If nothing matters
Then you will never see
The festering emotions marked within the trees

If you want it
I guess you will never see it
A Solitary child beneath the moonlight
A deadly mirror on road to a scenic flight

Don't we all know that feeling?
Vision locked to the flight
Nothing seems right

Don't we all face our demons?
Unexplained trespasser's might
A far too familiar mental fight

If we could only find out why
What does it hurt to try?

If something matters
Why can't it be everything?
You'd rather focus on your faithful wings

If you don't want it
I think you'll be better without it
A roaring angel faced with days to keep
A simple life where we can follow our dreams

Don't we all need that feeling?
The tides of death are now lost
And all the distress is gone

Don't we all need our amen?
A breath of fresh air at last
Shadows of misery you surpassed

Reveries of ghosts you had in mind
It feels so right
Knowing that you could die
What does it hurt to try?

Masters of the mind that give us light
It feels so right
A life looking bright
What does it hurt to try?

Read the people around you
Long ago I saw the stars above
They went somewhere
Its an idea, like all the others

Just as all the others
A distant, cold place
But familiar
I understood, maybe some day

At the end of the day
Burns never heal
Only out-shined by new flame
I am the Iron, that stains

In the morning
Sun still rising
I find myself in frantic pace

Underneath the tides of deceit
His words reek
In the undesired of which you speak

Chained by the candle
The heat melts your skin
No one to put it out
Lit by your misplaced twin

Left out
Throughout and beneath the drought
He brought a scout
Unease lingers around your doubt

Inside looking out
Eyes see nothing
Outside looking in
You see him
Remain here
To Drain away the day
every day

All the years gone away
Only to be found as the same prey
Is it really that difficult to say goodbye?

A life looking bleak
You being weak
Is it really that complicated
To say farewell and leave?

In words of wisdom
It is not what you seek
Do you deserve better?
Or will you speak?

Suttle mark upon the window
Landscape dazed
The arrival of spring
Sunlight swept to cause the haze

Among the scholarship
It is me
Aspiration to days of kinship
Troubles face this lack of breeze

The fear of the short term wait
Rummy beyond my fragile day
A mind that has always gone away
Depictions of these irrational sways      

In the distance
I watch the branches
The flutter of their fragile lances
Visions obtained with prying glances

Ideas flooding the mind
Is this a hint?

A new glory I must find
Leave the words in my print

Writers block now released
Joy from this new found breeze
An idea offered by my disease
The phenomenon is complete

I am pleased

Helpless
The enchanted announces my sentence
Time carries pain
No more day

It's only a matter of time
Before my fear is lost
It never left me behind
Waiting in the shadows of my Ghost

The only good was to honor
Waiting for the call of father
Watching the wind rise
I promised to always hide

I am the frosted rain
Beyond their wildest dreams
Of death
Why do you have to be the one
amidst this pain?

It slowly drains
A source of life within reach
Of breath
Why can't you be the one
Draining away?

Committed to such a filthy lake
Should I be drowned in sin?
Why be so cruel to just take it away?

My past is what I take
To fuel this creative spin
Give me a chance to pull this all astray

Unfamiliar places
Diseased traces
At least that what I see
In their faces

Darkest fire Wasted
For you to **** what I've created
Don't believe that I need
All these privileges

The lake will eventually fade
Evaporate towards its natural state
Dirt will return from where it came
Away from the day

The old comfort holds me back
Destroy the earth's wrath
With what created it

Don't give in to my sinfull requests
Paralyze the dead
These helpfull chants
Lets me know
I need some rest

Walk across miles into the cold land
Winter forever and where it stands
The life of a mascot shrouded in mist
The scorched soul where he is never dismissed

You become the soul
Broken roots to its core and enslaved
You lock the door
The stone walls with our names engraved

Left to a broken palace
Kings using words of spring
Holding up familiar strings
The influence begs you to forgive

Giving you a voice without sanity
Giving a hoax inside your head          
Giving protection in his vanity
Giving promise before death

Left beneath the ground
A place you avoided with your soul
A freakish land devoid of idea
Constant minds thrown down the hole

Why destroy what you swore to protect?
Isn't it all hypocrisy?
Why protect what what is found dead?
Just to cause controversy?

Watching through the looking Glass
You see a mascot in paradise
A beauty against reality
Your reality is what you asked

Distorted reflection wearing a mask
Made out of light and purity          
The reflection is perfect
But far from reality

Given a goal
To satisfy his desire
To become whole
And reach beyond the mire

Your salvation in dire
This is what you get
This is what they get
What you didn't expect

Brethen of the orchid
In the rays of the warm amart
The sounds of the loud *****
Walking foward to tear you apart

Soul pledge to Affinity
A deed shall not last
Pain swiped by tides of eternity
No letting go of the past
        
Flower in the coffin
Bleak trail of the hearse

The rain falls
On the victim of this moral curse

Take my hand
You will never leave
You misunderstand my craving dream

You withstand
My spirit grieves
You understand that I will leave

The marked mattress
Dreams of glee
The past foward
Deceit is what you see

Time will tell
The pain shall fade
Maybe once
Maybe within days

Mourning over a well needed embrace
This feeling of sorrow you must take
A Suttle light glows Amist the pain
Your exit to the time that you remain

Not to Weep in the end of a journey
To say farewell to what has happened
Not to cry because of the end
To smile because it happened

To remember days of our embrace
To remember the flower's shinning face
To see the days in the wake of the past
To wander with the spirit through familiar traces

In this time
The old man dies
My helpless siege
Is all I need

In this time
I'm selling my soul to her
Give it a wishful heartbeat
Seize the day in deceit

I will never speak to you
If only I could change my ways of pleasure
**** real time
How do I try?

I will never speak to anyone
If only you could **** your kind displeasure
Do me right
When does it die?

I think about my undying compassion
Not long until it disappears
Not like it's going to happen
Disappointment is almost here

I give a try to the ground beneath me
It sighs until it disappears
I am now flying swiftly
Towards pastures appearing clear

Until it all falls
My vision blurs
No real need to see again
Fire resonates within her

It all comes Crashing down in echoes of *******
Releasing all the night
When I finally lose it all
And my only shred of honesty
Lost within the flame
Now it only came

I never talked to you
Could never be forgiving
I finally witness this hue
Could I Seize the day?

It's always a burden
To focus on one thing
At a time

The bittersweet journey
The passion project
The immovable dreams
The endless hobby
It is a rockslide

What is more affordable than why
How is just a nuisance
The words should form something better
In our minds

Afford what you can
Or slide away