I am a lounging lizard
in love with the sun and the brightness of life
in small daily deepening rituals abides the warmth of my heart and a sense of gratitude to last a lifetime tenderly unfolds and continues to drape this expansive existence

When will there be no table
just people gathered in a circle

And if he does not feel the same
I would understand
but I needed to be brave
because it means so much to me
he means so much to me
everyone has got their things( their no to great traits)
but i don’t need someone to put on a pedestal that is not what I am asking for

I am asking to see you further for who you are

Surya Namaskar in the bright morning sun

every little part of me comes alive

and my fingers lift me off the ground

pressing powerfully

how wondrous are we

breathing, living, conscious beings

standing mountains

all equal

vast as the vastness

My lilied love awaken to the new day
there the small grass is growing and the glow of the day is here permeating our skin –warming us even if we are apart

My lilied love I hope you can feel me somehow in the thick light of the day
when you open your window or walk outside

My lilied love I know we are in different season of our lives but we are ripening at the same time,
soften with me into this life
sixteen years, ten years, five years, three years: the amount does not matter just  the fact that I truly love you and at the same time I genuinely like who you are
these two are uncountable

lilied love would you allow me to behold
you as you behold this day ever unfolding before your eyes

Do you believe there is no renewal?
not of the mind or of life
do you believe we don’t deserve to change
are we always to be bound to the past
instead of aided by it’s wisdom

think deep
what do you really believe ?