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Jan 2021 · 431
Before You Fall
Edmund black Jan 2021
Love don’t live here
I am lust in disguised
A reckless man,  
A reckless lover
Black clouds underneath blue sky
A monsoon, soon underneath your eyes
A shaky terrain
For all hearts that ever dare to feel for me
A drop of truth
Inside a bucket of lies
Baby If I were you
I would run away from my lies
Like tear drops against bruised skin
For not a single seed from your basket of love
Could ever grow and blossom here
In this deceitful desert of my soul
A soft warning for the sake of your heart
Out of a last drop of an empty bucket of truth
Baby I can only pray
It reaches your heart on time
Before you fall!
Jan 2021 · 62
Inner Child
Edmund black Jan 2021
Today In a world of a lack of appreciation and creativity. Most people look at the clouds and see nothing more than a cloud of pollution in the air
And others see it to be nothing more
Then maybe a chance of rain on the forecast.
But for me,
the clouds softly help me remember the echo of my core self, my inner child
An Omnipresent memory.
I remember when I was a young boy,
The clouds were an amazing way for me and my siblings
To spend some quality time together.
We would simply lay on our backs on a blanket of grass
And allowed nature to paint us a picture of whatever She desires.
And as far our imagination would take us
While the wind whispered it’s poetry in our ears.
And in  just a blink of an eye
While talking, and laughter takes over
smiling brighter than the sun
Dreaming bigger than the moon
We would find ourselves joy riding on butterflies  
While journeying forth through the entire universe
And back !
Curiosity & Imagination propel creativity and creativity inspires innovation & ideas. Don’t lose your inner child.
Jan 2021 · 62
Shine Brightest
Edmund black Jan 2021
When the expression
Of love
Becomes healing
For the warrior
Jan 2021 · 121
Unreliable, 502
Edmund black Jan 2021
502
What’s going on with this site?
Eliot offered
This platform
To feel my feelings
I bought it

LateLy what I’m getting
Is damaged goods

Emailed them
For a better path forward
No one there to help
More of the same goods
Error 502
Are you kidding me  ?
This is 2021 bro

Everyone I talked to
Seems to be
Stuck with the same
Damaged goods
Disappointed
As what
They expected
No longer there
When we need to feel our feelings

What do we do
When we feel
Cheated
Hoodwinked
Taken for a ride?

I’m leaning toward
Don’t buy
Ever again his suns
Until Elliot get his act together
For Eliot starts to look like an unreliable seller

Wishful thinking lol
Like this one going to go through
Jan 2021 · 147
Unconditionally
Edmund black Jan 2021
Lusting
Is not
Loving

Flirting
Is not
Listening

Touching
Is not
Feeling

Unless,
Lusting
Flirting
Touching
Are enabled by a
Keen desire to love unconditionally
Jan 2021 · 140
Forgotten
Edmund black Jan 2021
When you get inspired to sit down and write.
Your mind all ablaze,
Thoughts coming and going.
Thoughts of sadness,
Thoughts of joyful times
Oh sweet thoughts of mine
Please give me a minute to think
And let me catch my breath.
A gentle breeze,
A wisp of air.
Sweet and inspiring thoughts forevermore
Looming in my head,
Suddenly,
Thinking stirs up excitement in a plume.
My thoughts once freely scrolled up and down my mind.
Thoughts so fresh and anew
The lord up above has sent my way
And in a blink of an eye
**** ,
Like a hand of flour systematically tossed into the air
Are now all gone.
I tried to think hard to bring them back,
But I got lost in my thoughts instead.
But the noises they make reach out for me
but disappear as fast as they try to reach my mind.
Sweet thoughts of mine
Dynamic and unique,
Intriguing and delightful.
Where have you gone,
When you’re all
Forgotten
?
Jan 2021 · 898
French Kiss
Edmund black Jan 2021
If
I
Look
Like
I’m
Not
Worried
It’s because I’m not

I’ve learned to
Chase no one.
Chase nothing.
Force no one.
Force nothing.

