With every inhale a fragment of happiness
Only suffers when I retain my breath
Escaping the Inevitable Lows
Rather than justifying them

Glowing life externally
                                Internally a shadowed strife
Being me & what I see
                                Not Like being alongside me
Trying to Enjoy all colors
                                even if I'm suffering from color blindness

Painting my life on a black canvas
Hoping i could see it glowing
with every heartbeat a color
Limited, one as well as the other

i Mastered how to keep my Suffering quiet
being rowdy is bothering
nobody drove me down
none,perhaps my reality
that wont became like my fantasy