When I was young, problems seem smaller.
When I was young , people seem more close.
When I  was young, life was much easier to live.
When I was young, the life just seem more simple.
When I have aged, people are divided here now.
When I have aged, it seem our world is crumbling.
When I have aged, everything has became expensive.
When I have aged,life has became so very dangerous.
O Holy Savior, I and many others are crying out to you.
O Holy Savior, you really are our only chance at true Hope.

Holy Savior, Blessed are your people right here on the earth.
Holy Savior, Blessed are they because you guard them here.
Holy Savior, I pray that their walk here is beautiful to you.
Because you love them fully and unconditional Holy Lord.
Holy Savior, I pray that you shall always be by their sides.
Always protecting them as well as be there to guide them.
Holy Savior, you are the most beautiful dying for your people.
Then rising back to life freeing Us from the second death.

Holy Spirit, join Us now while we are praying.
Reveal to Us what we really need to ask for.
Reveal to Us everything that needs to be said.
Holy Spirit never leave Us but always dwell within Us.
For we shall always need you here on the earth.
Always stay with Us and reveal to Us what God needs.
Holy Spirit, You are an very dear friend to Us always.
For you are always here looking after Us thank you.

I am returning back to Iowa real soon.
I am feeling that God is calling me home.
To the state and city where I was born.
I am not sure how long that I will be there.
Maybe 1 month and then maybe forever.
But I do know that I need my to return .
For I need to go back there there soon.
I also know that Jesus is in control .
My life here is putty in his hands too.
So I shall trust in him that spoke life into me.

We all need true Hope to keep moving forward
In this here life that we all are living right now.
So many giving up and ending it on their own.
But we need to keep persevering in this life.
This is a race that each of Us are in right now.
I am praying that we all make it to the finish line.
That after we finish this here race we shall eat together.
Celebrating that we all has finish the race here.
My prayer is that we shall celebrate it together.

I at times had more than enough in this here life.
While at other times had just barely enough to get by.
I know what it is like to believe the lies of evil one.
While other times I had enough faith to defeat giants.
I remember how much I had struggle with cigarettes.
Or even before that how I struggle with gambling.
But when I went back to church 16 years ago.
God took drinking and gambling away from me.
God has rescue me throughout my whole life too.
Far more than I had ever did deserve him to do.
The anger that I had at him was wrong for me to feel.
For believing the lie that he didnt love me years ago.
I know that it was the way to keep me from returning.
But six-teen years ago I went back to him my Lord God.

I am going to be strong, even though I feel weak right now.
I am going to stand tall even though I feel like I am falling.
I am going to keep Living even though I feel like I am dying.
I am going to  swim, even though I feel like I am drowning.
Cause Lord I at times am feeling like there nothing to stand for.
At times I feel like I am so weak and ready to give up here.
At times I feel like I am falling into an deep well right here.
At times I feel like if I die everyone would be better off.
But I know that God way is always the very best way.
That I need to quit feeling sorry for myself as well here.
For its not about feeling but about Action in this Life.
It is always best to do the action to let others know that you care.

I am ready, to go wherever you want me to go now.
I am ready, to be lead to wherever you want me to go,.
I am ready ,  to see whatever you choose to show me.
I am ready, now to do whatever you choose me to do.
I  am ready, to even go home to be with you anytime.
For Lord there is no life without you leading it here.
I am ready to follow you to the end of the earth Lord.

I am ready, to change to start living once more.
I am ready, to let go of the isolation that I in.
I am ready,  to walk the street Praisiing God again.
I am ready , to kneel and worship you as well.
I am ready, to be all that you want me to be too.
I am ready, to be there for your other People.
I am ready, to run 100 miles with your help too.
I am ready, to be used by you O Lord my God.
I am ready , to shout and Praise you always Lord.

If you are really hurting and need to chat.
Know I sincerely do care and will listen.
Then I shall pray for you for you are too valuable.
To lose to suicide or you leaving hello poetry.
So just message me and if anything I shall pray for you.
For each of you have an purpose and people to reach.
So please message me and we can chat here first.
Then you can decide for me to keep you in prayer.
For there are more thing here to help each other.

I am standing in prayer with you now.
Your Loving soul is beautiful to me.
I am standing in prayer with you now.
Your heart may be drencing with tear.
But your love and compassion is strong.
I am standing in prayer with you now.
God is bless youi and heal your life.
I am standing in prayer with you now.
Standing firm in his truths over your life.

I am tired, of being afraid of failing you Lord.
I am tired, of fighting your will for my life here.
I am tire , of seeing good people hurting here.
Because they had something bad happen to them.
I am tire ,of staying alone because of my fears.
I am tire, of always being tire and hurting too.
I am tire, of hurting God and struggling here.
I am tire, this life is hard indeed still we will win.
Because we have God's strength to get us through.

