Theo - Hello Poetry

Theo Feb 2019

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there's something about you
that makes me want to speak the way you do.
The way you laugh
makes me want to live my life.
You took my hand a while ago
Since then, I have never longed for something more
Than your precious touch.
You were never too much.
Just enough for me.
I promise not to leave,
Even if the whole world turns against you
I will stand between your light and its spitting shadow and will do
Whatever is in my control
To have you happy, safe and whole.

Theo Feb 2019

Universe

I step behind you,
stumble over rocks and someone's lives.
but you don't turn around.
perhaps you are long gone in this universe.
a star, that died millions of years ago, but still pierces the thick blackness.
is somebody listening?
it's too quiet out here.
explode with noise.
you walk ahead swiftly-
I can't keep up.
Froze like a popsicle in summer sun,
dripping down.
i only walk where you were,
only am what you've been long ago,
only breathe what you exhaled.
am I the already non-existant star,
the light of which still lingers in the air?

Theo Jan 2019

To die

light me a cigarette
smoke wraps around me
just like your arms.
grey clouds heave over silk sheets
night air absorbs the sounds.
breathe in my smoke
cover your eyes
turn around.
a moment won't have time to pass
i will be already gone.
lit me a cigarette,
you were the only one
who cared enough for me

Theo Jan 2019

Into you.

Falling inside
My love
My life.
Watch me melt into your blood.
Don't leave - I'll go with you.
You don't need to be lonely again-
I run in your veins
I run with you.
Away.

Theo Jan 2019

Whisper

Bite my tongue
And watch me bleed.
Rip out my lungs,
But I beg you,
Stop me before I say too much.

Theo Jan 2019

Truly

"Can't you just love me?
Can't you see that I'll be gone?"
Your love matters more
Than the air I breathe
Your sight heals those wounds
I got along the years.

But you only advert your beautiful eyes away.
Then you say, on the edge of breaking apart.
"I can't. It's not the way I was made. I love you. Not like that."

Now I understand that I only Played a part.
A role in society's horrible play.
She shook her head violently,
Tears streming down her face. Pressed her head against my shoulder.
It was never just a phase.

I put my arms around her lovingly.
Even if it's she's not mine to chase
I am never gonna let this world make her feel lonely.
Not even if she gets lost in black cold space.

Theo Jan 2019

Made me

what is your soul made from?
Crystal,pearls and other shiny things.
What is your body made from?
Glass, stone and sharpness noone sees.
But what are those strings tied to every part of you?
Those are strings that tie up my life.