I am not the moon
And you are not the stars
We are simply two beings in love
But our love is something so rare
The moon and stars are jealous

I'm trapped
I cant get out
I scream for help
'Help me!'
No one hears me
No one can see me
She laughs
I hear her
'You cant get out'
She sings
She won
The demon is out
Ready to create chaos
'Help me'
But they can't hear me
I'm trapped

My thoughts seem to be loud today
They're screaming
'Let me out'
But if they come out
Chaos would follow
I'm trying to hold them back
They're stronger
I don't know how much longer I can take
I should just give in
To their blood lust
To their anger
To their sadness
To their pain
Then maybe just maybe things will be better

I didn't think it would be this hard
Seeing you everyday
And not being to talk to you
To hug you, to laugh with you
I thought our friendship meant something
But it obviously did not
You dropped me as if I meant nothing to you
Did it even hurt you?
Did you even think about it?
Or maybe this was the excuse you needed
Maybe you didn't really care about me
Maybe this was all fake

My heart is broken
All I feel is this pain and sadness
I try not to think of for I would cry
But our memories together are the most precious
Our love is the most magnificent
It is the only love that I ever want to feel
But I cannot for there are obstacles in our way
I know we will not see each other till next year
But I desperately need to
I need to see your face one last time
I need to see you smile one last time
I need to hear your voice one last time
I need to feel your warmth one last time
I need to feel your lips one last time
I need to feel your hands one last time
But I know I will not
And that sadness me
Our future was so bright and clear
And now it is so not
Maybe we will see each other again
I hope so

Yesterday I spent the day with you
I was happy beyond words
The day was absolutely perfect
Your touches sparked electricity through me
Your kisses made my lips tingle
My hands danced along your body
We couldn't keep our hands from each other
And it wasn't just lust but love too
Evey moment counted
I fell more in love with you
I didn't want the day to end
But sadly it did
You had to leave back home
Our last hug and kiss seemed as if we couldn't part
When your car was no longer insight
I felt a great loneliness enter my heart
I knew right there that I could not be apart from you
I love you beyond words and crave for your presence as flowers crave the sun

The moon and the stars
are beautiful tonight
they remind me of your beauty
when I glance at you every moment

But you try to tell me
that you're not beautiful
I don't understand
how can you say that?
this beauty that I see
is perfect in the most imperfect way

No matter the times
you tell me you're not beautiful
I'll tell you of your beauties
I'll convince you of them
Because you deserve the world
As the moon and stars do