You' ve changed .

And i cant point at any event and say " it happened then" ...It just happened.

Like a snow storm and flurries and it adding up before my eyes.

I never realized how much hurt had accumulated... till i was standing knee deep in sadness.

Time stops and the world dissolves
into a thin mist, condensing
to form a single point
where your mind meets halfway
with her heart while the earth
and the sky meld with the amber horizon
as the midnight stars descend
to glisten and burst into brilliant supernovae
in her eyes and yours while heartbeats race
to the rhythm of unwritten love songs
and mamihlapinatapai melodies
while thought and reason escape
and words fail inevitably
as both your heart and hers are lost
in a bittersweet tangle
of ghostly kisses and longing fingertips
adrift in a sea of heartstrings
and shifting bed sheets.

how a person's
perceptions can alter
and see another
in a different light
a perspective unclouded
is one of truth
being situated
in a brighter surround
shows the other person
to be ever so fake
a plastic imitation
not the genuine article
is she
no not at all
hindsight has shed
a fresh perspective
the microscope
detailed
what she was like
many moons ago
her sham line
got swallowed
without question
but to-day
her fraudulent persona
is well illuminated