Truth remains
You’ll rarely have to run after who/what’s meant for you.
Jan 2021 · 224
This One For You
Edmund black Jan 2021
Sometimes I’m strong and sometimes the nights are too long. Sometimes I feel love and sometimes the pain is all I have. As the pain grows so is the fear.
Fear will come upon you like a thief in the night.
Stealing the strength you need to carry all the weight.
The heavier it becomes the slower your gait.
Struggle to hold on to what I thought I knew,
My reality once clear suddenly no longer seemed true.
But must remind myself that time is not a respecter of no man , for it marches on
Even when we need a minute or two to catch our breath. When we don’t feel like it anymore, we must push on and begin again. Every day when life is trying,
I laid my soul bare to the master’s feet,
In a blink of an eye I no longer felt sad. Given another chance to begin again. Turn my tears into joy.
My tears now gone and replaced with a smile. Standing tall And so full of love, a clear path for others to seek. Finally my head held up high. No longer feeling heavy, but light enough to fly.
Black bird’s in the sky with my wings spread out, if you need a hug.
Soft clouds and sunshine awakens the gratitude within. Forget the pain and the disappointment and begin again.
Brace yourself , embrace the wonder. Brothers and sisters, suffering from illness and darkness, facing an unknown future, please know that you stand amongst. And be thankful you still exist.

This one for YOU!
Jan 2021 · 477
It’s Simple
Edmund black Jan 2021
Never
Make
        The
One
       You
Love
       Feel
Forgotten
Jan 2021 · 187
Sometimes
Edmund black Jan 2021
Sometimes,

What we know
May not be so.

What we want
May not be good for us.

What happens
May not be what we expected

We may believe
Our blessings are being blocked

When really the block
Could be the blessing

We’re seeking

We must learn
To bend like the trees.
Jan 2021 · 225
Alluring Expression
Edmund black Jan 2021
People tend to be generous when sharing their nonsense, fear, and ignorance. Learn to speak positivity into your words. Keep the negativity out of bounds.

There are so many ways to be beautiful. Don’t forget to Explore the less obvious ones.
SAD!
Dec 2020 · 224
Chocolate
Edmund black Dec 2020
I must admit,
Poetry can sometimes feel
Like a big box of mixed chocolates

I guess you get to experience
A little bit of all
The poet personality

The illusionist man = Chocolate and nuts
The joyful times = caramel and nougats
The sadness moments = melted chocolate
The love stories = pure chocolate
The pain with no end in sight
The untold truth
One never hungry enough to tell = empty box of chocolate

Sometimes you love it
Sometimes it makes you sick
To your stomach
When allow yourself
To consume more than enough

And then,
Just when you think
You’ve got
Just about enough of it all

You wake up the next morning
And you want to get your mind lost
In it’s abyss

All over again!


Happy New Year My Brothers And Sisters.

Love You All
Cheers To A Healthy New Year ....
Dec 2020 · 104
Standing In Miracle
Edmund black Dec 2020
An iron will
Is the vehicle of courage
Needed to keep going
Keep Pushing forwards
Keep at it
After everything falls apart.
Dec 2020 · 114
Absolutely
Edmund black Dec 2020
If you’re wondering if there is poetry for love
Like there is poetry for pain.



