Take me and ****** me
I'm right here
Naked for you, under the tree
Wearing only my Santa hat
Come get me baby
Don't you want some of that?
He he he, ** ** **
Get closer darling
I'm gonna make you glow!
Merry Christmas baby

I can count on you to make me laugh
Give me kisses
And I don't have to ask
Cuddle beside me
I'll rub you head
Just stay with me
Let's snuggle in bed
You're so soft, I love your purr
How silky is your orange fur
I know that I can count on you
To be there and love me, you always do
I'm done with men
I've had it, it's true
I have the love of my cat
To get me through
Unconditional Love

Shut up!
Shut up!
Please, all of you shut up!
I don’t care how wonderful your boyfriend is
Or your girlfriend
Or your wife
Or your husband
How they make you smile
How they are the greatest person on this earth
How happy you are together
***** all you happy couples
Stop throwing it in my face
Yea, yea, yea
I know I’m still alone
You think I haven’t noticed?
Go have your fun
It won’t last
So for now, SHUT UP!

I have so much love to give
To the right one
I thought it was you
How could I be so wrong?
I miss the passion
I miss the closeness
The holding
Touching
Lazy days, hours in bed
While you’d gently caressed my head
We’d stay there all day
Never get dressed
I loved it when your hair got all messed
We’d kiss for a while
Then our bodies would intertwine
How I wish
You were still mine

I’m lonely
I’m tired
I really don’t care
I don’t give a ****
If you’re in a jam
I’m sick of my life
I’m sick of this day
I’m just waiting for someone to take me away
Here they come
The men in white coats
It’s such a cliche
But they just might save me
From myself today

I’ve had enough
So I’ll say goodbye
I think I’m ready
To finally die
I can’t wake up another day
To the voices in my head
That want me dead
I get in the tub
Hot water up to my neck
Take out the blades
Guzzle the *****
Wait for the buzz of the drink
So that I no longer have to think
The water begins turning red
What have I done?
I’ll soon be dead
Peace

It's once again that time of year
Filled with joy and holiday cheer
Then why are there tears in my eyes
What on earth makes me want to cry?
Even worse, pray to die...
I feel no cheer inside my head
I can't drag my body out of my bed
People so happy
Smiling all through the day
I don't have clue what to say
I don't have an answer why I'm so sad
Acquaintances tell me it can't be that bad
I pull down the shades
And hide in my room
I don't want to spoil their cheer with my gloom
I'm all alone, once again
No one will notice
Not one single friend
I hide under the covers
And wait for the New Year
Maybe then, I'll find my cheer

Can you taste the strawberry on my lips?
I put it on for you to lick
My fishnets might not be on straight
Just get over here, don't make me wait
My lace teddy will come off in time
I have only seduction on my mind
Come to me
Touch my thigh
Move your hand higher
Make me cry
Cry for your touch
Your body
Your soul
Am I asking too much?
Maybe so
I want all of you
And I want it now
You need to get here, you made a vow
I want to nibble your ear and make it tickle
Blow on your neck and make you wiggle
I just want to make love to you
And I have a feeling, so do you

If you don't want to know,
then just don't ask
'cause I won't lie
and say I'm fine
while I sit and down a bottle of wine
I won't pretent
it's all ok
when all I do is run away
No, I'm not happy
Not joyous and free
I'm not at all where I want to be
Still looking for peace
so I continue to pray
for serenity, I hope it comes some day

I'm making a list
I'm checking it twice
I know you've been naughty
But have you been nice?
They tell me you've been bad
But does that really mean "good"
It's just an opinion
You wouldn't change, even if you could
You are on my list
Which one, I'm not sure
I need to see your naughty some more
Bring it on!

I write and I write
Yes that's what I do
It helps to keep me from thinking of you
As much as I write
Of love and despair
It doesn't ease the pain
You still don't seem to care
I'll keep writing
Until I die
It doesn't mean that I won't cry
Cry for you
Cry for me
Cry for what I want it to be
I'll just keep wiping the tears away
Maybe life will be better today

We worry and worry so needlessly
Worry about things that may never be
Live for today
And worry not
Trust in Him
He knows a lot
Don't feel sad about everything you do
Remember the world
Doesn't revolve around you
Have faith in Him and turn it over
Stop looking for that four leaf clover
Trust in Him, he knows what's best
Give it up, He'll take care of the rest
Keep the faith....

Running and running
As fast as I can
Can you catch me?
Are you a real man?
I’m faster than you
You’ll never catch up
I’d meet you at the finish line
But you’ll soon give up
See you my darling
I must say goodbye
I’m running faster and faster
Did I see you cry?

I remember when
You used to love me
Hold me
Kiss me
Touch me
Caress me
Play with my hair
You’d sit and stare
For hours
We’d talk
And never get bored
We’d laugh and we’d giggle
All through the night
Until the morning sun shinned bright
Coffee we’d share
Outside on the deck
Still touching and teasing
You’d nibble my neck
I’ll never forget you, my love

Darkness covered the sea
It came without warning
Angry clouds surrounded me
The tiny boat began to rock
Tears came down from the sky
Hard pellets hit my skin, I started to cry
But there is no time,  to get upset
Better take out the orange vest
I wait for the sky to clear, as I sit through the storm
I long for the land,  I'm tired and worn
He hands me a towel,  as I walk to the shore
I bend to my knees
And thank the Lord

She stood on the ledge, said "what the hell"
Would anyone care
If I fell?
Who would know
She took that jump
Landed in the snow
"What's wrong with me"
Can I do anything right?
All banged up, but still alive
Next time
I'll have to go high
Can't mess it up again
Give it one more try