I when I was a teenager I so despately try to die.
I felt unloved because I never had an girl-friend.
But until the past five years I realize I was loved.
Just not the romantic kinda of love that I got.
So yes I deeply understand the pain people feel.
It breaks my heart to see people suffering also.
I done some drugs, and ***** to escape my pain.
But Christ has delivered me from drugs and *****.
He can deliver you from this pain, drugs , and ***** too.

My depression was destroying me from the inside.
My pain in my neck, my back and lower back too.
I also suffer pain in my inner self regrets especially.
I finally realize that it would be the death of me.
So in my hurt, I cried out to the maker of the universe.
He answer me and deliver me from the depression.
He is now working on my awful pain to my body.
Then next I am sure he shall work non my regrets.
But when he calls we need to give him our pains.

I really do love you all with an unconditional Love.
I know that each and every-one of you have feelings.
That you have an Great heart, that you each care also.
I know that you use your gifts to help each other.
I shall keep praying for each of us that are hurting.
I know exactly how it feels to be hurting each day.
I know that if it was not for the Lord Jesus Christ.
I would still to this day be living in hopelessness.
But Jesus has taken me out of that hopelessness.

I have poured out my tears, so I understand .
The hurting needs healed so very desperately.
That they have turn to the bottle or drugs here.
To take away the overwhelming pain they have.
I have been there myself in California to be exact.
When a woman that I cared about rejected me.
But still the Good Lord delivered me later from it.
He was trying to reach out to me through it all.
So yes I can feel your pain and am praying for you.
To be delivered of it and then healed of it too.

If I fail to wake up tomorrow morning here .
If I was to get lost in things that matter not.
Pray the Lord to give me the grace to not fail him.
If I was to die , and stay dead until Christ return.
Or if I was to get Amnesia and never remember.
I pray that Christ purpose for me still be successful.
If I nothing more than a reminder of Christ Faithfulness.
If I was nothing more , but a reminder of Christ Grace.
That my life would lead others to him then my life was sucessful.

If my people, shall love both believers and the Lost.
If my people ,shall forgive all of those that hurt them.
If my people, live just like the Lord our Christ lives.
If my people,  walk as our Role- model Savior walks.
If my people, break bread with those whom sins here.
If my people , would share Christ with everyone too.
Then Christ church would change this world we live in.
Then people would see the true God and the change here.
Then the lost would want the very same God that we have.

If only, everything would calm down here.
If only, unconditional Love would always win.
If only, we would meet somewhere and celebrate.
If only, we could live without sinning any longer.
If only, Jesus would come down and bless us.
With his physical presence we would be changed.
If only, love was the most important thing here.
If only , we all could and celebrate Christ love.

If you are hurting, now then give it to God.
For he wants to heal you of all of your hurt.
If you are hurting, now then message me here.
Then I will know what I know what to pray.
If you are hurting, now sorry for all of you pain.
Each and everyone of you are truly special too.
If you are hurting, now my heart goes out to you.
I pray that he shall heal each ones pain and sufferings.
So that once you healed he shall receive the glory.

I have been Weak, feeling Hopeless, in the past.
I also have gone through being Poor and Lonely
I have felt Desperate, and very Frustrated also.
I have had the world draged out from under me.
I also had the world turn up side down on me too.
I have been hit by a van and an truck as well .
But God has made me much stronger through it.
I had Good things happen to me too here on the earth.
I had more than enough to live on at times in my life.
I have people that still love me even though I mess up.
I had plenty to eat and had nice things at time here.
For my God has taken care of me in this here life.

I know, that each of you are more than a conqueror.
I know that each of you are far stronger than you know.
I know, that you shall indeed over-come all obstacles.
I know, that I see great things in store for you in the future.
I know, that I shall always look up to each of you here.
I know, that everything that you do is with God's help.
I know, that you will one day be someone that will be famous.

I know that deep in my heart that I am nothing.
I know that deep within my heart I am nothing.
I know that my life has been an waste of life.
I know that only because of you being in it.
That my life has became something wonderful.
That only because of the Love from and for others.
That our lives can be use to change this here world.
For it is not what we do that change but what God does.
For no one can change anything without Gods help.

I know, that life  keeps getting harder.
I know, that you really do hurt a lot here.
I know , that life is not as simple anymore.
I know, and I really wish that I could help.
But please never give up on this life here.
I know , that struggles here are many and hard.
But keep on pushing forward till you are finished.
This here race is important to finish this race.
I know that it use to be easier this life that we live.

