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Eden Y Hamden Sep 2022
in my world,
I am pretty
I am beautiful
I am confident
I am smart
I am successful
and I am a woman
but,
in his world,
I am ugly
I am hideous
I am an attention-seeking *****
I am stupid
I am unsuccessful
and, I am not a man
6:36 PM
Sunday
September 18, 2022
Eden Y Hamden Sep 2022
you act protective
you have a good heart
but that's not what I hear
coming out of your mouth
I hate the way you talk
I hate the way you think
I think I might even hate you,
just a little bit
July, 21st 2022
10:45 AM
Thursday
Eden Y Hamden Aug 2022
One thought
and that was death
nothing seemed to
haunt my mind
except for death
how tired I am
how worn out I am
I'm scared to open
my eyes every day
and start breathing

my thoughts are so loud
they tune out
the sounds of birds
my eyes are so dark
they block
the shades of green
and how would I
tell my mother
that this all started
when I was sixteen
that my mind
is like a machine
it works
and it works
and it works
and never stops

one thought
and that was death
please listen to my thoughts
as I have no choice
but to listen to my own

you don't understand
how easy it was for me
to fall out of love
with life
and how could I pray
to the God
who gave me a life
I no longer want

one thought
and that was death
I'm just waiting
to take my last breath
and get this all over with
16th May 2022
7:00 PM
Monday
Eden Y Hamden Apr 2022
most of my days
I don't feel like living
but today,
standing with you
sitting with you
laughing with you
it made me want
to keep living
it made me
wanting more
wishing more
being more
than what I am
March 30, 2022
10:18 PM
Eden Y Hamden Mar 2022
sometimes I think,
that my thoughts are bigger than me.
sometimes I think,
my thoughts will consume me
sometimes I think,
this is too much
sometimes I think
and I think
and I think
til I about die from thinking.
March 25
9:59am
Eden Y Hamden Mar 2022
take them
take them away from me
the words that are stuck
in my throat
the words that threaten
to come out of me
the words that suffocate me
the words I’d rather **** me
take them
take them all away from me
11:00pm
Monday
March 28, 2022
Eden Y Hamden Feb 2022
Please,
don’t wake me up tomorrow
just let me choke
on all my sobs and cries
til I can’t breathe
til I can’t see
til I am no longer here
Wednesday
February 9th, 2022
1:38am
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