Sleep easy, he said
if only
but never again with you
I thought.

When I left you
I didn’t realise
there was a tiny morsel of you
sewn into my heart
forever

my heart
is buried deep
in yesterday

and then
everything stopped
I don’t remember the day
or the hour
or the month
or the year
but I remember
the silence
it was weird
tell me you remember
that too.

Well done!
You won
You got me
Bullseye!
arrow
straight through
my heart.

I see you
and you look like home
I turn away
but home is always where
the heart is.

I am a book
without words
I am a song
without tune
I am a poem
without rhyme
I am a movie
without sound
I am a play
without plot
I am a painting
without colour
I am a sculpture
without stone
I am a woman
without name.