I want to see you fly
Soaring
High, like a majestic, beautiful bird
Free
To be who you are
And what you desire to become
Feeling the rush of breeze
Blowing past
Leaving behind
All worries
Of the yesterdays gone by
Smiling with your eyes
The way only you can
As you break the cage you are in
And fly away

We both know
That we used each other
We abused
And we accused
And we amused each other  
We were devious
Envious
Lascivious
Mischievous
We were
Mad with lust
No one to trust
Unable to adjust
With the filth and the grime
And the dust and the crime
Desperate for our time together
To end
I am glad I left you
We consumed each other enough

I was someone’s sun once
She desired to swallow me whole
I burn everything down I said
Eat me up if you want
But do it slowly
Cut me up in little pieces first

She couldn’t
I turned to ashes in her mouth

She
With her bright shiny eyes
And funny looking face
Her crazy energy
And her mad ways
Her Polka dots
And and her red lace
Her innocent tricks
And her strong chase
She was such a, good girl!

Another today
slipped away to become yesterday
tomorrow
I lay thinking
how can I say
what I want to convey
my sorrow
about how I come
in my own way
and stay
in the same place
running towards you.

I will not perish
Because I have desired You
Only if for a moment

I might be weak
But You are the prowess of the powerful
I might be deluded
But You are the intelligence of the intelligent
I might be unable
But You are the ability in man
I might have sinned innumerable times
But You are the penance of all ascetics

Beloved Lord
My strength
You are
Please
Let me surrender
And become
Who I am