I just want your smile to know
I am here for you always
Even when you don't want me...

Go, just go
I tried saying no
I told you to go away
Leave me alone
I just want to be left alone

in sickness and in health
in dire times and in wealth
i will not take you
for you abused me
hurt me
you break me daily

I am not a selfish person, see
I desire to be happy
I desire you to be with me
I desire for him to see
Who I am, as a being
Who I'll be, as a human
Who I want to be, as a person
These wants, these needs
They are as they'll be

Tears crawl down my face
Mascara follows along
Soon creeps my eyeshadow
And then my eyeliner
They stain my poor white pillows
The ones I use for sleep
But these tears cannot be stopped
So I let them creep down my face

Little crimson colours
Coat my little wrist
Orange red and yellow
The brush kisses my skin
I'm not allowed to hurt myself
Because of my mental health
So instead I colour my scarred up wrist
With paints and colours from eyeshadow kits

Everything is getting blurry
Dunno who I'm sposed to be
Rapid switching
Breathe hitching
Heart pitching
Into the dark
The dark that clouds my eyes
~Daemon and Hunter