The answer
Is
Absolutely
Yes
<3
Dec 2020 · 92
Breathing Love
Edmund black Dec 2020
You
     can’t
do
     what
you
      don’t
know.  
        If
you
      really
want  
       to
do  
      what
you  
      truly
love,
       you
have
       to
Learn
       how
to
    LOVE
🧡
Love is an exquisite risk to the heart but it is also the fuel it needs and wants...enjoy the journey love birds ..live in the moment… live your life in the intent to love. love well.
Dec 2020 · 74
Like The Wind
Edmund black Dec 2020
Don’t you know that
Love is in the midst of it all.
Dancing
With all it touches.
Don’t you know how
It picks up the ground
And all that dare
To cross it’s path ?
Baby, if love
Is what you have on your mind
Whisper it in the air
So that I can come sweep you
Off your feet ,
And dance with you too
Don’t you know that I would ?
Dec 2020 · 104
Changes
Edmund black Dec 2020
I have learned
        You
May not recognize
         Me
Oct 2020 · 98
Remember
Edmund black Oct 2020
Miracles are answered prayers. Work hard. Love hard. Stay prayed up.
Relax, be good to yourself and enjoy your day lovebugs .
I, so admire y’all !!! Be great y’all! ❤️
I thank God for the people and places that bring me peace no matter what else is going on around me. This year has proven to be challenging in a multitude of ways, but I've maintained my peace despite it all. I've had to learn to channel my inner peace when people and situations challenge me to do otherwise. And when all else fails, I close my eyes and return here in joyful anticipation of returning once again. Keeping peace and love in my heart!
Oct 2020 · 444
Untitled
Edmund black Oct 2020
-
When the screams are silent
And the illusion’s louder
But in a fleeting moment
Reality finally broke in
Causing the facade of
Illusion to collapse
Without warnings.
One could find oneself
Fighting within
To confront the unacceptable
Truth , that
My life is fading away
Right before my eyes and
With few remaining hopes.
And lately as my legs collapsing
Fallen from underneath me
Like my hair during chemo
I’ve felt just how much
I have been holding
Onto fear,  despite living from
My heart, from the light.
Despite telling myself
Not to given into the dark side
Of this journey,
Despite my attempts trying
To convince my mind
My body and my soul
That I have let go of all fears
Convincing myself that I was
Like a great magician and that
I can make all illnesses disappear,
By operating from a place of light
Like the moon, my mentor.
Sometimes having to create
A psychological cage
In my head ,
To keep my thoughts
From wandering and wander
From my canvas of illusion.
Until, recently all has flushed away.
But truth remains
One would never know
Unless I unfold
The rough drawings
Of my life sketchbook,
To even notice my pain
My sufferance In
Between the lines.
Because in my head
Like a great artist
I decide what I paint
I decide what you see
I decide what I believe
I am, I am
A imperfect artist
Who has painted a self portrait
Full of light
Full of hope
So amazingly bright and surprisingly good enough
For even the world's greatest art critique
To notice my cracks on the white canvas.
Oct 2020 · 50
True Today...... Still
Edmund black Oct 2020
My heart doesn’t know you are gone
Because
It cries for you , still
It craves for you, still
My heart doesn’t know you are gone
Because
It fights for you , still
It’ bleeds poetry for you, still
My heart doesn’t know you are gone
Because
Day after day
It yearns for you , still
It searches for you, still
My heart doesn’t know you are gone
Because
It beats for you, still
It feels for you , still
My heart doesn’t know you are gone
Because
There will always be sunshine
When it thinks of you , still
Darling,
My heart doesn’t know you are gone
STILL
True Today


It’s very easy to shed relationships when you go through a difficult season. When you are not able to support or lend your energy to them, their projects and what serves them, they depart. Do not chase them.
Sep 2020 · 53
US
Edmund black Sep 2020
US
I pray for me
Because it’s expected of myself.
I pray for you
Because of my love for you
And also
Because I always want God
To protect and watch over you.
Yet more importantly,
I pray for us
Because
Us
will always be
More important
Than you and I.
Sep 2020 · 57
I Swear
Edmund black Sep 2020
They’ve said
I wouldn’t -
But I swear I would
They’ve said
I couldn’t-
But I swear I could
They even said
I shouldn’t -
But I swear I should
And I will
Oh my,
and I did
Simply because,
I never allow
No one to stop my blessings!
Not a hater!
Not an ex!
Not even a hex!
Nothing!
Not even cancer :)
Simply because
I am enough
I am strong
I am stronger
And the best of it all
I am FREE OF IT ALL
Simply because,
I AM BLESSED!
The past few years I’ve been dealing with some illness That required me on numerous occasions to take some serious time out,  to find my way back in.
One thing I discovered along the way….. I’m still human.
Jul 2020 · 71
Like A Poet
Edmund black Jul 2020
In my mind
I have been living
Three separate lives
Simultaneously
Interrogating  the presence of
My individual realization,

In the mirror I am
This voodoo man
He weaves a spell
Turning heaven into hell,
Like the Wild Wild West
Pain, sorrow are his paths
Where He cries everyone’s tears
A vulnerability that’s too real,
His collective realization ,

In the mirror I am
this understanding man
Who lingers in a pathway
That offers solace
A momentarily reprieve
From all that ails him
Where laughter still comes,
My higher realization ,

Then again

In the mirror I am
That man with the wings ,
Where I stay high above all
Turns hell into heaven
Where the light remains lit
In the darkness that is mine.

