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Cylia Aug 2018
Shy but bold you make me,
Tripping on off of my words.
Sleepy nights but night owl,
Underneath the stars I look.
Stuttering mess I got you,
Eyes that are grey in some ways.
Feeling a connected soulmate,
But loving you will never be easy.

Worried we were when we found you,
Lost lusting looming behold you.
Desiring that doesn’t bestowed upon you,
My long lost love I love you.
Bold but shy you told me,
Worrier that leaves me discovering.
Protector but possessive you are,
Romping my insides that awakens me.
Cylia Aug 2018
Untitled poems are where the mystery lies,
Behind soft lyrics, they are pretty shy,
Behind every person, are hidden cries.

Untitled poems are always crystal clear,
They say what they say, and there’s never no fear,
And there’s always a second try that lies behind your clever wits when you cheer.

Untitled poems, they never linger,
By the end of the day, they always find a better trigger,
To cast away for another day,
But leaves the papers tainted.
Creating in their own twisted ways,
Leaving their hands painted.
There’s always going to be a poem that’s going to uplift or downfall someone’s spirits into making someone going forward or backwards in life and make them think a little on what they should do in a long or short term goal.
Cylia Aug 2018
Need someone to see past my facade for
When the tides hit, all of me will
Be with it not just shatters of
Diamond dust catching
The floor, but
Shatters of butterflies
Filling the room
Where all my
             Creativity
                         Can flourish
And satisfy every ounce
Of my well being                        
Into a single fire                                  
         That is rich in every color of my soul...
And yet,
Everywhere I look you’re not there
But a replica of you with each different
Mask that I come upon is a
                                                               fake      
A fake that either wants me or wants me...
Because of my body or physically
Life lesson or misunderstanding...

and then you  have the ones that
Are pure as gold that sees right through
Your soul that has that deep connection and can hold a good conversation,
But the good thing about it
Is that no matter where
You are in the
Universe
I know
That I  
Am
Not
A
l
o
n
e
.
.
.
Cylia Aug 2018
Why do I keep texting, when I know he’s not going to answer?
My thoughts are telling me to challenge myself and yet my heart isn’t having butterflies.
I never listen to my girlfriends I guess that the reason why,
But could not being myself really be the answer.
                             I like deep conversations
         I like to think we’re becoming friends.
But I guess when he finally blocks me, then I’ll then learn how annoying I am.
      I guess the way that I am, I can’t change that.
         But finding the right guy, he’ll love that.
Cylia Aug 2018
Why do I struggle in bed?
I feel like my body wants to jump out of my skin.
Why do we think about things?
That makes our brain wants to jump out of our heads.
Lost in my thoughts, all of my patience          and waiting
and waiting for you to come in.
I don’t want to be here, not even hell could create a cage that can hold all my sins.
Why do I struggle in bed?
By the way how my covers look, seems I was dancing instead.

All of these strings,
Abandoning me.
        Tucked away, stored
         Creating new ways they can trigger me.
                Into thinking
                    I’m  breaking
           And yet create tangles inside of me.
Why do I struggle in bed?
     Why must you make nightmares out of rawness and sweat?
         Everynight I wake up, it’s like my body is soaked.
                           Drenched.
Why do I...why do I... keep having nightmares in bed?
Cylia Aug 2018
The devil is weak,
Trying to speak.
I don’t believe-That the words that he say,
Can keep me upbeat,
And could really delete,
Me, from this world that I hate, but also love, till the day I leave,
Then I’ll soon be complete. More than free.

I leave it be.
For when I do speak,
that all of these words are orderly said and doesn’t cause havoc and destruction that clumps up inside my head.
#positivityspreads #speakup #don’t #hideaway
Cylia Aug 2018
You call me a demon, like I'm the one wearing a mask.
Yet, have you looked around you, have you seen the truth behind your secret path?
Have you walked MY path and seen MY eyes?
Have you seen the death that I haven't seen and been told LIES?

You call me a DEMON, have you not looked in a mirror.
But is that your true face, that hides behind a DIAMOND figure
Does it make you see clearer?
All you see is yourself, but all I see is a lier.
That hides behind faces upon faces, that hides behind colored pictures
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