Episodes are tragic things,
But are they really flashbacks?
What if you were to have true sight?
Wouldn't that be a knockback?

Everything seems so vivid and real,
The feeling is so much surreal.
Terror tingles up your spine,
It isn't that much fun.
But sometimes you can't say go away.
You just have to run.

Run before you burst into tears.
Run away from your very worst fears.
A fear of something everyone says is not real,
A fear of something you don't even know is here.
Run away from not being loved,
Run away to try and reach the above.
Run and hide,
Hiding is what you do best.
In just very one episode,
Your life becomes a mess.

Episode

As I watched the boy with the smile give a note to another girl.
As I watched the boy with the balloon give me a smile.
As I thought I was finding my way.
As I realized I was losing my soul because of so called love.
I realized it was worth it.

Love is worth losing my soul if I can stare into his eyes and call him mine.

Losing my soul

Every morning,
Gloomy or not,
They find each other at the meeting spot.
A place for them,
A place for a pair,
Who love each other with no compare.

Why do I not have a meeting spot?
Doesn't my soul matter too?
My perfect boy means the world to me,
And I believe we are the perfect two.

It may not be Castle Byers,
A magical place in the woods.
But it could be the back of the school,
And isn't that just as good?

The Meeting Spot

Life is a game we play.
It can be cruel and
                                awful
                                          and painful.
But when you think about it,
there are not that many bad things, just a handful.
There are things to live for,
                                           like friends,
                                        family,
                                                  and even Love.
Life is a game made by God and sent down from above.
        Life can be hardening and emotionally tiring,
         But Life teaches you what to do when you hear a gun firing.
When you are beside yourself,
                                                and think you are dying,
  Remember you haven't beaten Life and you have to keep trying.
Many people mistake Love for Life,
                                                        even though they are merely siblings.
Neither is whole without the other,
                                                          alone they each need filling.
Love is sweet but can be the hardest on your soul,
                     While Life is there to help love grow.

                                                 Life is a game,
                                           But Love is the name.