbyes with saltwater tears.
Spreading my wings of fire,
Flying to my heart’s desire.
Sprinkled stars of light,
Blinking bright in cosmic twilight.

United We Stand
Upon this battlefield of the grand
Fighting for our own sense of justice
Our strength fueled by persistence
Our swords let out mighty roars
Together we dominate wars
Neither is wrong or right
But just a simple loyal knight
Showing our true selves with not a spoken language
But by our strength we use to vanquish
Our combined strength used to maul
But in the end, Divided We Fall.