Sweet magical man
With a magical heart.

In the mirror all at once!
I Don’t Belong Here!
Jul 2020 · 44
Going Through A Change
Edmund black Jul 2020
There is part of me
That still wants to do nothing

No writing, no serious thinking
Just lounging while participating
In every mindless games

Like candy crush.
Yes,  I play candy crush ;)
And I’m not ashamed to admit it.

But my mind,
Just would never allow it
For
    Many
Reasons ,

For
     One,
      
Oftentimes
My
      Feelings
Are
     Too bold to keep to myself
Jul 2020 · 54
Darlin’
Edmund black Jul 2020
In these down times
Your smiling face is the cure my soul requires
But masks are necessary
And your smiles are hidden
Separation is needed
Our alone time is off timing
While the news changes daily
Like nature’s daily changes her mind
Uncertainty is feeling too certain
And,
Just when we thought that life is over
Under the blue clear sky
We see and smell the flowers
blooming across the yard
As the sun rises
As the birds singing our favorite melodies
While the butterflies dancing in mid-air
In celebratory of our love
As you’re pulling me closer towards your heart
Despite of social distancing,  we must
It calms our minds
It centers our souls
It renews our existence
It gives us life
Because we have a life of love
That will never change
And
Always melt my heart away with a smile

It makes me feel,
Like life without a mask
Forever and ever ever ever more
In just a brief,

All over again!
Jul 2020 · 36
Thank You
Edmund black Jul 2020
Yesterday was beautiful. I am so full, so light, so refreshed, so inspired, so faithful. Take care of yourself and each other and remember that as the ailment  comes so comes the medicine. In the midst of chaos, go within and be/exude your peace. Keep time. Don’t stop. I love you all!
Jul 2020 · 46
Prayer Warriors
Edmund black Jul 2020
Hello Poetry family, kindly please join me at 9PM ET in a prayer for just a minute. Thank You!

In Christ’s Name....Amen!
Stay Safe!
Jul 2020 · 66
Choose Freedom
Edmund black Jul 2020
BUT,

You’ll never be free until You found the love within for all walks of life



BLM
——
ALM
❤️
Taking a mental break is healthy. We just need to be cognizant of when is the right time to do so. Don’t wait until it’s too late and you become overwhelmed with your own thoughts.

Remember, “a mind is a terrible thing to waste”. Use it wisely...🙏🏽


Don’t stress, depress or have anxiety...Just pray, breathe and live.
I’m sending some positive energy and love to all my Hello-poetry families!
love You All 🌹🌹🌹.  Kiss Of Peace!
Mar 2020 · 142
Heart Of A Pirate
Edmund black Mar 2020
It is said that
I am a poet ,
No,
I am simply a lover
Who makes miracles
Out of madness
A lover who offers life
And sees all as beautiful
I make art with my words
And so, I make love
No,
I don’t have time for loathing
And so, often times
I keep my darkness,
It doubles as my light
In spite of its shadow.
I am one of life’s saddest students
Who in time, has figured out
How to build wings from gratitude
How to fly free from sadness
How to build strength from lost
How to make love from loss
So with that being said
**** the clouds over my head
Yes,
Edmund black just said it
He may even repeat it
**** the clouds over my head
I’ll just cry in color
And paint myself a new Sky
Mar 2020 · 178
The World Is Crying
Edmund black Mar 2020
Whatever
Beauty
You
Can
offer the world right now,
Offer it now
However small you deem it.
               
 Now is not the time
To deny the world of your light or question your gifts
Now is the time to spread love, give it your light!
Peace of love!
Mar 2020 · 58
Pandemic
Edmund black Mar 2020
Before it’s all over
This silent killer will pounce
On us
Like a falcon

This silent killer will throw us around
Like a lion with its prey

Then
It’ll stand over us
And watch us fall
Like stars out of the sky

And
Just when this silent killer
Think that
We about to hit
the ground to suffocate
In our own blood
And
Send us all to darkness

