Lies
When lies are all you hear you become more and more wise. You try to hear the truth before it becomes another sentence without explanations. The truth is all I ever wanted, I wanted to trust you believe in you that no matter what you would say to me I could always count on the truth. I gave you the respect. But where mines.. I gave you time and all you did was lie ... Now I'm sitting here with tears flowing down my eyes hoping that your not planning on making up another lie ......

thє mσmєnt í ѕαw чσu í knєw чσu wєrє thє σnє.        чσu єmвrαcєd mє wíth чσur kíndnєѕѕ. чσu'vє tαught mє whαt lσvє íѕ trulч αll αвσut. fєєlíngѕ ruѕhíng ín αll αt σncє, thє wαч чσu mαkє mє fєєl cαnt єхplαín thє wαч í fєlt fσr αnчσnє єlѕє. чσu σpєnєd mч єчєѕ tσ вєlíєvє thαt thєrє íѕ α chαncє tσ ѕσmєthíng nєw. mч lσvє fσr чσu juѕt grєw αnd grєw, & nσw thє thσught σf lσѕíng чσu mαkєѕ mє wєαkєnєd. чσu αrє mч lífє thє σnlч pєrѕσn í pícturє mчѕєlf wíth. чσu αrє mч ríght hαnd. fσr чσu íll dσ ít αll. вєcαuѕє wíthσut чσu ím nσthíng......

When life gets hard and you want to give up just think about what you have accomplished so far. Think about the good things life could bring out of the bads. Always remember to walk with your head up high and prove to the world you made it. never let the fear of not doing stop you from achieving !!!!! Maturing is the key to life . Teaching yourself how to be strong takes courage, never let anyone tell you that you can't do it. Do what you want go for your dreams never let anyone tell you that you can't be someone greater than what you are now.

I want to be free. I want to fly like the birds in the sky, I want to see everything from up high. I want to take a chance at something new. Extraordinary is what I want. I want to run free like the kids from the park. No worries no struggles no fear no pain

I can't take this pain away as much as I try to figure it out I just do more and more damage. I hate feeling like I'm always trapped. Tears flowing down my cheeks as I ask myself why,why so much agony.? I'm stuck in my own zone trying to figure even myself out. Words can't even begin to describe how I'm feeling inside. I keep it all in without letting one word out. All I can do is sit here and cry. My tears says more than a million words.

Everyone has there own destiny its up to you to  decide which direction you want to take. I know that my life has changed so my way of seeing and wanting to do things are different now. I won't say I regret what I have now I just say more time is all I needed. My way of viewing things changed so much of how I used to see it. Now the тнιngѕ тнaт ι want ι can't get it. It's very frustrating  when you can no longer have what you want anymore ......... I thank god for everything he has put in my life I thank him for always being there to catch me when I'm at the tip of falling. I see a whole new me I'm maturing I'm more confident then I ever was. Things are just meant to be when they happen. So don't ever think that one mistake can ruin your life it's a choice you make to better it not fall with it. Keep your head held higн and always pray for the best that regardless of the struggles there's always a rainbow waiting for you at the end!☺

lιғe wнere do ι even вegιn?
wнen ι тнιnĸ oғ lιғe ι тнιnĸ oғ a new вegιnnιng
ι ѕee cнangeѕ ι ѕee a pυrpoѕe
мy world ѕтarтѕ тo evolve aroυnd ѕoмeтнιng good
ι ѕтarт wanтιng мore oυт oғ тнιngѕ ι dιdnт wanт в4
вυт wнy ι aѕĸ ιт? вecaυѕe ι ĸnow ι only goт one lιғe тo lιve or ιѕ ιт вecaυѕe ι нave an acтυal dreaм тo accoмplιѕн.