When the one person you thought would be there for you ,turns out to be the one that walks away from you. Broken promises,you feel lost like the air that you was just breathing got ****** all out of you and you can't catch a breath. So many questions but all unanswered. Your left with a broken heart and eyes full of tears. What did I do to deserve this did I do something wrong am I the one to blame. Can't seem to catch my ******* breath I have all the time to sit here and cry and ask questions like why but all im doing is wasting time. Wasting time on a person that walked out on me chasing a love that wouldnt chase me. So stuck in this zone that I've forgotten about the girl that is strong. So foolish of me to think that this would last,every love has its beginning and ending. Maybe in my mind all I ever wanted was a love that never ended to spend my whole life with you. You took me by surprise and left me confused now I'll never trust another man because of you ...

When your losing the one thing you thought would always be there for you. Everything in you just feels like giving up. You gave me hope that one day everything will change. All the lies the betrayals just kept building. You've taught me so much and showed me things that I would've never thought I would have learnt. You was my everything and I was your nothing. You made it seem so simple when you told me you loved me. Then you just gave up on me. Don't understand why you would have done the things you did to me then try to pretend like things are okay. Trust and believe me when I say I'm officially done with you. Can't take the lies ,no more tears, no more pain. Getting my life together. No more stress no more worries. You hurt me but one thing you haven't tooken away from me is my pride ......!!!!!!

I feel like I need space I need some fresh air.  everything is just hitting me hard right now . All I want to do is let all my tears out. Pain & anger is what I'm holding in. Nobody's ever around when you need them. Hate feeling used. Nothing matters anymore, no one will ever understand. I try my best all the time to keep a smile on my face, but this time I just couldn't pretend anymore, a person can take but so much until you have nomore strength to hold it in anymore I know giving up isn't the right thing to do but at this point I have nothing else to keep my motivation going

I'm done with all the ******* I need to start living and doing my own thing. So done on waiting on an approval. Yet im still here sitting with tears in my eyes. Still wondering why I haven't even gave it another try, chances after chances I feel weaker and weaker just feeling like I need to give it a break. Can't sit on my *** and keep wondering why ! I have to keep pushing myself. A little more motivation is all I need, I hate it when the one person you loving can't even be by your side, but yet you always find time to be on there's , can't count on anyone other than myself and God. All I ever needed was for you to be on my side

Every struggle comes with pain every tear you shed will eventually fade & become a memory you can't erase. I always tend to runaway and hide from this nightmare that keeps trapping me in. Can't escape im feeling suffocated In my own space. My heart just keeps beating faster and faster can't catch my breath. I feel so alone, sadness and anger is all I feel mixed emotions all coming in at once like an adrenalin that just kicked in im high off of the pain that im in. Can't take it nomore feeling like I'm losing myself im just stuck in my zone without an escape to leave from... !!!!!

I always find myself to be to nice. Always being the friendly one. I have to keep reminding myself that at the end of the day ain't no one real, half of these people I speak to are as fake as the gossip **** that I read in the magazines. No matter where I go where I work where I live im always going to be me. There's no need to pretend. Hate when people talk **** about you and then play it off and want to talk to you. I don't need ignorant people in my life to bring  me down. Im me and that's why people hate because they know they would never do half the **** that I do ... !  ✌️

They say love is a powerful word. && I agree 100% on that . It's a battlefield that cannot be defeated, A wall that can't be broken down. You feel pain nothing but mixed emotions. A feeling inside you that can't heal unless you let it. They say think with your head and not with your heart, it's better to let go easly when it's done that way. Love hurts love scars. But a broken heart never heals unless it finds another soulmate to cure it ......