WE’LL TAKE FLIGHT

BECAUSE
WE SAY WE CAN

BECAUSE
THAT’S WHO
WE ARE

BECAUSE
WE WILL

BECAUSE
MY FRIENDS
WE CAN FLY
Mar 2020 · 214
Love Your Flaws
Edmund black Mar 2020
We all strive
To be our best version
Of a perfect self

We all want
The perfect body
The perfect things
The perfect poems

But the funny
Thing is

It’s always
The quirk
The flaw
And
The ingenuity
That always stands out
Mar 2020 · 81
Baby Is You
Edmund black Mar 2020
Baby
It’s not what
I’m  looking at
That matters
It’s what I see
I want my eyes in your eyes

Baby
It’s not what I’m looking at
That matters
It’s what I hear
I want your voice
In my ear

Baby
It’s not what I’m looking at
That matters
It’s the joy you put in my heart
I want your laughter in my mouth

Baby
It’s not what I’m looking at
That matters
It’s what I feel
I want your skin
Upon my skin

Baby it’s not what
I’m looking at that matters
It’s what I desire
and
all I desire

Baby
Is
You
Mar 2020 · 64
YOU
Edmund black Mar 2020
YOU
I remember the days
        when I prayed
                        for what I have now.
Mar 2020 · 48
Nowhere To Hide
Edmund black Mar 2020
The poet
My mind
My insanity
My cups
My plates
My lamps
My papers
My hats
My shower
My foods
My news
My president
My eyes
My hands
My ways
My bed
My compassion
My sexiness
My health
My infidelity
My faithfulness
My dreams
My goals
My failures
My risen
My misunderstanding
My intellect
My understanding
My stubbornness
My pets
My neighbors
My environment
My toxic energy
My ideals
My shoes
My streets
My chair
My mirror
My job
My heart
My money
My poverty
My clothes
My mother
My father
My sister
My brother
My friends
My car
The sky
The clouds
The ocean
The birds
This movie
This song
This talk
The trees
The rain
The plane
This place
This pain
This nonsense
This heartbreak
This cancer
This earth
This man
This woman
This stranger
This stove
My story
My wife
My husband
My lovers
My words
My books
My failure
My selfishness
My goodwill
My selflessness
My smile
My laughter
My swags
My story
This poem
This poet
This plane
This automobile
This gun
This knife
This world
Much etc
I wish my mind
Would accept that
One of them is going to be
The death of me.
Mar 2020 · 62
Crazy World We Leave In
Edmund black Mar 2020
Everyone
Is
Happy
But
Nobody
Knows
How
To
Describe
Happiness
“True self-care And happiness is not salt baths and chocolate cake, it is making the choice to not build a life you don’t need to regularly escape from.”
Mar 2020 · 77
Thoughts
Edmund black Mar 2020
The biggest difference between love
And
Unconditional love
Is
Consistency
!!!!
Mar 2020 · 37
When The Dust Settled
Edmund black Mar 2020
You know,
My family was poor
So I know what it’s like
Not to have much ...
Folks I grew up
In a neighborhood
Where I constantly
Had  to fight
For my meal
Fight for
What’s mine ...
No doubt
I lived a bleak existence
But with a little bit of luck
And a little bit of help from above
 Education saved my life
Love gave me life
Faith changed my life
And
Let me be blunt
Ladies and Gentleman
I’m the type of man
That puts life into
Perspective everyday  
And everyday I come
To the same conclusion
That I’m blessed
Beyond measures
I’ve reached a point of time
Where all the dust has settled
Wise enough to separate
The  real from the fakes
And allow my mind’s eye
To see through the nonsense
Called hate
And to be honest
For the craziness that I went through in my life
It is evident that God has chosen me
To still be here
But let me tell you this
Like everything else
In life
It wasn’t an easy road
For life has it’s ups and downs
Highs and lows...
Imagine
Living in roach infested apartments
Landlords with no care
For human dignity
Dodging bullets on a daily basis
Days without a solid diet
Thugs around the neighborhoods
Nonestop harassment
The American dream
Was nowhere to be found
Let alone having any hope
But strong enough to never
Allowed hope to die
So I pushed harder
And harder with all I had
Graduated High School
Worked two jobs
Put myself through college
In the hope that one day I would be enjoying the life that I’m living today
Cross my heart hope to die
I didn’t write this to brag
Just want to get my point across
Today in many neighborhoods in NJ and Florida
I manage to put a small dent
In the Real Estate industry
Earning my keep
Self made
Self employed
Crib on the hill
No mortgage needed
Yes indeed,
The American dream
Finally realized.
But
I tell my story
To simply say This ,
Never to be ashamed of your past
For it can inspire others
Because it’s not what happened to you
But how you react to it
That truly matters.
And
Without a doubt in my mind
I Believe in the desires of your heart and your ability to make it happen. But believe me when I tell you this , It will take nothing less than everything to make your dreams come to live. But believe me when I tell you that truer words have never been spoken
It will be worth it.

