No food to eat
And no shoes on my feet
I can't feel my toes
Because there is no heat
A death stare
Into the frozen air
My mind is beat
From all the wear and tear
Dreams of old
Silver and gold
Wither away from it
In the dusky cold
Fake or real
Wounds won't heal
Strip away the scars
To see what they reveal
Tracks of sand
A broken hand
Tickets sealed it
In a solid red brand
***** and ill
Hold hope still
As long as i can
To dodge the ****
Weathered and wilted
Neck is tilted
All the worries
None the guilted
Alone and poor
Dead at the core
Giving up looking
For something worth living for

I began to lose control
There was a tension
Growing ever stronger
My pillow flattened
And the covers withdrew
The heat froze to a chill
And i remembered
That i hurt you
I was so confused before
But then, in that moment
I remembered perfectly
It was bliss, my life
And then it was pain
Just like that, pain
And i cried the night
Into a silent dawn
Until the wind was hot
The covers came back
The pillow fluffed
And in an instant,
Altogether, i forgot again
I forgot that i hurt you
And i forgot why you left

I'm down on myself
I've been thrown on the shelf
I don't wish i were dead
But never born instead
Oh you wanna be friends
Well i think that depends
I can tell you what i think
Until the cinderblocks sink
I'll help you with things
Like the madness love brings
I'll say you look good
True meaning understood
I can listen to your life
Oh, you live with great strife
I can give you advice
Without any price
I'll watch you marry
With the burden i carry
You can look toward me
With the loyalty that was free
Make my weekends and nights
With no fits, feuds, or fights
I can **** and lie for you
Until the day i die for you
Or
And this is just a shot in the dark
With the bullet as a spark
I can call you mine
Until the end of time
We'll descend into love as we must
And we can just see where that takes us

Walking with so much
Weighing on my mind
Never had i flirted
With trouble of this kind
See the people walking
They're not even real
The things they know
The things they feel
They don't have problems
To me, no pain
They are just peripherals
Just faces in the rain

A change has passed
Like a wave over me
My sadness has subsided
For the time being
I possess no anger
For past mistakes
No shame, only confidence
Look to the future
For every time to come
But it will end
It always does
I need to find a way
To end this cycle
Because i could be happy
On a good path this time