I am here, if you ever need to talk to me.
Cause I know, how hard life can become.
I know how, lonely this life is without others.
But God ,does love you really a lot my Friend.
More than you, will ever know my Friend.
It breaks my heart ,when people get sick.
It breaks my heart ,when bad things happen.
Its me to see people being rejected as well.
Everyone, needs to have others in their lives.

I know that life is scary  at this very moment.
I know that you all are very Special warriors.
That God is really using you at this moment.
I want you all to know that there is a connection.
Between we whom are doing our best to follow God.
I want  you to know that I am keeping you in prayer.
Because if you make a mistake then you will need prayer.
Jesus loves you and if you feel that God is calling you.
To change something in your life right now then do it.
If you obediently do it for him then he shall bless you.

I know that you will pour out all of your pain.
In the writing that shall bring to you healing after.
For I know that God has a plan and purpose for you.
For God shall use those poems to bring healing.
To everyone that shall read them after-ward too.
I know that your purpose to bring healing to others.
Through your writings that God has healed you through.

I lay down everything that I know.
I lay down everything that I own.
I lay down everything that you gave me.
I lay down everything for you Lord God.
For it was you that created me long ago.
For I have nothing , without your help.
For I know that I am nothing without you.
You knew my life even in the worst times.
So I will lay down everything that makes me.

I live, to bring you Glory O Saving God
I live ,  and die to self O Mighty Savior.
I live,  to always do your will alone God.
I live, but not for myself its only for you.
I live, so that you can use me to reveal yourself.

I Love you all, with Christ Love abundantly.
I Love you all, and you have given me much.
To think about, with all of your beautiful poems.
I Love you all , you have given me Great healing.
I Love you all,  and see Christ within your heart.
I appreciate you for whom you are a Precious Friend.
I appreciate everything that each of you all do here.
I appreciate all of your Beautiful and Precious words.

I love you Lord, you are everything that I need right here.
I love you Lord, there is none other that is good except you.
I love you Lord, without you my life would have been wasted.
I love you Lord, if not for you I would have stayed selfish also.
I love you Lord, in the storms of time or in the Great summer time.
I love you Lord, even times of pain and hardships here on the earth,
I love you Lord, even times of calmness and love a plenty here.
I love you Lord, for who you are and for your Loving-Kindness too.
I love you Lord, for you loved me first you are my Great Creator.

I love you, in the love that comes from God.
I love you , because each of you were created.
In the imagine of my -our God in the heaven .
I love you, because you all are very special too.
I love you, because your poetry is special too.
I love you, your life is an life-changer here also.
I love you, because I see you doing great things.
Because you allow God to use you to do them.

Love yourself for you are worthy to be loved.
Stand firm for in this world there shall be hard times.
You need to know that you are really special too.
That it matters not what you have done thus far.
That Jesus still does love you my Awesome Friends.
There is always hope and his name is Jesus Christ.
That you are truly loved by many on this site too.
Also your story here really need to be told here too.
So that you shall help others by your story being told.
Remember this it matter not how sad or hurt that you are.
The thing that really matters is that you have not given up.
This is what truly makes your life story so powerful too.

In the Begining, you were called the Word of Life.
In the begining, I was clay you build me into form.
In the begining, you created me to be use by You.
In the begining , the earth was without form Lord.
In the begining, You Love Us all knowing our destiny.
In the begining, you know which of Us love you back.
Yet you still love everyone of Us that you have created.
In the begining, each of Us were without form as well.
You have always love Us since the begining of time Jesus.

Into the Storm,  I fall in order to die once more to self.
Into the Storm, God has place me again to humble me.
Into the Storm, for this is my learning ground here.
Into the Storm, I live each day until I repent of sin.
In the midst, I must face the evil that I have unleashed.
In the midst, I must face the truth of all that has happened.
In the midst, I shall stay till I have become an changed man.
In the midst, I shall allow Christ to transform me today.
Out of the Storm, an much stronger warrior I am now.
Out of the Storm , Christ allows since I am humbled now.
Out of the Storm, I am now since I finally living in Gods will.
Out of the Storm, I am now and my life has completely changed.

In your presence, we shall dance
In your presence, we shall be in Awe.
In your presence, we shall praise you.
In your presence, we shall remain thankful.
In your presence, is where we want to be.
In your presence, is the right place to be.
In your presence, is where we want to stay.

I pray that tonight shall be an breakthrough for you.
For each and everyone of you are truly Special to God.
I pray that tonight you shall be waken up by a Miracle.
Not phyiscally woken up but Spiritually waken up.
By an Loving Creator whom only wants the Best for you.
I also pray that you shall have an Great peace within you.
I pray that you shall be bless beyond your wildest imaginatiom.

