My head is aching as I hear you screaming.
My innocent brain is now full of dirt.
My ear is tired of hearing every swears you've said
My throat is aching every time I try to stop the tear
My heart is always in pain
My soul is full of hatred.
I'm young.
What if I  died tomorrow?
Maybe the pain will go away....

I just need some peace.
A peace for my brain.
A peace for my heart and soul.
I need some rest.

Even just for a day.
A rest for my heart from breaking.
A rest for my eyes from crying.
And a rest for my body for working.

How I wish I have a good morning to wake up.

I'm alone.
               I'm lonely.
                               I'm hurt.
   I need someone to talk to and to lean on..
   But I'm still here smiling and strong.
   Because I know God has a better plan for me. Alone.

Maybe we argue sometimes,

When you're asking me if I'm going to cry, If you leave us..
I'm always saying ''Ofcourse I'm not.'' But I can't help it
Because I love you..

It's just a month but for me it feels like a year.
You've done enough to us.
Now it's your time to leave..

I cry,
Because I love you.
I'm not just saying it.
I really do..
I let you go
Because I want to let you free...

Your hug is so warm
Your hug is like a butterfly in my stomach
Your hug made me dance so sweet
Your hug makes it all better
Your hug is full of love
Your hug that I barely miss
Your hug made me burst into tears.

But sometimes it's okay to cry, right?
Because your hug reminds me of
someone I love....