"Time is so cruel, I hate us, now it’s hard to even see each other’s faces."

I thought I would be happier without you,
Not knowing I would regret it after all.

I saw you sleeping,
I wonder what your dream is,
I hope you can only dream about good things,
I would like to volunteer to carry all your pain.

Let us walk hand by hand,
No matter what happen,
When I tell you to leave me,
Leave me behind,
I don't want you to see me crying.

I guess I was happier with you,
You told me to smile,
You taught me on how to be brave,
Not knowing your not brave enough,
Why?.

Now you're going somewhere,
Out of no where.
Time passes by,
Don't know if I can do it without you.

The classroom seats gets *****,
But our friendship would never get rusty.
I don't have the chance to say
That I will miss you.

When I say I love you,
I meant it,
I know that I can tell I lie,
But I can never tell a lie to a friend.

Even if this words make you cringe,
I hope my sincerity reaches you no matter how far you are.

No matter how many times you hated me,
You will always be my friend,
I know that I'm selfish,
Not knowing all of this trust already vanished.

I know that I can trust you,
More than I can trust myself,
When the time comes that everything became hard,
I'm just here to make you feel a little braver.

Days had passed,
Little by little the day will come,
That someday I know you're ready to leave everything behind.

I can't tell my last goodbye,
Coz I know that you will come back.

When we meet again,
I hope you will open your arms wide,
So that I can fit in.

I hope that day will come very soon.

Because I know, you know that I will miss you.

No matter how many times I tell you thank you,
I know that those words aren't enough,
But anyways, I hope that those words can make you feel better.

Everything happens for a reason,
I can still remember that small fight of us,
A fight that made us closer and made us to be friends.

Thanks to that band,
Thanks for that reason,
It means a lot to me.

Days Might Pass By But Not This Endless Friendship.

Goodbye for now.

People telling one another that they love each other,
While having another.

Aren't those lies?
Maybe it's just a million of flies.

**** this life,
I hate this life.

Why? Because we were all just living in this world full of lies.
People having their own kind of pride,
Protecting their ownself which is not worth it.

People being hypocrite,
What a *******.

People being fake all the time,
Telling someone they're just fine,
Cutting all those line,
Even the connections through the underworld.

I smile so widely,
And there's a time I act so wildly.

People think I'm a happy go lucky person,
But not really it's only a different version.

I change from time to time.
People doesn't know my struggles.

Too many of them keep on saying that you should love yourself,
How am I going to love myself if I always felt the same way,
Wherein I felt like I'm just a trash.

I'm not degrading myself,
I'm just telling the truth.

Those mistakes hides on my jacket,
While keeping it on a locket.

Drowning myself on my own tears,
Makes me want to run like those cute deers.

People wasting their highlighters ink, on a book, highlighting the important details, while me highlighting the days that I cried a lot.

Behind those smiles,
is sadness.

I'm the tree and you are the sunlight,
sunlight that shines through me.

Crying alone,
It is still raining,
Well that means
the pain is still remaining.

Why is this place is so dark,
There's no room to park,
No room to place myself in the dark,
Also no space to park the pain.

Listen we need to run,
Or else they'll point out the gun,
A gun that hits us everytime they open
Their mouth,
They have no doubt.

I thought we're done,
Our dreams that are gone,
There's no cure,
When there's no reason to be sure.

You saved me from darkness,
A friendship that is full of pureness,
We deserve everything,
But we don't have anyhting,
The destinsy is jealous of us.

We don't know on what will happen next,
We can't take those assumptions and jinx it.

You taught me on how to be brave,
But it ended up seeing our bodies on the grave.

There's hope,
Help me to climb up using that rope,
Don't make me fall,
When there's no one to catch.

Smile like there's no tomorrow,
Smile like there's no one against our dreams,
Just smile,
Your happiness, is my happiness.

Time passes by,
Does our friendship will last long?,
I hope so,
You're the only friend that I have.
A friend that I know that will never leave me.

We could stop the rain,
And it means we could also stop our pain,
Give it to me,
I will take your pain,
And you take mine,
Lets share this road,
A rocky road.

It will end soon,
Look at that moon,
I prefer it than the sun.

The sun rise,
While the moon go down.

In my dream, we we're both happy,
It sometimes make me want not to wake up anymore.
I don't want to wake anymore,
I want to stay in my dreams wherein everything is impossible to happen.

Everything in this world are made of love.
Knowing that love can't change a thing,
Love that can't make people stay.

We we're against the world,
Word by word,
We don't want to listen,
All we want is to be heard.

Let me be with you until the end,
Lets make this friendship last long,
Lets stay by each others side and share shoulders to bury our face and cry together.

We can make it, as long as we're together.
Let us hold hand and make everything possible.