I am praying for there to be light within you all here.
A light that is so bright it shall shine through the night.
A light that shall  draw many more to our Good Lord.
I am praying for each of you to see that you are Blessed.
With enough Blessings to share with all that you know.
I am praying that you shall see that you are a Psalms 91 poet.
That God's protection rules over your life man and woman.
That your family shall be just as protected as you are too.
That your friends and neighbors shall see Christ within you.

I pray that all of your pain disappears today.
I pray that an renewal Hope emerge within you.
I pray that all of your Hope and dreams here.
Happens to you and God bless you abundantly.
I pray that all of your love ones are Blessed too.
I pray that, you are give an abundant amount of Love.
I pray that, you are give an large amount of courage.
I pray that, in the end you see Jesus at the finish line.

I pray that your heart, be filled with Joy.
I pray that your heart, be filled with Hope.
I pray that your hearts, be filled with Love.
I pray that your hearts, be filled with peace.
I pray that your hearts, be filled with wisdom.
I pray that your hearts, be filled with tenderness.
I pray that your hearts, be filled with healing.
I pray that your hearts. be filled with Faith.
I pray that your hearts ,be filled with deliverance.
I pray that your hearts, be filled with Awe for Jesus.

I run to the Cross, to lay my sins at your feet.

I run to the Cross, where the healing began.

I run to the Cross, where I always find Freedom.

I run to the Cross, where my new life has begun.

I run to the Cross, where my new Hope pour out.

I run to the Cross, and never looked back since.

I run to the Cross, my old life was a bitter pill.

I saith the Lord, have been with you from the beginning.
I saith the Lord, that you do not go on feelings but Faith.
I saith the Lord, trust me and know that I am your God.
I saith the Lord, grab hold of me and watch what I can do.
I saith the Lord, you are Blessed because you love me.
I saith the Lord, Love others as you love thyself my people.
I saith the Lord, if you really love me then you will obey me.
I saith the Lord, come to me all those whom are wearily .
I saith the Lord, come unto me and I shall give you rest.

Message me if you need prayer please.
You all are very special indeed to God.
Praying for each of you to be ok always.
I prayer that none of you will die this year.
But to be healed and stronger then before.
For you all are mighty people over-comers.
Be heal my friends and love one another.

I shall wait upon the Lord.
For his ways are not like ours.
I shall wait upon the Lord.
For his ways are always good.
So I shall wait upon the Lord.

I still miss you, still I know that you are in a good place
I still miss you, still I know that you are now in heaven.
I still miss you, but I know that you are much happier there.
I still miss you, I am thankful that you are finally happy.
I still miss you,still I miss you dad and mom so much.
I still miss you,still I know that all my family will be reunited.
I still miss you, someday we will shall be at the best feast ever,

I surrender to you Lord all of my dreams.
Because my wishful thinking is unproductive.
I surrender all of my sadness , and sufferings.
Because it keeps my focus always off of you.
I surrender my regrets, and my unknown future.
Because I am tire, and need to change right now.
Giving you my full attention , and all of my faith.
Because in the very end I really do trust you Lord.
Even through this hurt, I still love and trust you.
Because you have always been truly faithful Lord.
I surrender whom I am to you Mighty Savior God.
For you to use me in every way that you chose to

It is always darker, before the breakthrough.
It is always darker, before the healing take place.
It is always darker , before the daylight take place.
It is always darker, before you receive the present.
It is always darker, before you see the miracle.
It is always darker, before you finally receive the blessing.
It is always darker, yes it is always darker before the light.

Even if I become, hated by the entire planet Earth Lord.
I would still seek your Will O God because it is you..
Whom shall bring me in and deliver me from everything.
Even if I become destitute and have nothing at all here.
O Lord it shall be your truths that we all need to stand on.
Because it is you whom gives us everything that we own.
It is you alone whom shall heal and deliver us as well Jesus.

It is up to us, to encourage one another.
It is up to us, to help each other to grow.
It is up to us, to help others to be inspired.
Because God has given us words to inspire.
It is up to us, to encourage and inspire others.
So that this world shall grow in Gods love here.
For if we were not encouraging others who would.
For this was why we each were born to do.

My heart broke that day the last time you drop me off.
I knew that I would never  see you again not on the earth.
My eyes cried much that day that you left me at the hotel.
Some how that place was use to show me that we were not meant to be.
For God never wanted us to meet in the first place never meet.
But my feelings for you blinded me to the truth it really hurt.
It really broke my heart to realize the truth that it was a mistake.