Glutton

I crave,
I breathe,
I bleed,
As any normal human.
My spirit aches,
my spirit breaks just as easily.
My heart is broken,
but I always find
away to piece it back together.
I am the will of fire my flames will never die.
Hear me, Heaven! Hear me Hell!
You are done making a mockery out of my misery!!
This is the beginning to heal my soul, and I will be set free.

If You Want  

If you want I could have given you the world.
If you want I could have given you my heart.
You threw it all away.
You gave it all away.
For something new.
For something wicked.
I hope you enjoy your lies.
If you want I could break you apart
If you want I could make your life hell.
You demolished everything that meant something.
You wrecked my world to his core.
If you want I could hate you like everyone else.
If you want I could love you like no other.
If you want I could take this knife to your heart.

There's a black church
On the darkest hillside

Will this make their thoughts divide?
Steal away flesh
Steal away bone

The rituals are our life
The rules are our own

Hear the groan from the devil we all know
Ashes from the flames dance gracefully

Like the fall from the 333
Bring it all back to us...

There's a black church
On the darkest hillside

Riding on his wings
We will never die.

Tales of the Human Heart

A question I've been asking myself
"If I loved you, wouldn't I be with you?"

As much as I have feelings for you
I see behind your false words you try
and trick me with, I see beyond the
masquerade you try and fool me with.
I'm not some other fling on your list.
I'm not someone you can mess with,
because I WILL GET YOU BACK!

Emotions I had for you have made me
stronger, but my heart you try and play with,
that is something YOU WILL NOT MESS WITH!
I'm not some little boy so don't try and surprise me
with your words of flattery and words of emotions
that you don't mean.

My heart was senselessly touched by you
at a time but since then, it's only become
a thing of regrets and hatred for someone I had
longed for in my dreams, my dreams became
nightmares and I thought you where someone
to save me, heal me, fix me, but this isn't
some Dark Faery Tale come true, this is a
Dreadful Ever After.

Hate and anger are a senseless emotion, that
make the best of all humans into Neanderthals.
So I won't hate you, but I won't long for you
anymore it wasn't an obsession it was.

Whispered, misunderstood feelings that have
almost lead me to a death wish. When it comes
down to it I don't need you because I have myself
and I feel powerful, but I do feel dead and alone.

As much as I don't want to love you, your presence
will linger in my heart, because honestly I know
I will never get over you, because I never get
over someone who used to hold my heart in their hands.

Your kiss meant something to me, but my heart
took it in vain and my heart controls me
so therefore my heart loathes you and loves you
at the same time.

A question I've been asking myself
"If I loved you, wouldn't I be with you?"

Frozen Fear

Fear is only in our minds,
but yet its taking us over
all the time.

Everytime we struggle
everytime we cry and want to die,
we give up and lose to the darkness.

As the fear still beats in our
hearts, we lay in the silence
looking for an escape out of
reality and life.

Lay, wait
for the death of today so you
can be free from your fear.

Wander through the ashes, there's
nothing left for you here, except.
Pain, fear, and loneliness, the world
may divide us, but you have a voice
you have a choice, it's YOUR LIFE!

Fear is only in our minds
but yet its taking us over all the
time. Fear is apart of us accept
it, accept yourself.

Caught up in your words
Stuck in the back of my throat

Kiss me, like you loved me
F*ck me, like you hate me

I can feel you carving into me
Etched in my heart

Im still a slave to your words
Im still bound to these dreams

It was your, your words, your hatred that ended it all
It was my:
hurt,
devotion
To make sure i survived you.

Go ahead encourage your twisted little lies. Tell them all what a failure i am when you're the one lost in your heart.

Go ahead and do those bad things to me.
It was a new way to bleed and in the end..

I survived..

In the night
They come
A token - of remembrance
Onto eternity

Your pain so high
Will your sins fall into me?
Are we alone now?
When the smoke clears
What is left?

Remorse?
Hatred?
Regret?

Onto eternity
Your pain so high
Was it worth it?

Done speaking in words
That no one understands
I'm not whispering
I am screaming

Onto eternity
Your pain so high
Will you be there to catch me?
or
Just let me fall?
Am I alone now?