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Mia Jan 2013
Don't mess with my heart
When you dunno your mind
It will only break me
Don't you dare hurt me.
Don't speak sweet nothing's
They only make me listen
And then begin the lies
I really hate those.
Don't hold me
When you're leaving
It will only make me yearn
For forever starting Tonight.
You wormed your way in
Made me feel safe
Now you're different
not so much love as before
You take me for granted
turn me upside down
I want to scream
I need to get out.
Mia Jan 2013
Winding round the hill
Following the paved road.
As it takes twists and turns
Sometimes changing abruptly
Along came a speeding truck
A little too fast on the road
Swerving with the curves
Threatening to crash.
I am but a little girl
Taking a well known path
One that leads me home
Each and every day.
If only I stick to the side
And make way for joggers
And cyclists.
Walking and walking home.
Mia Jan 2013
The very walls I built
To keep the clutter out
Suffocate me daily
Shutting me in with my thoughts
Questioning my decisions
testing my patience.
Was I wrong? Or right?
Have I added to my mistakes?
Will I wake up tomorrow?
The burden overwhelms me
I fear that I will give in
To the heartwrenching fear
Of the unknown.
A weight settles on me
Bearing down on my chest
I heave breath after troubled breath
who knows if it's my last?
I prepare myself for death
Sink into nothingness below
For there are no worries
nothing but stillness.
No,I will not let the reaper close
But how to deal with my pain
That is anew everyday
I find fault with the sun and moon
No one to distract me
From these savage insecurities
hounding at my door
am I pretty enough? Strong?
can I do it? Will I succeed?
it seems I am doomed to doubt
Trapped by inequities
and someday I just hope
These walls will be solace
And not my jailer.
Mia Jan 2013
Kiss me
When you see me looking forlorn
Cause I miss you so much.
Write me
Long old-fashioned letters
Full of sweet nothing's
All I want in the end
Is you here with me.
Mia Jan 2013
You know am right here
Waiting by the phone.
for you to call me
When you need to hear my voice
Whispering in your ear
So you can feel me there
right next to you.
Am but a message away
when you want to make me smile
with your diction
and our wordplay.
You get in my head
When you say the right things.
Just pick up your phone
when you miss me so bad
You're starting to tear
I promise to be waiting
right by my phone, for you
To make this distance go away.
No distance is too great to be closed by a phonecall or lovely message
Mia Jan 2013
I hate it when you leave
at night after being with me
Your side of my bed remains
Wrinkled and cold.
I can trace the shape of you
and see your imprint.
It emphasizes that you're gone
When I need you all night
To hold me close and kiss me
when I don't expect it.
The worst part when you go
Is the emptiness I feel
I want to beg you to return
And just hold me through the night.
Mia Jan 2013
The hours we spent together
I fell in love some more
A little at a time
with each song that played.
I watched your lips as you spoke
I heard your breath catch
As I ran my fingers over you.
I watched you smile
As I kissed you repeatedly.
We lost track of time
and though I was late
Rather than take the bus
I suggested you walk me home
wasn't ready to leave you.
we slowed down as we neared
Where I had to leave you
That goodbye kiss I still feel
Branding me yours
You said you wanted more time
I offered you everyday.
you wanted to stay the night
I want that too
Someday we will.
I love this feeling,
Falling in love together.
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