And
it doesn’t matter
If you’re
Black
Or
White
Alien
Or
The
Beast
You and only you
Can make it happen!
I recommend to everyone to reflects on their lives, and see what saved your life . Notice it , embrace it , and share it. You’ll find  that very rejuvenate..My family was poor so I know what it’s like not to have . But just because you don’t have, doesn’t mean you give up on hope  .... you keep fighting, you keep pushing..... Rise up , you can get there if you really want it.....

DREAM ON
Tough Times Never Last
If You Put Your Mind Into Your Dreams.

THAT’S THE MESSAGE!
Edmund black Mar 2020
Speak
       Life
            Into
               Yourself
      You’re
                More
                     Delicate
                             Than
                                     You
                                        Think
Mar 2020 · 83
🖤
Edmund black Mar 2020
Love changes people
It sculpts us into someone
Who understands more deeply,
Hurts more often,
Appreciate more quickly,
Cries more easily,
Hope more desperately,
Loves more openly
And lives more passionately.
That’s what love does
That’s what makes love extraordinary,
That’s my kind of love
That’s black love.

You May Not Know Me But You Will Always Feel Me 🖤
Feb 2020 · 64
Love Is Light
Edmund black Feb 2020
I command my voice into silence
      As I watched from the sidelines amused ,
          As I watched grandeur seduced.  
The lure of darkness
Enslaved them in her tight embrace.
         And the lure of enjoyment in it all.
But ,
      I shall resist.
Knowing that  love is light and it conquers it all !
Feb 2020 · 48
By God
Edmund black Feb 2020
As the struggle continues, the battles do too but the glory does as well....the mercy does as well...the blessings do as well! With difficulty comes ease.God is great ....Your  Maker is merciful &  sufficient in disposing of all affairs. Don’t ever give up hope or doubt your ability to make things happen. Work extremely hard , play even harder , be good to people, and stay in gratitude. By God , the rest will take care of itself. By God this is just the beginning. You will thrive in a way that makes materialistic a non factor, your seeds will excel even greater than where you stand, Listen to his whispers and stay in touch with God and he’ll continue to strengthen you in a way you never imagined. allow your mind to travel beyond your desires. , and love will find you when the time's right. Claim it for it is yours when you’re ready to receive it’s glory!
Feb 2020 · 89
I Change It Up
Edmund black Feb 2020
Lately life
feels like a lot
of walking
Sometimes I know
where I’m going
Sometimes I don’t
And sometimes
it just doesn’t matter ,

Sometimes the wonder
is in wandering
But every turn lead to a path
I had not known that I was meant to walk
Every path takes me to a better season
Every path leads me to a different lesson
every lesson learned leads to a better life
and a better life doesn’t happen by taking the
same path , the known path
So yes like nature I change my
path often , I challenge myself, I move
differently intentionally
Yes I dabble in danger, I take risks
Sometimes I break open the sky
just to unearth what’s underneath all the layers
Yes indeed, this courage
My courage , this realm, the things beyond
God...
The road less traveled is Devine
Feb 2020 · 25
Mystery
Edmund black Feb 2020
You think
You know a poet
Based on his writing
And the
Beautiful words
He whispers
In your ear

His words
An ocean
Of promises
Full of light

His words
At times
Could  make
Your heart
Shiver in desires
And
Your knees
Buckle as you
Stand in wonderment
In awe
Of the beautiful words
He bleeds

But the truth is
You don’t

Because a poet will
Only gives you a glance
Of  how he feels
In the moment

And
In his moment
Lost in the moment
Try to be found in the moment
His thoughts may be nothing
More than a vision of ecstasy
A beautiful illusion

