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FLAAY Feb 2021
I'm Hearing birds spiritly singing
gray Sunlight leaking through
through every hole, every crack I have
5 am agonizing, going to sleep,
for a long one
FLAAY Jul 2020
Glowing life externally
                                Internally a shadowed strife
Being me & what I see
                                Not Like being alongside me
Trying to Enjoy all colors
                                even if I'm suffering from color blindness
FLAAY Jan 2022
Imperfection is within us
nonetheless i keep following the shades
failing to notice the brighter lands
since when a blemish defines who we are truly.
since when?
Perhaps its not the world’s fault, its me.
FLAAY Jul 2020
Broken Laughter, cheery Tears
Greedy Pain,
Wailing Loud,
Throng kept hearing silence.
#Sad #pain
FLAAY Jan 2021
all the good things must come to an end,
Not saying i was good, never was
But You, you were beyond Goodness
Thats not what is going to fade
yet the one you were good with, Maybe
FLAAY Jan 2021
Cold skin tied to my weakened Corpse
alike my heart beats & blood drops
i'm spacing out,unintentionally spacing out from this
bloviating cadavers i know i wont miss
FLAAY Apr 2021
haven't seen the sun shines on my island since'
haven't got through it only stuffed my days with my blood prints'
I know there will be no better days
that sunshine is never coming my way
FLAAY Mar 2023
leaving you letters of love
and letters of farewell
I wrote, Beside this river of tears,
I read you this poem in the morning and i cry
i'm not going anywhere,
I'm right here by our lake of joy
We filled, waiting for the sunrise
Darling I'm tired of the blues & lengthy nights
Please shine, shine darling because,
There is no sunrise im thirsty for but yours
Darling ain’t no sunshine that's warm as you
You told me to stay here by the lake
And i cried,
I made a vow to wait for you ‘cause i know you’ll be back
The moon doesn’t mind to go
Darling he knows I will wait until im bones,
You told me you’ll be coming back for me and promised
that we will dance to the night and the fire
All over the letters by the river,

A cold morning breeze greets my face
I open my eyes to a clear sky and green grass
It's not spring its her, coming back for me
You told me that you’re never leaving again and i believed
And i cried, they were tears of joy
‘Cause i could never live without your love darling believe
The river is dry and my letters fly
The blues the moon went away
You asked me to start a fire as the night is near
You held my hands and danced to the tunes of silence and the wind,
I’m not dreaming this time she’s real, and she’s back for me.
Hold my hand and fly me away where the hues are warm and the nights are short,
FLAAY Jul 2020
With every inhale a fragment of happiness
Only suffers when I retain my breath
Escaping the Inevitable Lows
Rather than justifying them
Notes
FLAAY Jan 2021
I can see you standing honey,
Angels & charm floating all around your body
I can see staring honey,
i couldn't move when i wanted to,
i couldn't Go when you asked me,
i will stay , even if you dared me to leave.
Darling i get paralyzed when i see you, believe
FLAAY Jul 2020
Why are all my poems so sad?
FLAAY Jul 2020
Holding my feather till my fingertips bleed,
till my words speak,
until this sheet of paper reeks
in this bleak night, I can't exceed
FLAAY Jul 2020
Painting my life on a black canvas
Hoping i could see it glowing
with every heartbeat a color
Limited, one as well as the other

i Mastered how to keep my Suffering quiet
being rowdy is bothering
nobody drove me down
none,perhaps my reality
that wont became like my fantasy

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