If only It was easy... It is only easy for you... the end... that is what you have been asking for from the beggining after all, right? fight for us? you never did, you only attended my begging a few times, you know you were avoiding me since weeks, months and even years ago from that moment and you pretend to be the only victim? guilt? Both of us have it and you know it, equally, you were manipulative all the time, I was a ******* at a moment, that is called a reaction, because I got sick of you dealing my emotions at your wish, I allowed you too much in my life, as if you were even there, like a parasite you fed from me and almost destroyed me, how could you ******* dare? and how stupid I was trusting you when you yourself told me that I was a nail driving another nail out? that's something only you can do, I even gave you an excuse to end it as you wished, I should have taken that same excuse because you have given it to me first, or even better for you, should I have never tried at all? Can't you see that I had dreams of a cool future with you? you never dreamed anything else than discarding me and that is what you fed me with during most of the times. I don't even know why I'm writing this, you don't care, you ******* never cared. I wish you understood clearly and not the rough way you like... Want to know something else? Through all this, I never wanted it to end, I love you, no matter what you say to deny it.