Today I tried to leave you
I mean actually go away
I packed all my things
Walked out the door.
Got myself another place
Cleaned it out and unpacked.

but then I began to long
For the sound of your voice
Yearn to be in your arms.
Am hopeless without you
You are everything I need
To fill my days with laughter
to drive me mad with anger
At the end of the day
It's you I need.

I have done things in your bed
Shameless wanton things
That make you moan
And when I close my eyes
I feel your sensuous lips
On my heated skin.
I call your name over and over
and still we want more.

You know I will wait here
On the breath of promises
That you made to me
In the cold night air.

         I will wait for you
     On a thousand wings
         Keeping me afloat
    Among the angel voices.

This is a virtual reality here
Where we meet as we please
Each time you choose a different avatar
Adonis, Achilles, Apollo.
Always Virile and breathtaking
You are worth it all and more.

Someday you will return to me
Like summer or winter
For you are my soulmate
Bound to me in truth and hope
one day time will be ours.

I remember when we wrote our names
In an interwoven ring
Bound together by promises
Made before crowds.
standing fast to dreams
Of a life together.
We wrote our names in ink
Strong and clear then
Now faded and faint.
Dreams shattered
Life goes on.

In a life that's full
There are still gaps
Of the missing things.
A little bit of everything
Seems to make a whole
But all the pieces aren't complete
in comes the duct and glue
To fit shards together
but even on the surface
it will never fit together perfectly.

The night plays it's melody
Soothing and enchanting
Luring you into a spell
A false contentedness.
Where you need your sleep.
I trudge slow
I still want to be up
Listening to your sweet voice
Having you telling me sweet nothing's
making my heart warm.
All I want is all night with you
To keep you up and love you
In every possible way.
The day's hours don't seem enough
for our loving.
Enchant me again
with your lips and touch.
Butterflies at your bidding
I want it all with you.

Last night you made me
Lower my inhibitions
Let you in.
I looked into your eyes
And saw everything.
You kissed me and I melted
Felt my worries fading away
I couldnt think straight
I was overwhelmed by you.
The way you hold me and draw me close
the way you moan when I touch you
You give yourself over completely
I must have done something right.
I keep falling for you
You intrigue and excite me
We are so natural together
Cruel that you have to go.
I will be waiting for your return
To kiss and hold you
To lie in your arms and tall
To drive you crazy with me
I want you to know
you're special to me
In every single way.