Sittin' crying a river
Sleepless night feelin' sick
Because I can' stop thinking how she mistreated me
I can't believe you left us like this
One fight no one risks
Just leaving
I'm tired of my heart
Being broken
I'm tired of these tears
Falling down my face
I'm tired of this love
Being taken
why did you go away?
There's one thing I must ask of you
one thing
I gotta ask of you
why you let her take your love away?
I'm tired of my heart
Being broken
I'm tired of these tears
Falling down my face
I'm tired of this love
Being taken
why did you go away?

Quit playing games with my heart,
because slowly i'm falling apart.
Just be honest and say you don't love me,
i'm feeling so much pain, can't you see.
I love you so very much,
and I miss your kiss, your touch.
Can't you see I miss all of you,
but I have to see that we're through.
It's hard for me to believe,
but there is no more love left to receive.
I hope some day i'll be okay,
for now I think it's better this way.

You were always there for me,
You held the key,
To my heart,
But somebody turned the card,
You somehow got lost in your tracks,
And you forgot the facts,
You were somehow not there anymore,
You walked out the door,
I couldn't see you and I felt so alone,
From that day on you were gone,
And I swear I don't know what went wrong,
But I'm missing you from that day on,
I cannot live without you,
Don't know what to do,
Everyday that passes by,
I cry,
Every tear that falls down here,
Is a memory of you wishing you could hear,
Me crying out for your love,
'Cause there's just nothing above,
I love you so much,
And I know you love me still, 'cause,
I feel you in my heart still,
Only if you would come back I could find the will,
To carry on again, I would be so glad,
If I would see you again, without you everything feels so bad,
My heart is bruised and broken,
A kind of loneliness has stroke,
And I can't breath without you,
And I can't see without you,
Every night you're on my mind,
By candlelight I pray for the will to fight,
Against the feeling of emptiness,
But it somehow infatuates me and I return trying to stop the crying until dust,
I can't take it anymore,
I can't sleep anymore,
I can't eat anymore,
I can't sleep anymore,
I can't dream anymore,
I can't love anyone anymore,
Only you, 'Caus you have a part of me,
Can't you see,
If you would come back to me,
How happy I would be,
I miss you, so much, I linger for you, Come back,
Somehow you are gone,
But I can still see you,
But it's just a memory,
Without you I only worry,
Why are you gone?
A part of me has left me alone,
I've missed you,
Why are you gone?

You spit my name off your lips
Like it actually pains you to speak it.
The way your face has that look
"You're such a *******"
I know I'm a **** up
You don't have to share
I know I don't belong here
I know you don't care.
You have birthed 3 children
But you only claim 2
You don't raise me, but tolerate me
I can see the toll I take on you.
You don't want me in this world
You wish I'd never been born
I only cause you pain
Because of me you're torn
Your life would be prefect
If I hadn't come along
You're life would be perfect
If you didn't have to be my mom.

I'm sorry that I said: I'm sorry
but I had something about to worry..
I'm sorry I told you things wich I shouldn't tell
but I couldn't save this hell

I hope you're not angry, hope you understand
I try to hold you close, but I can't
I wish, wish you were here,
but you aren't, but in someway you're near

Sorry for telling you my deepest pain
but I felt like I was locked in a chain
Now I hate myself for telling you
all that matters and all that I knew

What I told you was a fear of me
the fear is gone since I'm with you, see
hope you don't feel teared
crying, screaming I'm so scared..

I'm alone, alone listening to the sea
the sea which I made down on my knee
I hope you don't mind if I cry
Cause I still don't understand why I told you , why

while I'm crying and writing this piece of poetry
I want you to hold me, I want you to see
how much I care, how much I love you
I want you to know I really do

I still love you
I don't know why I hurt you.
I think to feel so much better than you.
I'm a CuntPsychoBitch that lives in her own FantasyWorld.
But please look at me the way you did before.
I'll never hurt you again.

I hope everything's alright.
That you can keep up the fight.
You're gonna get through this bad time.
In the end everything's gonna be just fine.
Because you won't have to do this on your own.
I'm here for you, you'll never be alone.
Every minute of day and night,
I want to be your guiding light.
Remember that I love you with all my heart.
I never want us to be apart.
A big hug from me for you.
This will cheer you up, whatever you're going through.