Flowerwithabrain

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

Does love exist?

Cut me open

Bleed me dry

Maybe then you'll learn to love me

I don't think it does

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

Heat

Have you ever cried in the cold?

The tears become comforting

Their warmth overwhelming

Balancing the pain

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

Sleep

"Sleep is good"
"Sleep is lame"
"Sleep is important"
"Sleep is for losers"
My mind is spinning and I just want to sleep
But the tears roll instead

I want to fix the world but I also want to die

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

Scape goat

Who the hell can you blame for the voice in your head

It left for a while but today it krept back in

Its mocking tone is echoing

Doitdoitdoitdoit

But I don't want to do it

Why are we created to destroy ourselves

My triggers used to be few and far between but now my brain interprets every word as a blade

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

holy place

my car is a temple

but it is also a morgue

the floor mats held my tears

but the dash grew a garden

and now there's water to spare

I take up space and that's okay

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

Hopeful

White and blue pills
A blank face in the mirror
A list of affirmations
I want to sleep
I want to dissolve
You make me smile nonetheless

The pills were for mental illness, I'm not addicted to anything at the moment hopefully it stays that way

Flowerwithabrain Feb 2021

Save the date

My brain runs slow
But there's so much I need to know
I keep your dates in my phone
Ready to recall
Maybe then I won't make 2 lunches in a row

My mother is losing it slowly what do I do shell be gone and ill be alone again