Wine
Is always there for you,
Always silent.
And is sometimes the only thing that makes you feel.
But drink with caushion:
Wine has too many too different flavours and colours.

Stay with me, my heart
Tell me if we feel someone we need
Or someone who needs us.
Oh, my heart, I will go with you
If you want me to.
We don't need to hide anymore
We don't need to run anymore.
Stay with me, my heart.
Do we need anybody
If we have each other?

by tomorrow
  you will be longing for something else.
  and I will be locked here to melt.
  dripping straight chlorine in my mouth
can't stop can't get enough.
love to hate you for leaving
without saying a word.
I forgot you
but chemical still lingers in my throat.
Have to build my brain with pieces again.

Laying on my back
I am watching our stars:
For now they are far away from each other.
But
Baby believe me the winter will come
  We will meet once again.
   You will be older
   I will be saner.
  You will hold someone else's hand
And I will be held by the wind.
The night will be cold
The sheets will hold our heat underneath.
Blown out candles and blown out trust.
You will look vulnerable in my arms
After a while you will be back,
Sadly, you are only going to watch me float away.
Away from shallow waters
Into the deep.
I will not need you
Nor your mouth
Not even your lungs.
Now I can be my own ship and my sailor
That ship will leave you in a day
At bay
Alone with your disease.
Then we will be strangers
That don't remember each other's names.
I will not even remember mine.

Fell apart with a single touch.
Bruises form from the softest kiss.
Tears roll down on any occasion.
Been keeping them at bay for so       long.
Now they flood on your whole   life.
I thought you might reignite my
Fragile heart
Before I-

My heart, I have never asked you
If you were doing fine.
Until you ached
For a moment I thought I was having a heart attack.
Since then I never see,
I never feel, I never know.
Oh, heart, where have you gone?
If you fall down
I fall apart.
Please don't break, my heart.

Cold to the bone
I stand out here alone.
In the dark you see my spine
Only in the dark I feel alive.
So close to breaking my glass eyes
So close to collapsing in your arms.
So far from being free
My past is haunting me.
Break me free.
Break me, then I will be free.
I will feel only you.
Only then I will know the real you.