The sun is shining
A brand new day
Another chance
To go out and play
I won't be sad
I won't cry
I'll be happy
I'm still alive
New Day, new start
I think it's time
To once again, open up my heart
DON'T BREAK IT

My heart yearns for your love
but it's not meant to be
it's all for her, not for me
what does she have
to get all your love
you both look so happy, where are the doves
I wish you both happiness
then smile one last time
as I jump of the bridge, wishing you were mine

I look to the sky
what a beautiful blue
red and pink brushed into the breathtaking hue
the clouds are majestic
they remind me of you
I wish I could fly
way up to the sky
where there is no pain
no need for this cane
It's time to go
I've lived enough
had enough of this earthly stuff
It means nothing to me
without you
come take me my darling
into the beautiful blue

You're a lone wolf
Can't be caught
Keep going, keep moving
Live fast and have fun
You'll always be on the run
I watch and I wait
Until the day
You get tired
Of running away
I'll be here
Where else would I go
My life is half over
This I know
I have good years left
But you'll never know
I'm sad, I cry
But away you go...

I can't leave my room
I can't leave my space
I'm so sick and tired
Of the human race
I'm strapped to my bed
I was bad last night
It was Lucy this time
But it wasn't a crime
Barry is watchful
Playing it low key
I love them all, they always protect me
the nurse comes in with my meds
the crazy ward, lost in my head
I'll never get bored
I laugh to myself
I'm Charlotte today
I wait till they leave
throw the pills away
Lucy is playful
She wants out of this place
She needs to calm down
Slow down her pace
Alarms going off
Are the coming for me?
Maybe Charlotte or Barry
I can't see
I laugh and I laugh
As they take me away
It's just another beautiful day...
In Ward 8

I walked into the ballroom and you were there
With your chiseled face and dark shinny hair
I could hardly catch my breath
I wanted you then
My knees were weak
I couldn't speak
I ran to the bar
Admiring you from afar
I ordered my first *** and coke
The very first sip, I started to choke
I got your attention
As you came near the bar
I gulped down my drink
You shined like a star
Then I saw her
She put her arm through yours
I knew then you were taken
I felt chills and thorns
You both looked so happy
How could that be
I was certain you belonged to me
I ordered another drink and many more
he'll notice me now
As I stagger to the door
I went to my room
Continued to drink
Mini bar was packed
I didn't want to think
When I awoke
I wondered if it was real
I could still see your face
and your eyes of steel
I realized then you were not to be mine
I took out my stash and did a long line
poured another drink
I didn't want to think
Alone again
With my only friend...

I fly solo through life
Born alone
Die alone
In between I meet people
Some who will be in my life forever
Some who come and go
Some who just go
Through it all
I'm alone
My cats
My son
but there is no one
To make me feel special
Curl up with at night
Tell me they love me
everything will be alright
Am I asking too much?
Apparently so
Here I sit again, flying solo

Ship has docked
Where is the sea?
I'm all alone
Only me
Sadness overwhelming
Fantasy is over
Back to reality
My lonely life
No one waiting for me at the airport
Take a cab again, alone
Did anyone miss me
even notice I was gone?
If I never came back
Would anyone care
can't think this way, I don't dare
Tears roll down my face
I can't make them stop
I sit and cry
While the ship continues to rock
I'm a scared little girl
Pretending to be strong
while I die a bit everyday
and continue to run away
When's the next trip?

We all have a choice
To live or to die
Some of us choose both
Alive and breathing
But dead on the inside
Faceless expressions
Walking through life
No joy, no pain
Zombies surround us
Is it you, is it me?
The characters change
Every day
I put my armour on
I've made my choice today
Dead on the inside
No one can hurt me, I'll be ok

Sleep is my best friend
I can hide in my dreams
No one can hurt me
I'm safe
Protected from the world
When I awake
The sun of the new day
Tries to trick me
Into believing today will be the day
The day for what?
Love, happiness, success
It never comes
So I go back to sleep
I can't be fooled anymore
Take those pills
Make it permanent
Yes, bliss is mine
Forever

It's my life
I want to live
grasp every bit of happiness
Smell the roses
Slow my roll
Forget about the empty hole
In my heart
Live
Breath
See the beauty around me
Enjoy my own company
Life is good
Time too appreciate
And live
With a smile
Dry those eyes and get out there
There's no second chance
The seconds go by too quickly
To waste them being sad
Today I will rejoice, and be glad...

The sky became dark
The waves were getting rough
The dining room was full of beautiful people
looking their best, all dressed up
The tables started to shake
Lightly at first
Everyone sipping their drinks, quenching their thirst
No one noticed, as the ship began to shake
Waves getting bigger
Get ready for the quake
No one was prepared
For what was to come
Blissfully eating and drinking
Getting comfortably numb
Smiling faces filled the room
Lights went dark, then came the gloom
Whistles were singing
fear in the air
Did anyone know, did anyone care?
Then it hit
Out of nowhere
A wall of water, no time for fear
It's time to say goodbye
Kiss me one more time my love
Before we die

I'm wild
I'm crazy
I'm the woman of your dreams
Can you take this wild ride?
Come now, you know you can't hide
Are you afraid
I'm too much of a woman for you
You are right
But baby come close
Hold me tight
I'll make things brighter than you could ever dream
Come on baby, I got the whipped cream

Hello...  I'm here
I'm ready for you now
Come out come out
Wherever you are
My heart knows
You aren't far
Don't be afraid,  I don't bite
Unless you want me to,  then I might
They say I'm a great catch
Fun
Pretty
Caring
Come my love, I'm ready for my match
Everything a man could desire
Is here for you
Don't pretend you don't know what to do
I'm ready for happily ever after
Now...
With you