Denxai Mcmillon

Denxai Mcmillon Jun 2015

Some of the wildest moments happen in rooms with Christmas lights as lamps.
I've been to some rad parties
I've chilled with the coolest of cats
Heard some of the most amazing music
Something about the dim lighting of Christmas lights
I suppose, puts me at ease

Jun 2015

brandon nagley

Welcomed me back! Ecstatic high

I thought the door hast closed
Yet foolish me
She left her door wide open

How idiotic to think she'd close ourn castle egress
For shes mine amour'

Without eachother
Nothing's left!!!

For she's mine amour'
For she's mine only
Without her and her without me

Would maketh two lost lonlies!!

#ea

Denxai Mcmillon Jun 2015

The worst part is,

I don't know what to call this purgatory,
Because things are tense
But we aren't fighting.
If I push too hard to get to the bottom of things it'll be a fight.
But as of right now,
It's just empty awkwardness.

Denxai Mcmillon Jun 2015

I'm sorry

Here I sit,
Reminding myself what I am,
A friend.
Some days I forget that.
Some days I pretend it's not real
And some days
I find myself
in the space between sheets of paper.
One labeled "lover"
The other, "friend"
You treat me like a lover,
Until you remember that
I'm just another paranoid thought.
I'm not worth the trouble.
I don't know what you think.
All I want to know is what did I do wrong?
And what am I doing back at my place so early?
I'm still here for you
And
I'm really sorry I forgot my place

Denxai Mcmillon Jun 2015

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Waking up next to you
Is a cliché,
A dream come true.

Drinking 'till we're sleepy
Is so much fun,
I hope that we do it again

I know you know I love you
You know I know you feel the same

Let's hold our love together
And from others lets abstain.

Denxai Mcmillon Jun 2015

Roots

I'm going to find myself one day.
I'm going to mend
Eventually, I'll move on from my past
One day, I'll look back on my life
And wonder who I was then and try my best to remember
What it was like to struggle.
I'll lose my self in music and running
And I'll leave my problems behind
I'm starting to lose sight of who I am,
But that's okay that's how I know I'm growing
I'll reach up to the sky like ivy.
I'll reach up to the sky like trees
I'm a plant and I'll grow towards the light.
I'm a plant
Only I'm pulling my roots up and looking for better soil.