Cylia

Cylia Aug 2018

Demon

You call me a demon, like I'm the one wearing a mask.
Yet, have you looked around you, have you seen the truth behind your secret path?
Have you walked MY path and seen MY eyes?
Have you seen the death that I haven't seen and been told LIES?

You call me a DEMON, have you not looked in a mirror.
But is that your true face, that hides behind a DIAMOND figure
Does it make you see clearer?
All you see is yourself, but all I see is a lier.
That hides behind faces upon faces, that hides behind colored pictures

Cylia Aug 2018

Control Freak

What is wrong with the music I listen to?
Did you even catch all the feelings through?
Aren’t you sad and mesmerized too?
Tell me again, why am I hanging out with you?

What is wrong with the way I dress?
Yet, you come out looking like a complete mess.
While, I have my own style trying to look my best.
Tell me again, why am I hanging out with you?

What is wrong with the way I have my hair?
My mom gave me this hair, do you just not care?
What if I made fun of your hair, would you be able to bare?
Tell me again, why am I hanging out with you again?

Cylia Aug 2018

Words

The words that I want to come out of my head is ******* shut.
The thoughts that I let cloud my judgement is locked up.
And yet you still want to see me when my soul is locked in a treasure box?
What do you want me to do?
Let my emotions rage loose, like a trigger that’s not built to stop or let me drop, like a falling clock
The words that I say are unique,
Bound by fate by a string,
Judged by many, not by he,
Because the only person that could control my luck, is me.

Cylia Aug 2018

Hidden

Your face is hidden between rocks and pebble and yet you still look so beautiful.
Your crimson-red sends shivers all around me and yet, I see nothing but pureness shaping your heart...bea-u-ti-ful heart.

Colorful pieces surround us and yet no one is looking
We are all alone, in this dungeon that’s surrounded by nothing but thickness
...all-alone darkness.

Waving a heavy heart,
My body can’t take no more, worrying about the debt you’ve paid, that keeps my breathe longing for.
And yet you’ve stayed by my side,
holding on until I die.

Beautiful heart and soul; when you look at me I smile.
When I’m all alone, I don’t say a word,
I just sit around in darkness until you come and take my pain.
Longing on until my heart stops pounding,
Breaking every twine or snickers until I rust and die into nothingness...
And yet, even when I have died, your soul have stuck by mine.
Even when I have hidden my eyes, you knew what colors they were...
They were yours...right from the beginning.

Cylia Aug 2018

Forbidden

Forget me...forget me not
Bring out the me
That no man cannot.
Your cold eyes don’t hurt me,
They pierce me and yet I see,
...I see you.

Forget me, forget me not
Figure me out or else get lost
I might be shy, but could send you cold shivers
Down your spine
Couldn’t hear a bullet trigger.

Forget me...forget me not
Yes, I betrayed you
But you betrayed me, several times
How should I feel?
...what should I have done?
Nothing...
Cause what’s the point in even caring.

Forget me, forget me not...
Why are you hidden?
Your body looks pale, looks frostbitten.
Like you’re falling apart
Meaning our love is forbidden.
...the story isn’t supposed to be like this...
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be written.

Cylia Aug 2018

Overthink

Should I tell him,
Or should I wait?
Should I hold them in,
Or should I break?
I can’t take the wait no longer,
It’s like my heart is catching on fire.

Should I tell him,
Or should I wait?
My body can’t take the stake
My hands, they shake, like my body is going to cause an earthquake.

Should I tell him,
Or should I wait?
By the time, I think I’ll break
Throw up and have a headache
So tired of all this heartbreak..

Cylia Aug 2018

Untitled #2

Everyday I see your face...
Like a repetition, I can’t escape...
You keep me safe with every stare...
But when I look your way you disappear...
Like you were never even there.