If you truly want to
Know a poet
Once in awhile take a dive
Into the depths of his eyes
Between the bitterness
And the sea

There ,
You’ll see
Everything you need to see
For his eyes
Could show more tales
Than words
Can ever tell

In the depths of his eyes
You will see exactly
What is veiled behind it all
A place where darkness dwell
Or
A place where the light
Shines brighter
Than the Stars above.
Your story is only what is told or written. You , however.... Are The Author ;)
Feb 2020 · 78
Edmund black Feb 2020

Truth Remains
Sometimes I wish myself
Without eyes
Because
Outside of my illusion
I see only chains
Pain and anger
Disease and war
Poverty and hunger
I see fear
False premises,  like words that could ****

Truth remains,
Sometimes
I wish myself without eyes
Because
My eyes have seen more than they can bear
A curse as a gift
When reality bow before me
Kneeling on raw salty ground at my feet
Begging for compassion

Truth remains
I wish myself without eyes
Because
The truth is never gentle
It shakes, disrupts, rattles, destroys
It purifies, binds together, builds-
And quite frankly , my hands are tired

I wish myself without eyes
Because
Truth remains ,
My lips are tired of pretending
Wearing a smile large enough
For my intellect to drown in
But only when other’s eyes are focused

Truth remains
I wish myself without eyes
My love is wide
My vulnerability is harsh
Have me feeling lonely
At peace,
At war,
Aching
Knowing
Needing
Wishing myself indeed
Without eyes

Because truth remains
I wonder how
Beautiful life would be,
For an illusionist to be free of sight
Feb 2020 · 87
Still , I Rise.
Edmund black Feb 2020
I heard them say
That cats have nine lives
And no matter what life throws at them
They always land perfectly perfect
On their feet
But as impressive this may sound
I remain unimpressed
Because
Perhaps the same can be said
For Edmund black
Because believe me
When I tell you that truer words
Have never been spoken
No matter if the sky’s fallen
The earth’s crumbling
Or the sun’s risen
I remain standing taller than ever before

“No matter what”


     Still, I rise!
Feb 2020 · 65
All At Once!
Edmund black Feb 2020
It is true that
A poet lives many lives.
Because,
In my mind
I have been living
Three separate lives
Simultaneously
Interrogating  the presence of
My individual realization,

In the mirror I am
This voodoo man
That weaves a spell
Turning heaven into hell,
Like the Wild Wild West
Pain, sorrow are his paths
Where He cries everyone’s tears
A vulnerability that’s too real,
His collective realization ,

In the mirror I am
this understanding man
Who lingers in a pathway
That offers solace
A momentarily reprieve
From all that ails him
Where laughter still comes,
My higher realization ,

Then again in the mirror
That man with the wings
Where I stay above all
Turns hell into heaven
And can make all pain disappear
Where the light remains lit
In the darkness that is mine,
Sweet magical man
With a magical heart.

This man
In the mirror all at once!
Feb 2020 · 102
When You Find Love
Edmund black Feb 2020
When love find you
You will know

Flowers will grow From fingers
Palms full of soil a scent that
Lingers and leads

You will not be afraid
To toil in loves garden

You will come as water
You will come as seeds
You will come as whatever
Love needs you to be

And
love will come
As whatever you need
Love to be
Bending to each other’s burden

All life
all light
strange and ready.
Feb 2020 · 34
NMB
Edmund black Feb 2020
NMB
-
Since my resurrection
I don’t even know
Who am I anymore.
I’m not sure what it is,
There is something different about me
I feel different
I move different
I love different
I see the world in a different pair of eyes
The boy in me, doesn’t even
Want to come out and play anymore.
Guess I needed more time!
Feb 2020 · 41
Happy Valentine’s Day
Edmund black Feb 2020
Ladies,

Today, if they’re not gracious for that simple feather kiss in the middle of the forehead.
They’ll never be appreciative for anything else you have to offer...
Don’t be angry when people cannot love you the way you want them too.  It is your sole responsibility to mind your boundaries not theirs.  If you cannot find synchronization then let them go.  Is it disappointing and painful? Of course but no more than continued disappointment.  Love yourself enough to Love yourself enough 🌹❤️🌹
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