I am the frosted rain
Beyond their wildest dreams
Of death
Why do you have to be the one
amidst this pain?

It slowly drains
A source of life within reach
Of breath
Why can't you be the one
Draining away?

Committed to such a filthy lake
Should I be drowned in sin?
Why be so cruel to just take it away?

My past is what I take
To fuel this creative spin
Give me a chance to pull this all astray

Unfamiliar places
Diseased traces
At least that what I see
In their faces

Darkest fire Wasted
For you to **** what I've created
Don't believe that I need
All these privileges

The lake will eventually fade
Evaporate towards its natural state
Dirt will return from where it came
Away from the day

The old comfort holds me back
Destroy the earth's wrath
With what created it

Don't give in to my sinfull requests
Paralyze the dead
These helpfull chants
Lets me know
I need some rest

In this time
The old man dies
My helpless siege
Is all I need

In this time
I'm selling my soul to her
Give it a wishful heartbeat
Seize the day in deceit

I will never speak to you
If only I could change my ways of pleasure
**** real time
How do I try?

I will never speak to anyone
If only you could **** your kind displeasure
Do me right
When does it die?

I think about my undying compassion
Not long until it disappears
Not like it's going to happen
Disappointment is almost here

I give a try to the ground beneath me
It sighs until it disappears
I am now flying swiftly
Towards pastures appearing clear

Until it all falls
My vision blurs
No real need to see again
Fire resonates within her

It all comes Crashing down in echoes of *******
Releasing all the night
When I finally lose it all
And my only shred of honesty
Lost within the flame
Now it only came

I never talked to you
Could never be forgiving
I finally witness this hue
Could I Seize the day?

Helpless
The enchanted announces my sentence
Time carries pain
No more day

It's only a matter of time
Before my fear is lost
It never left me behind
Waiting in the shadows of my Ghost

The only good was to honor
Waiting for the call of father
Watching the wind rise
I promised to always hide

Brethen of the orchid
In the rays of the warm amart
The sounds of the loud *****
Walking foward to tear you apart

Soul pledge to Affinity
A deed shall not last
Pain swiped by tides of eternity
No letting go of the past
        
Flower in the coffin
Bleak trail of the hearse

The rain falls
On the victim of this moral curse

Take my hand
You will never leave
You misunderstand my craving dream

You withstand
My spirit grieves
You understand that I will leave

The marked mattress
Dreams of glee
The past foward
Deceit is what you see

Time will tell
The pain shall fade
Maybe once
Maybe within days

Mourning over a well needed embrace
This feeling of sorrow you must take
A Suttle light glows Amist the pain
Your exit to the time that you remain

Not to Weep in the end of a journey
To say farewell to what has happened
Not to cry because of the end
To smile because it happened

To remember days of our embrace
To remember the flower's shinning face
To see the days in the wake of the past
To wander with the spirit through familiar traces

If nothing matters
Then you will never see
The festering emotions marked within the trees

If you want it
I guess you will never see it
A Solitary child beneath the moonlight
A deadly mirror on road to a scenic flight

Don't we all know that feeling?
Vision locked to the flight
Nothing seems right

Don't we all face our demons?
Unexplained trespasser's might
A far too familiar mental fight

If we could only find out why
What does it hurt to try?

If something matters
Why can't it be everything?
You'd rather focus on your faithful wings

If you don't want it
I think you'll be better without it
A roaring angel faced with days to keep
A simple life where we can follow our dreams

Don't we all need that feeling?
The tides of death are now lost
And all the distress is gone

Don't we all need our amen?
A breath of fresh air at last
Shadows of misery you surpassed

Reveries of ghosts you had in mind
It feels so right
Knowing that you could die
What does it hurt to try?

Masters of the mind that give us light
It feels so right
A life looking bright
What does it hurt to try?