'im a ticking time bomb'
'i dont want you to get attached'
'im not someone you wanna spend too much time with'
'were both pretty damaged and vulnerable'
'i might do any little thing to **** this up at any random time'
but im willing to risk it
im willing to risk getting hurt if it means loving you
if i means spending all my time with you
even if it's only at night
im willing to love you
im willing to fall for you
but
...

I reached out to say goodbye one last time
My hands trembled my eyes began to cry
I felt my heart breaking for the last and final time
I prayed that he would say don’t go please stay.. I love you
The words she yearned to hear never came
He disappeared back into the darkness from which he came
It was as if he had been waiting and finally this day had came