DM: Favorites

Dec 2012 DM

Let Me Be

Dec 2012 DM

Tatiana

Hush,
let me delve into my own world,
where I am comfortable,
and can not be disturbed.
Yes I'm sad,
but that's all i'll tell,
through my impassive face,
and quiet ways.
You can't read me,
so stop trying,
don't try to seek my attention,
or make me open up,
cause I won't.
If I open up,
then I really trust you,
not to turn what I say,
against me.
Don't ruin my trust,
because once its gone,
good luck,
trying to find it.
Don't pester me,
i'll give you answers,
all in sweet-time,
that is if you deserve them.
But for now,
just let me be,
i'm not sad,
and i'm not tired.
I just don't know
anymore.

Dec 2012 DM

Poor Children

Dec 2012 DM

Tatiana

Poor Children

Do you see the little lights flashing,
along the lonely highway?
That will lead to the dead end streets,
of the failing misery.
Do you see the dark buildings,
and all the abandoned rooms?
Do you know the truth behind the scenes,
of the cluster of buildings?
Oh those poor children,
their days are numbered,
and I don't know what will happen,
to them.

Dec 2012 DM

Cycles of Love

Dec 2012 DM

Danielle Rose

Cycles of Love

What of love?
A longing tear
of a moment which passed
lacking understanding
and all the things left unsaid.....
leaving holes in my heart
The memory
left waiting for a hand that never reached
but pushed until my back was to the wall
accepting my stance which felt so small
and I turned to the world alone
rejecting any rejoice of that sweet little song
Apathy took hold of my soul
which I sold to the grind and to the smog
All that entered my vision were ferrel dogs
left howling for something they've never
truely know
blubbering at the realization unrequited love kills
left with a shrill of dizzy jaded mutters
of the man who cast his spell
and pulled me under
defining my days in past-tense
Faced every john with resistence
counted the bricks furious
because it was easier than feeling the exit
but I'll never forget the day he came
and changed all of it
...I refuse to feel foolish
because without love all light is extinguished
and without mistakes we are simply not human

Dec 2012 DM

Fight

Dec 2012 DM

Tatiana

Fight

Hello blue sky,
how are you today?
and oh the grass,
why are you so green
and soft?
Such a comfortable cushion,
for my weary body.

Hello blue sky,
why are you so close to me?
I'm on the green grass
aren't I?
I feel like i'm floating,
silently, slowly
up onto a cloud.

"Hello blue sky"
the wind whispered,
and the grass beneath me disappeared.
There was nothing to hang on to,
I was grabbing at the air,
hoping, praying,
that I would stop moving.

Go away blue sky!
I shouted in my head.
Let me go,
let me gain control,
of my chaotic thoughts,
and movements,
I must be in charge.

Leave blue sky,
you are no longer kind.
You're just faking that everything
is alright.
Well it's not ,
so please return the ground,
I need it.

Come back green grass,
and solid earth.
I need the support,
of you right now.
Please return,
so I can stand
and fight.

Why am I fighting?
I don't really know,
all I know is,
i'm being accused.
I'm defending myself,
and fighting for what is right,
with the only way
that will work.

I'm using my words,
standing on the green grass,
looking up to the blue sky
and shouting
"Show me who you really are!"
The sky turned gray,
and I smiled.

There will be no more lies in my mind.

We all have our own inner battles, some are darker than others. But if we can see the light and the opportunity to fight and speak up for ourselves, we could destroy those inner demons, that chose to reside deep within our souls.

Dec 2012 DM

Control Has Changed

Dec 2012 DM

Tatiana

Control Has Changed

Watch the world spin,
slowly turning,
me around.
I'm stuck in motion,
so much choking,
that i've found.
My eyes can't see,
what's in front of me,
and im scared,
of what it could be.
All there is,
are,
chaotic eyes,
messed up minds,
disgruntled faces,
but moving grace.
The pain is real,
the thought is clear,
fear races through my
soul.
Rabid mouths,
twisted words,
raking gaze,
control has changed.
It plants a seed,
for fear to grow,
not into a flower,
but a ****.
The **** needs to be,
plucked out of the ground,
quickly.
If time could move slow,
then I would dodge,
all the hate.
But I can't freeze time,
I can't reverse it,
i'm stuck in a moving,
time zone,
where I always find,
my worst enemies,
who always have,
chaotic minds,
gripping hands,
frozen faces,
empty stares.
The Pain is real,
it's all they feel,
and it burns
into their souls.
But,
what I see now,
there is good.
And they have,
Pretty eyes,
beautiful minds,
a stable face,
and awkward grace.
There's no pain here,
and that's what I feel,
and it fills my soul,
with hope.
Joyous mouths,
encouraging words,
a soft gaze,
control has changed,
again.