You're you
That, i can see
Its plain as day
But you're just like me

And it's weird to say
After stating that, but you know
We're totally different
From our joys to our woes

And i can love you for that
Even looking past
The fallen birds
That have amassed

I hope it's true
Because i want to take flight
And for our love to never die
As we fly off in the night

When once was vague
And we did not play
We hugged and kissed
Every day i was missed
We wanted to be together
And closer than a bird and its feathers
We looked into each others eyes
Very closely, our love never dies
Until one day in the winter
I was just a splinter
You kiss me and swear words
And my voice cannot be heard

And it still can't be
And you still won't love me

I'm awake
Eyes staring at the ceiling
Days of sleep
After escaping death
Yet i can't escape her
She blankets every thought
Every time i try
To think of other things
Important things
My future
Doesn't seem to take precedence
At all
My family, my own happiness
Not a chance
But her, and my love for her
That shrouds my mind
It will forever
All i have are
Simple borrowed words

Don't be fooled
I am not complaining
I only wish it was not accompanied
By sadness

A father
His suicide
A drugged up mom
Depression
A miscarriage
A ****** life's bomb
Bipolar
Pessimism
Being just a pawn
PTSD
Insomnia
How do you go on?

Sing or die
Dance again
And go today
Make it or break it
A revolution
Your motions
Like planets
All in alignment
To be or not to be
To do or not to do
And really
To know or not to
Is whether or not
To live is your leisure
For you to find out

This is the start
And you are the first
We are just kids
But soon i'll be cursed
Playing and laughing
I love you so much
My heart is so tender
So soft to the touch
But you will move on
To bigger and better things
A fallen angel,
You lose your wings
Moving on now
The next one is new
I feel myself levitating
When i'm looking at you
Your beautiful brown eyes
And the hair so red
But before it has started
Our future is dead
I'm still not over it
But you will not be the last
No, the next one still stings
You come and go so fast
I love you most of all
Falling in love with you
Is literally my downfall
I could write books about you
Thousands, millions of them
You will darken my world
And make my life dim
But next is a short one
I need more from this
I care for you deeply, but
You leave my heart in the abyss
The last is least
That is, how much i care
You are perfect, i am lost
You are blissfully unaware
From The First, to VLG
And The Bell, to The Cat
To The Beauty, they go
I love them, and they hate that

But here i am now
Waiting for one more spark
Moving my hands, crying,
Making shadows in the dark

Hero,
Legend,
Idol,
His loss will mean the loss of control
Gave all
He could
Give
The greatest to ever live