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Ishtar Jan 2017
Having to sustain,
my breathing, a hellish landscape,
where all of them dwell
no further than surfaces...

Industry, enterprises,
companies, businesses,
what a diplomatic way
to keep us slave...

Everybody notices,
Nobody cares,
as long as their dishes are full,
of the polymers they emulate food with...

Wealth and democracy are a placebo,
I'm fed up with it, not taking it anymore,
never took it again, from a while now...

My hopes lie far away,
where none of them can notice,
that I'm higher on thoughts,
higher than them, no envy anymore.

do you think you are free?
dis-attach, learn to fight and go away,
where no man can find you...
Ishtar Jul 2016
I went there, where Atrio was sleeping,
I saw him alive and his face resembles mine,
His eyes reflect the same shades than mine do... His blue skin and black wings reminded me what I shouldn't have done...

We recovered each other's codex for illumination and felt amused that we did...

Then I came back, spitting and throwing up every single drop of blood, the one we shared, the codex is complete now... After a very long aeon.

I am free again
Ishtar Jun 2016
Everyday I remember you,
In every second that my mind is free,
I want you,
If you knew how much I want
To turn back time,
To be near you again
And to kiss you eternally
Ishtar May 2016
I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry I couldn't **** dry all the poison, as it was a powerful poison I exploded and fainted, now I am sure, I am sure at all that I could take it, for one more time, this time standing always up, I bled enough to recover and fight for us, to be brave enough to stand for you and to be here for you as the planet spins millions and millions of times around the sun, together, loving you forever.
Ishtar Jun 2016
When feelings are put to the test,
It is a proof of bravery
when they survive the ordeal...

It is another test
to try to repair them
when they break...

What else to do?
only to blow the porcelain dust
Behind all the attempts to repair...

I hope I can inhale every atom of them,
So the feelings I broke,
Can lay by my heart until I die again.
I love you.
Ishtar May 2016
I wasn't afraid to lose
until I lost,
fear did not fade away,
now I fear you won't come back.
Ishtar May 2016
Today I woke
to what lies unveiled,
still hidden in the fog
around my coffin's fodder.
Ishtar Jan 2017
Hatred is only acceptable for people when it comes from themselves, in some cases until they realize it is a waste of resources.
Ishtar Sep 2016
Somehow I just wanted to know that all the things you posted and all the messages I thought meant something different than your hate and thirst of vengance, maybe messages meant for someone else, are a proof of how manipulative person can be, that's the only memory that you left me to keep, so I chose to keep away from this, to remain away from all the **** that you are able to inflict and to know that it is caused by your wish... Oh what kind of wishes... You're evil, I disociate the memory...
Ishtar Jun 2016
Tonight, once again,
I call your name,
Intertwined in my breath,
Echoing and furtive.

I wonder once more,
How much time it will take
For you to come back,
For us to dance together.

Tonight, another night,
restless, summoning our love,
Needing you, sleepless,
Please, be by my side.

Forever.
Ishtar May 2016
You wait for a word from me,
Sadly, I know,
If I pronunciate it,
I won't see sun's lucent anymore.

For your egocentric nature,
For your selfish denials,
I will remain silent,
And calm will remain.
Ishtar Jul 2016
I became everything you wanted,
Everything before the day,
The awful day you threw my calm away...
  
Please understand,
that I stayed up to do everything,
Everything you wished for...

Even when you wanted it to end,
You know you were away,
For you never existed outside, only inside

like a song said...
Ishtar Apr 2016
Remember the time in which we were unstoppable?
can you believe those were You and I?
So in love,
So full of joy and endless hopes,
then steam tarnishes the glass,
Everything gets blurred.

My fault, maybe ours
I am so very sorry for I have caused our farewell
Ishtar Jun 2016
The sea of stars,
Can become a map
If we conect the dots
And follow the lines.

How come that all the times
As I wonder into the sky
As it fades from dead red
To blue and alive...

... You appear, every time,
I see your silhouette in a million sights,
Formed by the universe,
A fullcolor paradise.

Your silhouette, my love...
Ishtar Jul 2016
To incarnate without flesh,
a perfect paradox,
to walk between realities forever...
Illusions and realities.
Ishtar Apr 2016
Love is a mirror,
What love sees,
Love reflects,
Then it magnifies.

If love sees love
Reflections resemble,
If love sees hate,
It magnifies the pain.
Ishtar Aug 2016
If only It was easy... It is only easy for you... the end... that is what you have been asking for from the beggining after all, right? fight for us? you never did, you only attended my begging a few times, you know you were avoiding me since weeks, months and even years ago from that moment and you pretend to be the only victim? guilt? Both of us have it and you know it, equally, you were manipulative all the time, I was a ******* at a moment, that is called a reaction, because I got sick of you dealing my emotions at your wish, I allowed you too much in my life, as if you were even there, like a parasite you fed from me and almost destroyed me, how could you ******* dare? and how stupid I was trusting you when you yourself told me that I was a nail driving another nail out? that's something only you can do, I even gave you an excuse to end it as you wished, I should have taken that same excuse because you have given it to me first, or even better for you, should I have never tried at all? Can't you see that I had dreams of a cool future with you? you never dreamed anything else than discarding me and that is what you fed me with during most of the times. I don't even know why I'm writing this, you don't care, you ******* never cared. I wish you understood clearly and not the rough way you like... Want to know something else? Through all this, I never wanted it to end, I love you, no matter what you say to deny it.
Ishtar Jun 2016
Some people are like roses,
and every rose has its thorn,
as the song claims,
****** thorns,

I am the only one I know,
who holds the rose of your love,
despite all the thorns,
I'm determined.

I love you.
Ishtar Apr 2016
Time to leave, always,
I can't control,
Still, bounded to depart,
Lack of will,
Excess of will,
Time has gone too fast,
Or hasn't gone at all,
I am too old but still too young,
I won't depart,
I will depart,
There is something I always lack,
The parts of you,
The sting of joy,
The excess of you,
Sugar tastes rotten,
The lack of me,
the excess of me,
The hills of knots inside my wrists,
inside my throat and I,
I still know it's time,
Time to leave like always.
Ishtar Apr 2016
The last resource of a limited mind,
turning stars into drops of blood,
it drains my self away
leaving me out of control.

As I carve into my veins,
Attrition,
my last escape,
no wonders anymore.

I left all my memories behind,
but yours, your image still shines,,
in millions of portraits
inside of my head,
like ghosts.

Your image stains my blood,
reminding me of all my fallen hopes,
what I have lost,
what won't come back.

Your name lies under my scars
the ones left under my wrists,
by my will to die,
the wounds bleed out your love,
the one I couldn't return.


My Fault.

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