This is not enough
I am lost
furious
incomplete
I am bored
with myself
and you
and this house
and this life
I am off
Yes
I am off
watch me go
watch me
and  know this
if you know nothing
else
I am going
nowhere
absolutely nowhere
without you!

I got home
still full of your smile
its been a while
that’s true
but now at least
I know
we can walk
another
mile
together

You are
the constant
I struggle
to be

When my world
is too desperately dark
I do what you said
I go to sleep
wake up early
and call you

Is it just me or
are we almost
on the brink of
honesty?

I am patient
I am kind
but please know
I am two  minutes away
from not giving a **** .

Driving
three bundles of love
to nowhere specific
but loving
the journey