Your pale skin, those brown eyes,
you'll be my sweet demise.
Cant change my feeling-it's not a thing.
I love you so,but its going to sting.
You're so cruel,so sharp and lean.
A bitter beauty , a haunted dream.
You hate my guts down to the bone.
Yet still,i wanna put you on a throne.
Your words-  they cut, they tear, they bite,
they break my soul in endless night
tear me down and make be whine
yet your voice feels so divine.
It's sound is like a glass o'gin.
I hate and love you..sebastian.

Watched you from away for such a long time,
Even when younger, I thought you were divine.
The most handsome angel of all there are,
Now I go back to watching from afar.

Not the one you wanted, not the one you need,
But the one who wanted to love you—yes, indeed.
The one who was always there, the one who stood in the back,
Now I know it’s interest in me that you lack.

From far away, I feel like such a fool,
To fall for love’s restless duel,
Knowing that I am just a girl
Who fell for your beautiful whirl.

I feel as if I’m a dunce,
Want to hide behind a thousand suns,
Bottle my feelings in a jar,
And go back to watching from afar.