Dear A,
I heard you got cheated on today,
That must have ******,
You said you were okay,
But I know you weren't,
Because I know you.
I wish I could help,
but we don't talk anymore.
It's as if we're in a war,
or,
I'll open up the door,
and you don't step through.
I miss you
Goodbye until another day.

Dear A.

Hippie heights
Mile high
Everyone a little high
Smoke a little
**** a lot
Just hit up a parking lot

Find your friends,
They're everywhere
Just look here and there

Tell me that it's all okay
Tell me it's just another day
Please don't tell me to go away
please, just stay
Stay with me

Go, just go
I tried saying no
I told you to go away
Leave me alone
I just want to be left alone

She is a winter storm
Cold to the touch and winds to blow you away
A wonderland to follow
Ice and snow create steady patterns on the ground

She, is torrential rain
Pouring down in the middle of the day
Flooding your Earth away

She is a hurricane,
Beautiful and dangerous

She is a human being.
Fire in her eyes,
Spark in her heart,
Life in her fingertips and
Love
In her mind

She is beautiful
Dangerous
Worrisome
Kind
Cautious

Broken

She is the me I aspire to be

I am not a selfish person, see
I desire to be happy
I desire you to be with me
I desire for him to see
Who I am, as a being
Who I'll be, as a human
Who I want to be, as a person
These wants, these needs
They are as they'll be

i just want to disappear.
i don't really want to be here.
i want to run away
for another day
in the rain
get out of the way of being
a burden.
because that's what i am.
i just want to disappear